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Why do you feel upset when you see Susie and Noelle talking to each other?
Why is that?
Pfft, you’re not jealous of Noelle, are you?
Why?
Susie is just your friend.
You should be happy for her.
When you see Noelle and Susie with each other, you should be happy.
Noelle is meant for Susie.
And Susie is meant for Noelle.
It’ll only be that.
Susie and Noelle.
…
Never Susie and Kris.
Why are you sad, Kris?
Susie is just your friend.
Susie can have other friends.
…She can have a girlfriend.
You can’t be her only friend.
You can’t spend your whole life being jealous.
So stop moping around.
Susie was only your friend because it was convenient.
She was bound to find better friends.
She was bound to outgrow you.
You were bound to be alone.
Everyone knows that.
Why are you so hung up in this fantasy, Kris?
That you and Susie will stay together.
Just grow up already.
It’ll never work out.
You’re so young for it to even stand a chance.
You’d just fall in love with the first person to treat you like a friend.
No, you’d fall in love with the first person to give you a chance.
You’re so delusional, Kris.
You might as well just leave Susie alone.
Never speak of her,
Never look at her,
Never think of her,
Again.
It’ll make the pain more bearable when she leaves you permanently.
Oh my god Kris.
Are you crying?
Does reality hurt your feelings?
…
You’re so pathetic, Kris.
You're hiding away from everyone now.
You’re hiding away from the truth.
Your tears will never fix this.
You’re just crying for nothing.
Hiding your tears will do nothing for you in the end.
Hiding your tears just delays the end from crashing down on you right now.
If Susie saw you crying,
If Susie saw you crying tears because of her,
She’d laugh in your face and learn how truly pathetic you are.
Oh?
You just pulled the soul out of your chest.
It’s the shape of a heart.
Heh.
Fitting.
You threw the soul onto the ground.
Now you’re aggressively stomping on it.
It twitches on the ground,
It flinches every time you move,
It’s in pain.
Good.
Now it can feel the pain your heart actually feels.
The pain from seeing Susie and Noelle flirt with each other.
The pain from hearing Susie talk about Noelle.
The pain from saying Susie and Noelle would be good together.
All from what the soul made you do.
You shoved the heart back into your chest and wiped your tears.
About time you grew up.
You’re understanding things quickly, Kris.
Good.
You’re too clingy, after all, you stupid faggot.
Now go out there and pretend everything’s fine.
Pretend that Susie is only your friend and will only be your friend and nothing else.
Pretend that you’re not jealous of Noelle because you have strictly platonic feelings for Susie.
Pretend that you and Susie are going to finish that goddamn school project and finally leave her alone after that.
Because she’s your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
She’s only your friend.
And that’s all she’ll ever be to you.
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You’re So Pathetic, Kris.