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1. i didn’t want to see you go (i know i made you cry) by notexactlylegal

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hayden Pike
   • Shane Hollander - Freeform
   • Ilya Rozanov - Freeform
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Takes Place During Episode 5
   • shane is never in a accident
   • ilya goes through with breaking up with shane
   • Break Up
   • Don't worry
   • it last less than 48 hours
   • Sad Shane Hollander
   • Sad Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • author does not speak Russian
   • author sucks at tagging
   • Author Cried While Writing This
   • tbf author is a crybaby
   • Happy Ending
   • Shane Hollander Has Panic Attacks
   • Ilya Rozanov Has Panic Attacks
   • Crying Shane Hollander
   • Crying Ilya Rozanov
   • both tv-show and books
   • POV Multiple
   • Good Parent Yuna Hollander
   • Good Parent David Hollander
   • Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Good Friend Svetlana Vetrova
   • hayden is still clueless in this one lol

   Summary

   “Shane…”
   “Please. Please, please.”
   He’s begging now. Begging Ilya to take him back. To forget everything that happened in Tampa. It would be hard, but he would do it. He would do anything to keep Ilya.
   “I’ll do anything,” he tells him. “I’ll do anything you want, just please don’t… Please don’t do this. I mean it - I can pretend I don’t feel anything. Please, just… just take me back. Let me come back to you, I’ll be so good for you. Please. ”
   Ilya doesn’t answer. He’s so quiet on the other end of the phone, that Shane has to check his screen if the call is still going. It is.
   “Ilya?” he whispers.
   “Shane,” Ilya whispers back. “Please hang up the phone.”

    

   - or, shane's accident never happens and ilya follows through with his promise to break things off with shane, only to regret it immediately, especially when shane calls him drunk and upset

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