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1. Light of my Life by BloodyBloob

   Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Multi, Other
   • Work in Progress

   30 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Loop & Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
   • Loop/Siffrin (In Stars and Time)
   • Isabeau/Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
   • Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
   • Loop (In Stars And Time)
   • Mirabelle (In Stars And Time)
   • Isabeau (In Stars And Time)
   • Odile (In Stars And Time)
   • Bonnie (In Stars And Time)
   • Pétronille (In Stars And Time)
   • Canon-Typical Siffrin Self-Hatred (In Stars And Time)
   • Canon-Typical Loop Self-Hatred (In Stars And Time)
   • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
   • Blood and Violence
   • Post-Canon
   • But also pre-canon somehow?
   • Touch-Starved Loop (In Stars and Time)
   • Possessive Behavior
   • POV Siffrin (In Stars and Time)
   • Siffrin Needs A Hug (In Stars And Time)
   • Loop Needs a Hug (In Stars and Time)
   • Good thing they have each other :) nothing will go wrong
   • Isabeau/Siffrin is less prevalent but is there
   • i still don’t know how to tag
   • START AGAIN START AGAIN START AGAIN: A Prologue (In Stars And Time)
   • Spoilers for START AGAIN START AGAIN START AGAIN: A Prologue (In Stars And Time)
   • Spoilers for Two Hats Ending (In Stars And Time)
   • Codependency
   • Self-Harm
   • Blood and Gore
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicide

   Summary

   There is a distant sound from below. You startle and whirl around to see a bright dot stumbling towards the base of the tree. Curious, you clumsily make your way down the woven branches and stand just above the little nook you and Loop used to theorize, plan, and chat in.

   The figure falls to their knees, clutching their face as shaky sobs interlaced with harsh breathing leaves them. They claw at their bangs and, in a frustrated movement, rip the hat off their head so that they can better pull at their darkless hair. They scream, not in agony, but in anguish. You—

   You recognize them.

   —

   Siffrin makes a wish and becomes Loop’s guide before they ever met.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   23,158

   Chapters:

   3/?

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