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1. Apathy if (route one) by Cloverleaf777

   Fandoms: Re:ゼロから始める異世界生活 | Re:Zero Starting Life in Another World (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Natsuki Subaru/Satella
   • Emilia/Natsuki Subaru
   • Natsuki Subaru
   • Emilia (Re:Zero)
   • Rem (Re:Zero)
   • Ram (Re:Zero)
   • Roswaal L Mathers
   • Physical Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Suffering Natsuki Subaru
   • Overpowered Natsuki Subaru
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Protective Emilia (Re:Zero)
   • Natsuki Subaru Needs a Hug

   Summary

   Subaru was sent to another world. He had no magic but on the plus side he met a cute elf girl. Something was stolen from her and Subaru offered to help.

   That's where it all went wrong.

   They walked into a murder scene and Subaru, in desperation to save the girl offered himself as her plaything. She accepted.

   Subaru went through weeks of unimaginable torture that wouldn't even end in death as Subaru could not die. He could not run and no one would come to save him. He felt fear, pain, helplessness, madness...

   And then he felt nothing at all.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,066

   Chapters:

   16/45

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   41

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