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1. The Black Hole Fantasy by corvidCoroner

   Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Jul 2026

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   • Matt Johnson/Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Post-Movie: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • but like he's fine obviously we all know that
   • Jay McCarrol torture nexus
   • Jay McCarrol Has OCD (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Dry Humping
   • Premature Ejaculation
   • Trans Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Getting Together
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • I don't know what else to put here
   • Canon Typical Slur Usage
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • they beat each other up as foreplay idk what to tell you

   Summary

   “Jay. Destroying your hands is only going to mess up your piano skills. We can’t afford this right now. How are we supposed to get a show at the Rivoli if half the band can’t even fucking play?” Jay’s hands shook a little as he reached for the bacitracin. Matt snatched it off the counter before he could even get close. “You don’t need this.”

   “Matt, c’mon. Give it.”

   “No! No, Jay, I will not. You need to tell me what’s going on with you. I haven’t seen you shred your hands up like this in forever. You’re supposed to tell me when your head starts getting all fucked again, man.” Jay couldn’t even look him in the face. He was afraid Matt would be able to see it in his eyes: you died, and it was real this time and I don’t know how to fucking handle it. Oh and also, it made me realize I’ve probably been in love with you for the last twenty five years.

    

   Or: Jay's having a little bit of trouble coping with the whole "watching his best friend die for him" thing

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