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1. I hate that I care and you love that I hate you by anylifeonmars, etherealagony

   Fandoms: Bannerfall SMP  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • 4CVIT/Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF)
   • 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Nominalgravy (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Smut
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • this is literally a bit of everything
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Love/Hate
   • Hate Sex
   • at a push
   • Trans Male Character
   • Trans 4CVIT
   • Nom's genitals are up to the jury
   • Mutual Pining
   • Resolved Sexual Tension
   • Biting
   • Apologies
   • Clothed Sex
   • Grinding
   • Shut Up Kiss
   • Arguing
   • Thigh Riding
   • Nominalgravy is Bad at Feelings (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Slime 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF)
   • funky slime skin
   • Confessions
   • Making Out

   Summary

   Everything Nom does is because he cares - yes, even the mace incident - and a certain blue slime would do anything to know that for sure. It's about time Nom finally admits it.
   But Nom hates 4C. He hates him. He hates what he means: a broken oath, one more soul to protect, one more emotion he can't shake off. He hates his guts. He saved him. He loves him. He cares. He hates that.
   But god is it worth it.

   or; 4C pays Nom a visit after his exile and Nom is not happy to see him, cue the sexual tension, cue the breaking of said sexual tension

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