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1. before i reach for you again by aghostandchangeling

   Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Fluixon/Saparata
   • Fluixon
   • Saparata
   • Schpood
   • SitzKrieg0
   • Cynikka
   • Jophiel
   • CallMeCass
   • minecraft yaoi in 2026? it's more likely than you think
   • Angst
   • Time Loop
   • fluixon. ten thousand years torture
   • technically
   • fair warning i don't think there's a lot of comfort in here no sirree
   • why am i a big fan of someone unintentionally hurting the person they love/are deeply attached to over and over and over again
   • Semi-Unhappy Ending
   • which means it's also a
   • semi-happy ending
   • ayyyyyyy
   • Major character death - Freeform
   • multiple times for the record
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicide
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • MULTIPLE suicide attempts i need to say
   • because. um. anyway

   Summary

   For the record, I meant it, Fluixon said, as the first of the soldiers reached the roof. Being sorry.

   Saparata couldn't respond. He didn't have time to.

   Without any fanfare, Fluixon tipped over, and his body fell down through the scorching air.

   ~

   Fluixon keeps dying. Saparata doesn't know. So Fluixon lies, and lies, and lies.

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