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Another Part of Me

Summary:

"When you fight and gain enough EXP, your LV increases. What does LV stand for? LOVE, of course! Didn't your heart skip a beat when you defeated me? Mine did! It's full of doki's!"

Then, after a pause,

"Oh... right. LOVE has another meaning. Level of Violence. The more you hurt others, the easier it becomes to separate yourself from your SOUL."

She laughs.

"Bodies and SOULs aren't supposed to be apart. You taught me that."

Then she casually asks (forces) Kris on a date.

 

[Kris and Pink go on a "real date" before the end of Chapter 5. This is also a novelization of the end of Chapter 5 itself!]

Notes:

Five things:
1: There may be errors in narration or grammer. Don't worry, this is intentional. The story is not (that) badly written.

2: Kris and Mad Mew Mew are approximately the same age here.

3: Each scene has a reference from the Deltarune soundtrack! Can you find them all? I had fun implementing them.

4: Guys... I'm kinda stupid when it comes to pronouns. So if there's any errors when it comes to addressing someone, please let me know.

5: Have fun!

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The sign above the door read "Shop 3," as if nobody had ever gotten around to giving the place a better name. Kris stood beneath it with one hand on the frame, looking in. The sky outside had stopped obeying the rules of light some time ago—maybe hours, maybe minutes, maybe never.

Shop 3 itself had no color of its own. It never had, as long as Kris had known it—walls and shelves and countertops rendered in shades of grey, like a photograph that had never quite finished developing. Right now, for the first time, color was leaking in anyway. Seven suns hung in a row outside the back window, coins balanced on a wire, each a slightly different shade of amber, and their combined light bled through the glass and settled over the grey room in a wash of honey and rust—the one color the shop had left, and only for tonight, and only because it was borrowed.

Everything looked preserved. Everything looked already dead.

The shop smelled like pressed flowers and something sweeter underneath, something that didn't belong in a place this forgotten. Kris had walked here alone. 

Behind them—somewhere across the forest, past the bridges and the dash gates and the fountain that split the sky like a wound—the others were preparing for the fight ahead. Susie was checking her axe. Ralsei was baking something, somehow, without any cooking equipment. They would be waiting for Kris. They were always waiting for Kris.

Kris did not look back.

The shop was nearly empty. Orange's corner—the one with the radio and the half-finished cheese, stacked in a pile that had grown taller than any sensible pile should grow—sat bare. The radio was still there. The cheese was still there. Orange was not.

Gone. Like most things in this world, soon.

Kris walked past the counter. Their boots left prints in dust that hadn't been disturbed in a long time. At the far end of the shop, where the back wall gave way to a window too wide and too tall, Mad Mew Mew sat on the sill with her legs dangling over nothing.

She wasn't looking at Kris. She was watching the sunset—all seven of it—and the light caught her in profile, pink hair and a tail that, for once, hung still. She looked like a painting someone had left behind in a room they were never coming back to. Like she'd been placed on this windowsill when the world was made and told to wait, and now the waiting was almost over.

Kris stopped three steps behind her and said nothing. They rarely said anything first. Everything that wanted to cross into the country of Kris Dreemurr had to present its papers and state its business, and Kris would stand at the checkpoint with their arms folded until it did.

Mad Mew Mew didn't turn around.

"You came alone." Not a question. Her voice had the quality it always had—theatrical and warm, a stage voice that had learned how to whisper. 

Kris said nothing.

The first sun sank below the treeline. The second followed. The remaining five held their positions, as if they hadn't quite decided whether today was the day.

Mad Mew Mew. An anime cat girl figurine belonging to Kris’ father for whatever reason (‘revolting'). Possessed by a mad ghost appropriately dubbed “Maddie” by the combined effort of Kris’ and Susie's two brain cells working together, Mad Mew Mew was split into two distinct personalities:

Pink, the Flower. The body, the doll, the CAGE.

Maddie, the mad ghost. The spirit, the invader, the SOUL.

The parallels weren't easy to ignore.

Kris took one more step forward. The floorboard beneath their foot let out a sound like a held breath, finally released.

"Orange left," Maddie said. Her ear twitched once, not toward Kris but toward the empty corner with the radio and the cheese. "Earlier. Didn't say goodbye. Didn't need to, I think. We both already know what's going down. She has to prepare with the rest of the flowers."

Kris looked at the empty corner and thought about what it meant to leave without saying goodbye—was it a sign of pride or doubt? They didn't reach a conclusion. They rarely did.

"Do you know what I like about this?" Maddie tipped her chin at the sky. "Everything else just fades. Gets blurry, gets less. But this—" She made a small, deliberate gesture, conducting an orchestra of one. "—gets more beautiful the closer it gets to being gone. There's even a name for it, if you want one. The sunset of seven suns." She said it like a title, like the name of a song only she could hear. "Kind of like us, huh?"

The third sun dipped. The light in the shop shifted from honey to rust.

"Hey. Kris." She turned, not all the way, just enough to catch them sideways—somehow more direct than facing them fully would have been. "You remember when we met? When you and your strange fun gang came busting in and made me whole?"

Kris remembered. The room. The confusion. The sensation of two things being forced together that had always insisted they were meant to stay apart—or believed they were, until they weren't. Spirit and body, ghost and doll, pressed into a single shape that fit wrong before it fit right. They remembered the SOUL behind their sternum, pulsing like a second heartbeat, eager and curious and interested in a way Kris had not been interested, and they remembered not knowing whose excitement that was.

They still didn't.

"You know what I never understood, back then?" Mad Mew Mew pulled her legs up onto the sill, cross-legged now, facing Kris properly for the first time. Her tail curled around one ankle. "LOVE. I didn't get it. Everyone talked about it like it was the most important thing in the world, and I'd never had any—not the real kind.”

Then her whole posture changed—shoulders lifting, eyes going wide and round, voice climbing half an octave, the way a radio jumps stations mid-song.

"When you fight and gain enough EXP, your LV goes up! What's LV stand for? LOVE, of course!" Pink's grin was sharp and bright, the kind that expected applause. "Didn't your heart skip a beat when you beat me? Mine did! It's full of doki’s!"

Kris said nothing. Pink had taken over mid-thought before, and would again before the night was through.

The fourth sun touched the horizon. The shop went half in shadow, half in fire.

The grin cooled and when she spoke again, the voice underneath had surfaced.

"Oh. Right." Maddie let her hand fall. "LOVE has another meaning too. Level of Violence. The more you hurt something, the easier it gets to stop feeling it—to separate yourself from your SOUL." She laughed, short and a little raw, closer to the throat than the chest. "Bodies and SOULs aren't supposed to be apart. You taught me that."

’I didn't teach you anything,’ Kris thought. 

The space behind their ribs where the SOUL lived was warm. It was always warm. It was warm now, present and attentive, doing the thing it always did—watching, analyzing, feeling with an intensity that didn't belong to Kris. It liked being here. It liked her.

Did Kris like her?

The question wasn't simple. It was a locked room with two exits, and both of them led somewhere Kris didn't want to go. (They didn't even like anime!)

The fifth sun began its descent.

Mad Mew Mew watched the light crawl toward them across the floor like something alive. Her ears were relaxed, her hands resting on her knees. For once she didn't look like she was performing for anyone—not Kris, not whatever Angel audience might exist beyond the sky, not even herself.

"Kris." Her voice dropped half a register, a station change mid-song.

"..."

"We should date, Mew! Completely, totally, no take-backs!" Pink blew a kiss with both hands, delighted with herself.

Her ears flattened. "No—" The word came out too fast, too sharp, and she seemed to hear it land the same moment Kris did. She recovered by doubling down, flatter this time, daring anyone to call it embarrassment. "Go on a date with me."

Leaving no room for argument.

The room didn't change. The light didn't shift. The floorboards didn't groan. Everything stayed exactly where it was, and Kris stayed exactly where they were, and the sentence hung in the air like a held note in a song that had forgotten how to end.

Kris did not move. This was not unusual—their first response to almost anything was stillness, a deliberate, practiced stillness that served as both shield and processing time. 

The SOUL pulsed. Once. Warm and eager and ’yes’.

Kris's jaw tightened. ’No’, they thought. ’You don't get to answer for me.'

But the warmth was already there. Already real. Sitting in their chest like it had always lived there, and they couldn't tell—could never tell—whether they'd put it there themselves, or whether it had been placed there by hands that weren't theirs.

Mad Mew Mew was watching them. Not with the wide-eyed anticipation of someone expecting a yes—something more careful, more patient. Her head tilted, ears forward, reading Kris the way someone reads a page in a language they're still learning.

"You're doing the thing," she observed.

Kris blinked.

"The thing where you go quiet. Like you're arguing with yourself about something you won't tell anyone." Her tail uncurled from her ankle and swished once, slow. "That's no good, mew!

The sixth sun sank. One left.

Kris thought about saying something. About explaining. About trying, for once, to put words around what it was like to live in a body someone else drove—where every ache and flutter and quiet wanting could be traced to a source that might not be them, and even wondering whether it was them might itself be something the SOUL had wanted them to wonder, because the SOUL liked stories, and conflicted characters made better ones.

They didn't say any of that.

They said: "..."

Pink smiled—not the grin, the smile, the one that lived underneath.

"So… Is that a yes?"

The last sun hovered on the horizon, stubborn and gold, refusing to leave until it was good and ready.

Kris looked at it. They looked at her. They looked at the empty corner where Orange had been, the counter no one would buy from again, the floor where their bootprints would last exactly as long as this world did. They felt the SOUL behind their ribs doing what it always did—wanting, reaching, choosing—and they felt themselves doing what they always did.

Wondering if the want was theirs. Wondering if it mattered.

Pink hopped down from the sill. Her boots hit the floor like two small declarations. She stood close, closer than she'd been all evening, and looked up at Kris with eyes that had learned what it meant to be incomplete.

"You don't have to answer now," she said. "We've got—" she glanced at the one remaining sun, "—some time. Impatience is the enemy of heroism, mew!”

She said it like she believed it. Kris almost believed it too. If anything, Kris is everything but impatient.

The last sun began to sink.

Outside, beyond the walls of Shop 3, the heroes of light were waiting. The fifth fountain pulsed in the distance, a pillar of dark against a sky learning how to end. When they sealed it, this place would die.

Kris stood in a room a monochrome shop—a mere copy where lost dreams prevail. 

Mad Mew Mew stood beside them, watching the last light go. Four people, or two, or four people wearing two—however the math was supposed to work, Kris isn't known for their academics—standing in a shop with no color of its own, borrowed gold dying across the floor.

 

 

‘I should have never flirted with this damn doll.’

 


 

Maddie did not accept silence as an answer.

This was, Kris reflected, one of the fundamental differences between them. And something they definitely should have predicted.

Kris had spent their entire life cultivating silence into a language—complex, nuanced, capable of expressing refusal, uncertainty, and the particular kind of discomfort that came from being asked a question you couldn't separate from the thing living inside your chest. Mad Mew Mew had spent her entire life doing the opposite. She took silence the way a gardener took fallow soil: as a challenge, an invitation, a place where something could grow if you were willing to push your hands into it.

Maybe she really is a flower.

"Okay!" She clapped once, the sound bright and final. "You don't want to answer. That's fine. That's totally, completely, one-hundred-percent fine. I'm not mad at all! Look at this cute face—how could an angsty teen like you ever get me riled up? I'm not mad! Y-You are, b-baka!”

“…” This is why Kris hated anime. It took forever to get to the main point. 

"We're going to practice. Whether you like it or not."

Kris did not move. 

"A practice date!" Pink grabbed their wrist and pulled them toward the door. "Think of it like a tutorial. Everyone needs one. Especially those new to LOVE, mew!”

"..."

"See? Already learning! That silence was completely different from your last one. That one was more of a 'why are you like this' silence. I can work with 'why are you like this.'"

The door of Shop 3 opened onto the same light Kris had watched start to fall a moment ago—except the fall hadn't finished. The last sun still hung above, gold and trembling, caught at the horizon like a held breath that refused to let go. It had been sinking for what felt like an hour and had gotten nowhere at all, as if the world itself were stalling, unwilling to be the one who ended things first.

To the right of Shop 3 was a cliff. The wind blew fiercely. Kris felt their hair swayed along with it. Looking out at the distance for a second, Kris took a moment to take in the full scenery. 

The sun's light turned the sky ahead the color of something Kris couldn't name—not quite amber, not quite rust, something between the two that existed only in worlds like this one, where the physics of feeling overwrote the physics of light.

Then, they went down to the Warp Door. The one with a wooden frame and blazing fire as a shadow. The lone door frame was see-through just earlier. Kris thought of a previous location. 

‘Hopschef's Room.’ 

 

The door opened, and…

 

The forest was empty.

The trees stood. The path wound between them, pale stones set into dark earth. Strings of paper lanterns still hung between branch and branch, unlit now, swaying faintly on wire nobody had bothered to take down. But the Darkners who had once lived here—the Netskie who tended the lanterns, Sheary who peacefully cut bushes, Floradinns who waved at passing heroes with the earnest enthusiasm of people who believed their world would last forever—were gone. Some had fled toward the Fountain itself, as if standing closer to the end might somehow spare them from it. Others had simply... stopped. Sat down. Waited.

Mad Mew Mew walked ahead, pulling Kris by the wrist with the cheerful tenacity of someone leading a parade of one. Her tail swished in time with her steps. Her ears swiveled, catching sounds Kris couldn't quite hear—something that might have been wind combing through the lantern-strings, plucking a note out of wire and paper, or might have been nothing at all, memory doing its best impression of music.

"That's where the tea shop was," she said, pointing to a small structure of woven branches and mismatched windows. The windows were dark. A chalkboard sign out front still read "TODAY'S SPECIAL" in looping handwriting, the special itself long since erased or never finished. "Hopschef made this jasmine blend that tasted like drinking a sunset. Not like this sunset—a Light World one. Amber and slow and kind of sad, in a way that made you feel okay about being sad. Now they just focus on this cake while jumping up an down like a rotoscoped GIF.” 

She didn't slow down.

"And over there—see the clearing? There was a chest that contained infinite money! Although, Pink coins are way better than stupid Flowery dollars. You should continue to support my small, local business—we'll beat your ass for the right price, mew!“

“…”

“No reaction…? I told Maddie and Orange that slogan needed more work!”

Her voice was steady. Bright. Theatrical in the way a stage actor's voice stays theatrical straight through the final monologue—because the performance is what keeps the shaking from showing.

Something shifted behind Kris's ribs.

They reached for the SOUL first, out of habit. The SOUL leaned. Toward her. Toward the clearing with its dead lanterns and the tea shop with its unfinished sign and the path winding through a world learning how to become memory. It leaned the way a person leans toward a window when they see something beautiful on the other side, and Kris leaned with it.

They were forced to comply with this parasite's whims. Kris had no say in the matter. To the SOUL, this world was just a work of fiction—something to be admired and discarded once forgotten. 

Kris supposes the truth of the matter isn't too far off.

‘You like this,’ Kris thought. Not to the SOUL. Not to themselves. To the space between them, which had no name and no borders and no customs office, where borrowed feelings and original ones mixed like watercolors on a wet page. ‘You like watching her grieve for places that aren't even real.’

But were the places real? The tea shop had served tea. The chest had still carried bootlet currency. If something could hold a wish, didn't that make it real enough?

Mad Mew Mew stopped walking.

They had reached a small plaza—a circle of cobblestones set between four trees that grew in directions that defied the architecture of forests. Faded festival streamers, the paper gone soft and colorless with weather, still hung looped from branch to branch overhead. At the center was a fountain, dry now, its basin filled with fallen petals the same shade of pink as her hair. A bench sat beside it, weathered and slightly crooked, like it had been waiting for someone to sit on it and hadn't cared who.

"This is where I wanted to take you," Pink said, downcast. "For the date. The real one. The one I wanted us to have, mew...”

She let go of Kris's wrist.

The absence of her grip was louder than her grip had been. Kris stood with their arm still slightly extended, their wrist still warm where her fingers had been, and listened to the silence of a place that had once been full and was now performing emptiness with the quiet competence of a stagehand between acts.

Mad Mew Mew sat on the bench. She patted the space beside her. Kris, after a pause, sat down.

There was no sun now. The darkness of this place was its own light. No cliffs overhead, no sunset, no Flower Castle in the far distance. Just a scarlet forest that becomes darker,

 

Darker,

 

Yet darker.

 

"You're doing it again," Maddie said.

Kris looked at her.

"Don't act innocent. It's the quiet thing. But it's different this time." She held up a finger and tilted it left, then right, like a metronome keeping two tempos at once. "Like you're listening to something I can't hear. Like someone's talking to you."

Kris's chest tightened.

That one felt like theirs—sharp and cold, the particular unpleasantness of being caught, nothing like the warm, curious attention that usually sat behind their ribs. But felt like theirs wasn't the same as was theirs, and Kris had stopped trusting the difference days ago. Maybe the SOUL got caught too, sometimes, and simply didn't mind it the way Kris did. There was no way to Check. There was nothing to Check if you already knew the information. 

"The SOUL," Maddie said. Or started to. It came out sounding more like a guess than an answer.

Two words. Barely a sentence—no verb, no subject. It was still enough to make Kris’ head turn on a dime.

“H-How…?” Was what Kris wanted to ask, but it seemed the SOUL wanted them to stay silent. So instead, they just did the signature: “…”

But Mad Mew Mew's ears both swiveled forward, and she went very still, the kind of still that meant she was listening with her whole body, not just her ears.

"The red one," Pink continued.

"..."

"The one that made me whole." Her voice was softer now. Theatrical still—Pink couldn't shed that skin, didn't want to, maybe couldn't tell where the performance ended and the person began—but underneath the stage voice, something else surfaced. Something that sounded like it had spent a long time alone, talking to itself. "I felt it, you know. When it happened. When it pushed my spirit into this body. It didn't feel only like a violation. It felt like being read. Like someone opened me like a book and understood every page at once, then closed me and said, 'there, that's better.'"

Pink looked at her hands. Turned them over. Flexed her fingers one at a time, as if checking they still worked.

"I didn't ask for that. Didn't get to say yes or no. But I can't call it wrong, because I like being whole. I like having hands and a voice and a tail that does what I tell it. Before, I was just... waiting. In a body someone else was using. Watching through eyes I couldn't control."

Her gaze lifted from her hands to Kris.

"Sound familiar?"

Kris said nothing. They already deduced how she found out. 

It wasn't the battle. It wasn't the change in SOUL mode. It wasn't the dating simulator. 

It was the shadow crystal. It had to be.

And, if she already knows, there's really nothing left to hide. 

That should've been a weight off of Kris’ shoulders. No longer do they have to keep this parasite controlling their body a secret. They have someone to talk to—someone who is currently going through a similar experience. 

So why do they feel like they're on the apex of the world?

"You know what I think?" Maddie said, after the silence had lasted long enough to grow ROOTS roots. Pink's style wasn't getting through, so she'd taken over. "I think you're so busy figuring out which feelings are yours that you've forgotten to actually feel them."

Kris's jaw tightened.

"Like—okay. Right now. Your chest is doing something, right? Something warm, something tight. LOVE. And you're trying to work out if that's me doing it to you, or the SOUL doing it to you, or you doing it to yourself, and you're spending so much energy on the detective work that you're not even—"

Maddie growled, reaching over to flick Kris's forehead with one finger.

"You know what I'm trying to say! Gah, why do you have to be so difficult?!"

“…” Well that was uncalled for.

"—you're not even feeling it," Mad Mew Mew, both Pink and Maddie at once, finished, grinning. The real grin.

Kris stared at her. She stared back.

 

❤️ You're weird 

I'm feeling it now!

I'm sorry...

 

“You're weird.” That was the dialouge option the SOUL chose to end the conversation with. (‘The spirit controlling my body is a moron…’)

“Myuh?!” Maddie physically recoiled. And, in her classic defensive fashion, went beet red. “I-I'm not weird! You're weird! B-Baka, it's not like I like you or anything…”

“…”

“SAY SOMETHING BEFORE I TURN YOU INTO MINCE MEAT!”

“…” Kris You can't help but give a soft smile.

Around them, the Dark World did what dying places do: it became more itself. The trees seemed taller. The cobblestones seemed older. The petals in the dry fountain seemed to glow with a faint light that came from nowhere and went nowhere and existed only to prove it could. The plaza was a garden of small, preserved hopes—a bench that had held strangers, a chest that had carried wishes of infinitity, a clearing where lanterns had once turned every evening into a small ceremony of wanting—and all of it was about to become the nothing that every garden eventually becomes, because that's what gardens do. They grow, they bloom, they end, and the only question left is whether anyone was there to see it.

Mad Mew Mew leaned against Kris' shoulder. Lightly. The weight of a bird landing on a branch.

"This counts as a date, mew," Maddie said. "By the way. You're not getting out of it—not after everything I went through to make it happen.'“

“…”

Kris didn't move away.

They felt warmth without being able to say how many warmths it was—hers, or theirs, or the SOUL's, or some fourth thing with no clean name, all of it arriving at once with no seam where one ended and the next began.

They just sat there.

In a garden of hopes and dreams, at the end of a world someone else had made, feeling something that might have belonged to someone else first, and choosing to let it be enough anyway.

Mad Mew Mew's tail curled around Kris's ankle. She didn't say anything else. Neither did Kris.

 


 

The walk back from the plaza took longer than it should have.

Not because Pink was dawdling—though she was, a little, pausing at the dead tea shop to touch its doorframe the way someone touches a photograph they're about to put away. And not because Kris was reluctant to return—that phrase couldn't be any further from the truth. They were tired of entertaining the SOUL's impulses, and just wanted to get this over with.

No. It took longer because Kris chose a different path.

Not the one they'd taken to get here—a Warp Door making imagination into something real. The way back was different. Kris turned left where the obvious turn was right. They skirted the edge of a clearing Pink didn't recognize, passing through a corridor of trees whose branches grew so close together that what light remained came through in narrow bars, striping the ground like sheet music. They avoided a Dash Gate that would have crossed a dry riverbed more quickly, taking instead a lower path that wound through a thicket of pale flowers Pink had never seen before.

She didn't ask about it at first. She was too busy taking in the new scenery—the flowers, the way the trees leaned differently here, the faint smell of something like cinnamon and old paper that hung in the still air. But Mad Mew Mew was, beneath the theatrics and the tail and the relentless cheer, observant. Some of that was the body's doing—dolls are made to watch, to sit on a shelf and see everything and say nothing, and that patience had never quite left her hands. Some of it was the ghost's doing, a hunger to notice things and hold onto them, sharp where the doll's noticing had only ever been soft. Separately, neither half paid much attention to anything. Together, they didn't miss much.

So she watched Kris walk.

And she noticed that Kris didn't hesitate. Not once. Every turn, every detour, every avoidance of a shortcut that would have saved them minutes—Kris moved through it with the fluid certainty of someone following a map they'd already memorized. Not the map of this forest. Something larger. Something that included the forest but extended far beyond it, back through every Dark World they'd ever visited, forward to the Fountain they were about to seal, and through every decision point in between.

"Hey, Krissie Cutie," she said.

Kris didn't break stride, not even with the random new nickname. "..."

"How familiar are you with Dark Worlds? I mean-" She gestured broadly at the world around them, a gesture that took in the trees and the path and the flowers and the black sky and the Fountain pulsing somewhere beyond. "You seem to have it all figured out, mew. I know a hero should always be planning ahead! I just mean…”

Kris kept walking. Their shoulders were a straight line, a wall in the shape of a person, and Mad Mew Mew recognized that posture. It was the posture of someone who had been seen and was deciding whether to run or to stay.

She waited.

The thicket opened into a small glade—the Quiet Glade, though nobody had ever gotten around to putting up a sign; it was just something everyone who'd lived here would have called it. The flowers grew taller here, chest-height, their petals translucent, catching the dim light and holding it the way a glass holds water. They were beautiful in the way things are beautiful when they're almost gone, when the beauty is inseparable from the knowing that it won't last. Kris stopped at the edge of the glade and stood there, facing forward, not looking at Mad Mew Mew, not looking at the flowers, looking at nothing in a way that meant they were looking at something very specific inside their own head.

"Someone has to plan," the SOUL spoke through them.

Four words. The longest sentence Mad Mew Mew had heard from them all day. She treated it the way a cat treats a new toy—with attention, with respect, and with the awareness that the resolution creates new tensions of its own (and like a total tsundere).

"The routes," she said. "The paths through each Dark World. Which battles to take, which to avoid. Who to Spare. Who to talk to and who to walk past."

Kris said nothing, which was yes.

"Susie doesn't know how to plan ahead." A pause. Then, "Susie fights."

"And Ralsei?"

"Ralsei smiles heals."

"And you?"

Kris turned to face her. What light was left fell across their face in soft, fragmented patterns—pink and white and the fading gold the sky still hadn't let go of—and Mad Mew Mew saw something in their red eyes she hadn't seen before. 

"I ACT," Kris said.

The word sat in the glade like a stone dropped into still water. Pink felt the ripples before she understood them—implication radiating outward from a single verb. ACT. Not win. Not save. ACT.

ACT what?

Everything. Everyone. All of it.

Mad Mew Mew had only heard the story once—Susie, loose-lipped after badgering Kris what to buy in Shop 3, describing some catastrophe back in the third Dark World with a name like a thunderclap. The Roaring Knight. In the very next breath, without so much as a pause for effect, Susie had segued into the time she and Kris relabeled every tray in the school cafeteria so the mystery meat read SALAD because it costed too much. 

Kris had sat through both stories without comment, unbothered, like neither one belonged to the person sitting at the table. It was difficult to tell if Susie was just bragging about her friend, or if she was indirectly begging for a discount.

She thought about the journey through this Dark World—the five hours since the heroes had arrived, the battles and the puzzles and the conversations with Darkners who had, one by one, come to accept that their world was ending. She thought about how Susie always seemed to know where to swing her axe, how Ralsei always seemed to have a spell ready before the damage landed, how the party never once walked into an ambush they hadn't somehow already anticipated.

She'd assumed it was luck. Or experience. Or the natural rhythm of a group that had done this four times before.

But luck didn't explain the route through the western forest that had bypassed an entire settlement of frightened Darkners who would have fought to protect their home. Experience didn't explain why the party had stopped at a specific crossroads and waited—just waited, for two minutes, doing nothing—while a patrol of Shinobeetles passed without seeing them. And rhythm didn't explain why, in every battle—every Floradinn, every stray Kawkaw—the enemy's HP always landed on exactly enough to Spare, never one point more, never one point less.

And, if an enemy was unlucky enough to take damage, they would always be able to flee before being slain.

"You've been doing this the whole time," Maddie said. Not an accusation. A realization, spoken aloud so it would become real, so it would stop being a suspicion and start being a fact she could hold.

Kris nodded. Once. The smallest possible confirmation.

"Every Dark World. Every fight. Every path. You've been..." She searched for the word. "Orchestrating it."

"..."

“A hero of light cannot allow any casualties! A true savior saves everyone! Isn't that right, mew?” For a second, Pink took over, throwing a peace sign as if trying to appease Kris with her magical girl nonsense. 

As expected, Kris didn't react. 

The glade was full of flowers that would never grow again, and the forest was full of paths that would never be walked again, and somewhere beyond the trees, an entire world was drawing its last breaths, and Kris had planned every step of its execution with the care of someone trying to make the death as painless as possible.

That's what it means to ACT. To know that you can't stop the prophecy inevitable, so you choose the most gentle route. One that nobody else knows it was you who chose it. 

There's only one ending to this story, after all.

The glade, living up to the name, was quiet except for the faint, directionless hum that Dark Worlds produced at dusk—a sound like a dialtone, like a line left open after the person on the other end had hung up. A connection with nothing on it. A signal searching for a voice.

Maddie thought about that sound. About what it meant to be the one holding the receiver, listening to the open line, waiting for a voice that might never come. She thought about Kris, standing in every Dark World they'd ever visited, holding that receiver, hearing nothing but the hum of a world about to end, and making the call anyway—making every call, choosing every route, sparing every enemy they could, because someone had to and no one else had noticed.

The sound on the other side of the phone was garbage noise.

"Does the SOUL plan with you?" she asked.

Kris looked at her sharply. 

"Or does it just... go where you point?"

Kris's hand moved to their chest. Not consciously—the gesture was automatic, the way touching a wound is automatic, the body checking whether the pain is still there. Their fingers pressed against the place where the SOUL sat, and Mad Mew Mew saw their expression change. Not dramatically. A shift in the set of their mouth, a fractional narrowing of their eyes. Listening to something she couldn't hear.

"It... guides," Kris said. The word came slowly, each syllable weighed and tested before it was released. "But I establish."

Mad Mew Mew turned that over. Maybe the SOUL—this red, impossible thing that lived inside Kris, or didn't live anywhere at all except in the same place Kris lived—maybe it supplied something like direction. A pull toward one outcome over another. And maybe Kris took that pull, if it was a pull, if it came from anywhere but Kris to begin with, and ran it through something of their own. A filter. A map. A strategy that turned a wanting—whoever's wanting—into knowing how to help with the least harm possible.

Maybe the SOUL wanted enemies Spared, and Kris figured out how.

Maybe the SOUL wanted suffering avoided, and Kris drew the routes that did.

Maybe the SOUL wanted kindness, in whatever wordless way a thing like that could want anything, and Kris built kindness out of logistics.

And the question that formed in Mad Mew Mew's mind was not “whose kindness is it?” but something stranger: “what if it's both?” What if the wanting is one person's and the doing is another's, and together they make something neither could make alone?

She thought about herself. About the body and the spirit. About how the body had always wanted to be close to people—warm, physical, present—and the spirit had always wanted to be seen—loud, undeniable, impossible to ignore. Neither want was false. Neither want was borrowed. But separately, they had been incomplete. The body wanted closeness but couldn't reach for it. The spirit wanted attention but couldn't sustain it. Only together—pushed together, forced into the same shape, made to share a single set of hands and a single voice—only together did those wants become something that could actually touch another person.

"Kris," Mad Mew Mew said, and her voice was different now. Not the stage voice. Not the flirtatious, theatrical, deliberately absurd voice she used like a shield against everything serious. This was the voice that belonged to both of them at once—the body's warmth and the spirit's directness, merged into something simple and unguarded. "When you make a plan that Spares someone, whose idea is that?"

Kris's hand was still on their chest.

They didn't answer.

Mad Mew Mew watched them not answer, and understood the silence wasn't evasion. It was honesty. Kris didn't know. They stood in the glade among the flowers, the dialtone hum of a dying world filling the space around them, and they genuinely, completely did not know whether the compassion that had saved so many lives—the compassion that had, in a roundabout way, saved her, had made her whole, had given her hands and a voice and a shoulder to lean against—belonged to them or to the thing behind their ribs.

And something else clicked into place for Mad Mew Mew, just as quietly.

“It doesn't matter. You're my hero, Kris.”

The question wasn't who felt it first. The question was who did something with it. A feeling that existed only in the SOUL, that never passed through Kris's hands and Kris's mind and Kris's stubborn, meticulous, quietly agonizing strategy—would that feeling have ever spared a single enemy? Would it have ever drawn a single safe route? Would it have ever minimized a single casualty?

Or would it have simply wanted to, and moved on?

"You know what I think?" Pink said, and the stage voice crept back in—not as a mask, but as a familiar coat, something she wore because it was hers and she liked it and she didn't have to justify wearing it (‘of course the living cat girl liked wearing ridiculous costumes’). "I think the SOUL is a dialtone. It's the open line. The signal. But you're the one who picks up. You're the one who talks. And the things you say—the routes you draw, the plans you make—that's your voice on the line."

Kris stared at her.

"I also think," she continued, "that you're going to do that face thing where you pretend you're not affected by what I just said, and then you're going to think about it for the next three hours, and then you're going to realize I'm right, and then you're going to be mad that I'm right, because I'm a very awesome magical girl who captured your heart in more ways than one! Aren't I just the purrfect girlfriend, mew~”

Kris's mouth twitched.

"Nah," Kris said.

It was, Mad Mew Mew reflected, deeply unfair that someone who reportedly blew off two out of every three homework assignments could hold a five-world triage system in their head without breaking a sweat. But that was apparently just Kris: lazy about everything that didn't matter (apparently dating also fit that criteria), and terrifyingly precise about everything that did.

The dialtone hummed around them. The last of the light was nearly gone. The flowers were losing their glow, going ordinary, becoming what they would become when no one was left to see them: just flowers, in a glade, at the end of a world.

Kris started walking again. Toward Shop 3. Toward the others. Toward the Fountain and everything that came after.

But they walked beside Mad Mew Mew this time, not ahead of her.

And when the path narrowed between two trees whose roots had grown together into a single tangled threshold, Kris paused.

“Ladies first.”

Pink ducked through the threshold, ears brushing the low branches, tail catching on a twig and tugging free with a soft snap, and she thought about signals and receivers and the strange, stubborn, unglamorous work of turning someone else's want into something real.

Behind her, Kris followed.

And the SOUL—warm, present, impossible—leaned.

Kris let the parasite lean.

They didn't know yet whether that was surrender or acceptance or simply exhaustion, the tiredness of someone who has been dealing with an invader who forces them to talk to Berdly on a consistent basis. 

The dialtone followed them through the trees, steady and directionless, the sound of a connection still open, still waiting, still alive.

Neither of them hung up.

 

Kris knew what happens to [Big Shots] who hang up the phone.

 


 

They never made it back to Shop 3.

Or rather—they did, eventually, hours later, once the others had stopped pretending not to worry. But first, within sight of the shop's crooked roof, Pink stopped walking and turned the wrong way.

"One more stop," she said. "Before you go be a hero again."

She didn't wait for Kris to agree. She led them past the shop, past the road that would have taken them back to Susie and Ralsei and the waiting Fountain, up toward the looming shape of Flower Castle at the top of the world—a building Kris had only ever seen from a distance, gold and ornate and entirely too large for anything that was going to stop existing by morning.

Pink didn't take the front entrance. She led them around the side, to a gap in the stonework no wider than a doorway, hidden behind a curtain of dead ivy, and down—a long way down, through a passage that smelled like dust and cold stone, past a pit that dropped further than Kris cared to look into, until the tunnel narrowed to a single door.

The door was pink.

"This is where it happened," Pink said, pushing it open.

The room beyond was small. Not grand, not ceremonial, not the kind of space you'd expect to hold a transformation. It was the size of a closet, maybe smaller. The walls were the same tired brown as the stone outside, but the glow—coming from nowhere and everywhere, sourceless, the way light works in dreams—turned them soft and blue, like the inside of a held breath.

There was a table. On it, nothing. A silhouette of absence, the impression of an object that had once rested there and left behind the faintest memory of its weight.

"...This is it?” Kris looked around, unimpressed. 

"What were you expecting? A stained-glass window? A single dramatic beam of holy light?”

"Kind of, yeah."

"Wow. Rude." Pink's ears flattened, though the corner of her mouth was already losing the fight against a smile. "For your information, transformative spiritual events don't come with a production budget, mew. Magical girls have to be ready at all times!”

"Coulda fooled me." Kris nodded at the light bleeding out of nowhere. "You know, the other Pink Room of yours was entirely empty also. I think you just have boring taste-”

“SHUT UP, YOU LITTLE BRAT!”

“…”

“I like you better when you're silent.”

“…Yikes.”

She stood in the center of the small room with her hands at her sides and her tail still and her ears pointed at nothing, and the blue light made her look like something from a story that hadn't been written yet—a character waiting in the margins for the narrator to arrive. An anime heroine with no purpose.

Kris waited.

"Before the story," Pink said, and the phrase hung in the air with a weight that suggested she'd been saving it, holding it in reserve for exactly this moment. Kris wouldn't be surprised if Pink has been planning this speech for a while. "Before I was me. Before there was a 'me' to be. I was here."

She touched the table. Her fingers rested on the nothing, on the shape of absence, and her expression was the one Kris had seen her wear exactly once before—when she was breaking into two during her battle. The expression of someone standing at the edge of something vast and choosing to look down.

"The body was here," she said. "The doll. Sitting on this table. Watching. That's what dolls do. They sit and they watch and they wait for someone to pick them up, and if no one picks them up, they keep waiting. That's not sad. That's just what waiting is when you don't have a voice to complain about it. It's like a flower, in a way…”

Kris leaned against the wall. The stone was cool against their shoulder, and they let the coolness ground them—a specific, physical sensation, one that belonged unambiguously to their body and not to the red warmth behind their ribs.

"And the ghost was elsewhere," Maddie said. Her voice had the same sound as Pink's but none of the shine on it. "Circling. Angry. Wanting a body. Wanting hands and a voice and a face that people would look at and see someone instead of just something. The spirit had been around a long time. Long enough to forget what it was like to have a body. Long enough to start thinking maybe bodies were a thing that happened to other people."

Her tail moved—one slow sweep, left to right—and something in her face softened back toward the shine it had had before.

"But the body remembered," Pink said, gentler now. "Even without a spirit, the body remembered what it was for. It was made to be held. To be played with. To be close to someone. And it sat on this table and it waited and it remembered, and the remembering was almost enough. Almost."

Kris's chest tightened. Not the SOUL, or not only the SOUL—something deeper, something that lived within their ribcage rather than behind them, the recognition of a feeling they couldn't name, a resonance between Pink's story and a truth they carried but had never spoken aloud.

I know what it's like to wait for someone who isn't you to decide what you're for.’ The thought came and went before Kris could stop it.

"And then you came."

She spun to face them—an honest-to-goodness spin, arms sweeping wide like she was narrating her own opening credits. 

"Enter: the destined hero! Red SOUL blazing! Here to shatter the seal on my tragic backstory and unlock my TRUE FORM—"

"Please stop."

"—awakening the LEGENDARY POWER OF LOVE hidden within—"

"'I’m leaving."

Pink laughed, struck a pose Kris was fairly sure had a technical name in at least four different fandoms, and did not stop. "Rude. This is a very important, very sacred origin story, mew."

"It's a table."

"It's a sacred table."

"You were a toy on a shelf. I don't care how you dress it up—there was no 'chosen one' happening in this closet." Kris said it flatly, the way they said most things. The second it left their mouth, something in Pink's face changed.

Not much. Just the slightest bit of stillness. Her ears, which had been doing their happy independent thing, went flat and stayed flat.

"Right," she said, lighter than the moment needed. "Just a toy."

Kris' stomach dropped.

"That's not—" They stopped. Started over, slower, the way they never talked. "I didn't mean it like that."

"It's fine."

"It's not fine. You did the ear thing."

"What ear thing."

"They went flat." Kris exhaled, frustrated with themself in a way that showed on their face more plainly than frustration usually did. "The 'chosen one' stuff is a joke. Not you. You're not the joke."

A pause.

"...Okay," Pink said, and her ears came back up, slow, like something testing whether it was safe to trust yet. Then, because apparently trust translated directly into chaos, she threw both arms out. "THEN LET THE TRUE STORY BE TOLD!”

“I take it back.” Kris groaned and put their head back against the wall.

"You can't stop this now. I have emotional immunity."

"Folk…“

"Hey! Are you saying I'm not emotionally mature?”

"..."

"S-Say something!"

Something in Kris's chest unclenched that they hadn't fully noticed clenching. Her arms came down. Her shoulders dropped half an inch—the performance stepping back again, this time for good, at least for a while.

"You and that thing in your chest," Maddie said. "The SOUL. It did something. I still don't understand what. It pushed. Not gently—not a request, not a question, not a 'hey, would you like to become whole?' with a yes-or-no button. It just pushed. The spirit into the body. The body around the spirit. Like pressing two halves of a broken plate together and expecting them to stick."

“…”

"At first it felt like-" Maddie stopped. Started again. "Like wearing a coat that someone else picked out. The fit was wrong. The sleeves were too long. The color wasn't what you'd have chosen. But you're cold, and the coat is warm, and the person who gave it to you is already walking away, and you can either stand there shivering or you can put the damn coat on."

She smiled. The smile was complicated—amused and pained and honest in a way that stripped away whatever theater Kris had come to expect.

"I put the coat on."

‘You didn't really have a choice.’ Kris stayed silent.

"And at first—" her voice dropped, not to a whisper but to the register of someone confessing something they've carried a long time (‘it's been, like, a day’). "At first I hated it. The body didn't move the way the spirit wanted. The spirit didn't feel what the body felt. I'd reach for something and my hand would stop two inches short because the body wasn't sure it was allowed to reach. I'd want to say something and the voice would come out wrong—too loud, too cheerful, too much like the doll and not enough like the ghost."

She held up her hands. Turned them over. Looked at them the way someone looks at a gift they're not sure they deserved.

"It felt like a violation," she said. Quietly. Without drama. Without the stage voice or the poses or the exaggerated catgirl energy that made her, in most contexts, impossible to take entirely seriously. "Someone else decided that these two things should be one thing. Nobody asked the body. Nobody asked the spirit. The SOUL just decided. And suddenly I was supposed to be grateful for something I never consented to."

The word landed. Consent.

Kris felt it hit something inside them—not the SOUL, not the warmth, but the cold place underneath, the place where resentment lived and planted into the floor of their identity. The place that remembered being asleep and waking to find their body already moving, already walking, already choosing, and understanding with slow, sick clarity that the choosing had happened without them.

"That's not the same," Kris said.

Maddie tilted her head.

"The ghost didn't make you whole," Kris said. Their voice was flat, controlled, the voice of someone stating a fact they'd verified so many times it had worn grooves in their mind. "It took me apart. You'll be just fine without it."

The room was very quiet (and awkward).

"I had a life," Kris continued. The words came slowly, each one extracted like a splinter. "I had... patterns. Things I did. Things I chose. Where to stand. When to speak. How to move through a room. They weren't—" They paused. Searched for the word. "They weren't special. They were small. Stupid. But they were mine, and I would give anything to have them back.”

Maddie watched them.

"When then the SOUL came, the choices weren't mine anymore. The patterns broke. I'd wake up and I'd be standing somewhere I didn't decide to stand, holding something I didn't decide to hold, and everyone around me acted like it was normal. Like I'd chosen it. Like the walking and the talking and the fighting were mine.”

“Like I was more interesting this way.”

Kris's hand went to their chest. The gesture was automatic—always automatic, the body's reflex toward the site of the wound.

"You got a coat," they said. "I got a leech."

Mad Mew Mew didn't flinch. 

"Yeah," she said. "You're right. It's not the same."

Kris blinked.

"I got a coat. You got a leech. The ghost pushed me together and it pushed you apart. That's different. That's worse, probably. I'm not going to sit here and tell you my experience was the same as yours because it wasn't."

She sat down on the floor. Cross-legged, tail curled around one knee, hands resting on her ankles. The posture was unexpectedly childlike—not performed innocence, but the genuine article.

"But," she began. "But I lived in that violation. I lived in it every day. I woke up as two things that had been forced to be one thing, and I hated it, and I resented it, and I wanted to rip myself apart again because at least when I was separate, the pieces were mine. Broken, incomplete, useless—but mine."

She looked up at Kris.

"And then one day I stopped hating it. Not all at once. Not like a switch flipping. Like a... like a song you hear so many times it stops being noise and starts being melody. The body would reach for something and the spirit would let it reach, and for a second—just a second—the gap between what the body wanted and what the spirit wanted would close, and I couldn't tell which was which."

Kris said nothing.

"And I realized something," Maddie said. "The violation was real. The lack of consent was real. I didn't imagine that, and I didn't forgive it, and I'm not telling you to forgive yours. But something grew inside the violation. Something that wasn't there before the pushing. Something neither the body nor the spirit could have made alone."

She touched her chest. The gesture mirrored Kris's—hand over heart, the body's commentary on what the mouth was saying—but her expression was different. Not pained. Wondering.

Something settled across her face that wasn't quite Maddie's directness and wasn't quite Pink's shine—both of them, maybe, looking the same direction at the same time for once.

"I didn't disappear," she said, and the voice belonged to neither of them alone. "The body didn't disappear. The ghost didn't disappear. We're both still here—Maddie's still angry, Pink's still cheerful, and sometimes we argue about whose turn it is to feel something, and sometimes we agree, and sometimes we don't, and all of it is real. We became... another part of each other. Not because we chose to. Because we had to. And the having-to doesn't make the becoming less genuine."

Kris stared at her. The SOUL was warm behind their ribs—present, attentive, leaning forward in whatever way a bodiless will could lean forward, and Kris felt the warmth and hated that they felt it and hated that the hating might also belong to the warmth.

"The SOUL never asked me," Kris said. The words came out raw. Unplanned. The kind of sentence that escapes before the strategist can route it through acceptable channels.

"No," she agreed. "It didn't."

"It just—" Kris stopped. Their throat was tight. The room was too small and too blue and too full of a story that had happened before they arrived, a story they'd been part of without understanding, a story that had made Pink into someone who could sit on the floor of a hidden room beneath a dying world and talk about violation with the measured calm of someone who had passed through the fire and come out the other side holding something she refused to call ashes.

"It never asked," Kris repeated. Quieter.

She stood up. She crossed the small room in two steps and stood in front of Kris, close enough that the blue light caught both of them equally, close enough that Kris could see the seam—the place where the doll's painted eyes and the ghost's living gaze overlapped, the faint disjunction that proved this was not one thing pretending to be one thing but two things that had learned to share a face.

"No," she said again. "It didn't ask. And you're allowed to be angry about that. You're allowed to hate it. You're allowed to want it gone."

She reached up and touched Kris's jaw. Lightly. The way you touch a stray cat when you're not sure it wants to be touched.

"But can I ask you something?"

“…”

"When you plan ahead—when you planned the paths that spared everyone you could spare, when you made the calls that kept Susie's axe away from necks it could have taken—whose Mercy was that?"

Kris opened their mouth.

Closed it.

Opened it again.

"I don't know," they said. And the admission cost them something visible—a flinch, a tightening around the eyes, the face of someone handing over a key they'd been gripping so tightly it had left marks in their palm.

She smiled. Not the stage smile. The other one—the one that belonged to both of them, the body's warmth and the spirit's directness, the smile of someone who understood the question because they'd lived inside a version of it.

"That's okay," she said. "Not knowing is okay. I didn't know either, for a long time. I still don't, sometimes. Maddie will feel something and I'll feel something else and we won't know which feeling came from where, and we'll argue about it, and then we'll stop arguing because the feeling is still there regardless of who started it."

She dropped her hand from Kris's jaw.

"The question isn't whose feeling it is," she said. "The question is what you do with it."

The blue light pulsed once, faintly, like a heartbeat. Like the room itself was listening.

Kris stood in the small space hidden at the heart of Flower Castle, in the room where Pink had been made whole, and they felt the SOUL lean and their own exhaustion lean with it, and for one disorienting second they couldn't tell which weight was which—the SOUL's attention or their own need, the borrowed want or the original wound, the passenger or the vehicle.

Kris felt utterly alone.

And then, a warm feeling.

Taking a step forward, Mad Mew Mew had wrapped her arms around Kris in a full hug. It was supposed to be a comforting embrace, but it felt more like a protective shell. One that Kris didn't know how to react to. He looked down, a blush forming across their face.

“But,” she started, and Kris wasn't sure who was speaking to him, “I think you're a kind person.”

Rubbing her head against their shoulder like a cat, Mad Mew Mew purred. It was almost… Adorable. Loving. Too loving-

“Even without the SOUL, I think you're just trying to do the right thing. If I had to choose between you or the SOUL, I would always choose you.” Kris gathered enough Determination to look up. And, when he did, he was blinded by the radiant smile on her face.

“Because… It was you who made me love myself, mew!”

And then the second passed, and they were just Kris, standing in a room that smelled like old wood and impossible light, being hugged by an anime cat girl doll who had been two things and become one and was asking them to believe that the becoming could be real even when the beginning was wrong.

Before the story, there was a table and a doll and a spirit that wanted a shape.

Before the story, there was a kid in a bed and a SOUL that wanted a body.

And then the story started, and neither of you got to choose how.

Letting go, Pink turned toward the door. The blue light followed her like a loyal thing, like something that had decided long ago to belong to her regardless of whether she'd decided to belong to it.

"Come on," she said. "The others are waiting."

At the threshold, she glanced back, some of the old theater creeping back into her voice. "For the record. My origin story was extremely legendary."

"Sure."

"You didn't even hesitate before you agreed."

“..."

“Don't go silent on me now! Or else I'll show you why cats have nine lives!”

Kris followed her out, into a passage that smelled like dust and cold stone and, faintly, something like incense clinging to the walls.

They still didn't have an answer to Pink's question. Whose compassion was that. But walking beside her now felt different than walking behind her ever had.

 


 

Susie wouldn't look Kris in the eye, which was how Kris knew something was wrong before a single word got said.

"So," Susie said. "Funny story."

"Is it?"

"Ralsei and I might have set something up."

Kris waited. Patience was, as established, perhaps Kris’ biggest trait outside Determination.

"A date," Ralsei clarified, wringing his hands in the specific way he wrung them when he'd already decided something was a mistake but had committed too hard to back out of it. "With Pink. At the Diner, in the castle. Everyone's already there."

"Everyone."

"Yup," Susie said.

Kris looked at Susie. Then Ralsei.

“Are we deadass?” Kris tried.

"On the Angel.” Susie confirmed. 

“I left for 30 minutes. How did you two prepare this so fast? Aren't we going to end this soon?” Kris tried again.

"We got help from the flowers!” Ralsei grinned without a second thought, not realizing this was the problem Kris was talking about. “They were super nice and understanding! Seth even said they'll help you with ‘rizz techniques they learned from Master Berdly.’ Isn't that nice, Kris?”

Kris considered walking directly into the Fountain instead.

"This is about the flirting thing," Kris deduced. 

Susie had the decency to wince. "In my defense, MegaFlirt was just objectively the strongest ACT option in that fight. I was optimizing."

"You told her I flirt with everyone."

"I told her you flirt to win battles. Not my fault, man." Susie crossed her arms, which was what she did instead of apologizing. "And then she went quiet, and then she stopped bringing it up, and then Ralsei made that face when she started crying—"

"I make a specific face," Ralsei admitted.

"—and now we're fixing it. With a date. That we planned. Because we ruined the first one."

Kris pinched the bridge of their nose, a gesture they'd picked up from absolutely nobody, because nobody they knew was this tired.

"I wasn't upset."

"You don't have to pretend—"

"I'm not pretending. I was fine. I am still fine." Kris looked between them. "This isn't a slice-of-life anime where the friend group engineers a wacky misunderstanding into a heartfelt confession. I don't need an ensemble cast to help me realize things about my own feelings. That's not how any of this works."

A pause.

"...Anyway," Susie said, "the food's really good."

 

---

 

The Diner sat inside Flower Castle's east wing, in a room with high beams and paper screens and a ceiling that curved like something out of a woodblock print, gold light pooling in the corners the way honey pools at the bottom of a jar. It should have felt sacred. It smelled like fry oil and something sweeter, and there was a low table set for entirely too many people, and every one of them turned to look at Kris the second they walked in.

Green reacted first. Green did not speak—had never spoken, as far as Kris understood—communicating instead through a large wooden sign that appeared, updated, and vanished with a diligence that suggested either great patience or great boredom.

The sign currently read:

"WELCOME"

Then, a beat later:

"SIT ANYWHERE"

Then, after Kris hadn't moved:

"PLEASE"

Kris sat.

Pink was already there, tail curled around the leg of her chair, and the second she saw Kris her whole face did something complicated and bright.

"You came!" she said, like there had been real doubt. "I didn't know we were doing this. This is so—" she gestured at the table, the screens, the small mountain of dishes already arriving, "—this is a lot. Did you plan all this, Krissie Cutie?"

“Stop calling me that-” Kris answered as fast as they could before they would (rudely) cut off.

"I helped a little," Susie said, before Kris could answer honestly, which would have been a flat "no" delivered with the enthusiasm of a school report.

Pink's ears went straight up. Delighted. Expeditiously delighted.

Kris made a mental note to have a serious conversation with Susie about lying by omission, and then Aqua arrived, and the conversation became impossible.

Aqua did not walk so much as appear, materializing at Kris's elbow with a knife already balanced on one finger, spinning it the way other people twirled a pen.

"Uuu," she said, by way of greeting, peering at Kris with the frank, unblinking attention of someone assessing a bug. "You're the one making Sissy's heart go doki-doki."

"I'm not making anyone's heart do anything."

"That's not what Sissy said." The knife stopped spinning. Aqua pointed it, cheerfully, in the general direction of Kris's sternum, which Kris chose not to react to, on the theory that reacting would only encourage her. "Sissy said you have a Moss stat. I don't know what that means, but it sounds like a good stat to have if you're trying to steal somebody."

"I'm not stealing—"

"Do you want to see my knife."

"No."

"It's a good knife." She held it up anyway, admiringly, then—apparently satisfied with the introduction—wandered off toward the kitchen, calling back over her shoulder: "If you make Sissy cry, I will find out where you sleep. Uuu!"

It was, Kris reflected, a genuinely unsettling thing to hear in a cheerful voice from someone built like an eight-year-old.

It was also, and this was the part that actually bothered them, weirdly sweet.

And then Seth arrived with a notebook.

This, Kris would come to understand, was simply what Seth did. Seth did not walk into a room so much as present a thesis, and today's thesis was delivered while adjusting a pair of glasses that did not appear to correct anything.

"I have run the numbers," Seth announced, without preamble, sliding into the seat across from Kris and opening the notebook to a page dense with diagrams. "Statistically speaking, dates of this configuration—shared meal, mutual acquaintances present, elevated emotional stakes—correlate with a marked increase in romantic escalation within the same lunar cycle."

"That's not a real statistic."

"I invented it just now. The confidence, however, is completely real." Seth turned the notebook around. It featured a flowchart with several boxes, all of which, regardless of path, funneled into a single box at the bottom, underlined twice, reading MARRIAGE.

"No," Kris said.

"The data doesn't lie."

"You said you invented the data."

"The data I invented doesn't lie." Seth pushed the glasses up with one finger, radiating the specific, unearned confidence of someone who had never once been checked by consequences. "I've prepared contingencies. Should option A—elopement—prove logistically difficult given your ongoing responsibility to seal a Dark Fountain, I've drafted option B, a modest castle ceremony, and option C, in the event Flowery objects, which involves a tunnel and a duck costume.”

Pink, three seats down, had both hands pressed over her mouth, vibrating.

"No," Kris said, to the duck costume idea specifically, though it applied equally well to all three.

"Duly noted. I'll revise." Seth was already writing, not looking up. "For the record, my analysis has an excellent track record. Bulletproof, one might say. Or—given the setting—petal-proof."

Aqua, passing behind him with a plate of something fried, said, without stopping, "He's wrong every single time," and kept walking.

"She exaggerates," Seth said, to no one, still writing.

Yellow found them next, and Yellow did not so much sit down as take the stand.

"Kris Dreemurr," Yellow announced, slamming both palms on the table hard enough to rattle the dishes. "You stand accused."

"Of what?"

"Grand theft." A gavel appeared from somewhere. Yellow struck the table with it, once, for emphasis. "The heart in question belongs to the defendant, Pink, formerly of sound mind, now reduced to a doki-addled mess by your reckless and frankly inconsiderate charm."

"..."

"A LIKELY STORY, CRIMINELL." Yellow was holding what appeared to be a prop pistol entirely upside down, aiming it at nobody in particular, far too invested in the theatrics of the accusation to notice.

Ralsei, several seats down, made a small, valiant attempt to redirect the table toward the tea selection instead, and was universally ignored.

A hand—blue, elegant, unhurried—reached over and gently righted the gun.

"Yellow, darling," Blue said, calm as still water. "The safety's still on. You're also aiming it at your own foot."

"I KNEW THAT." Yellow had not known that.

"Of course, honey." Blue folded his hands and regarded Kris with the specific, weary patience of someone who had loved somebody dramatic for a very long time. "Ignore the theater. He does this. It generally means he likes you."

"…"

"Everything means he likes you. He simply prefers to express it through jurisprudence." Blue's gaze slid, briefly, toward Pink—who was, at that exact moment, watching Kris with an expression soft enough to bruise—and something in his face gentled further, some private recognition passing behind it. "For what it's worth: I don't think you're on trial for anything. I think everyone at this table is simply relieved someone finally is."

Of everything said in the last ten minutes, it was the only sentence that actually landed.

By the time the food arrived—and Susie was right, it was fantastic, some kind of layered flower-petal dish that shouldn't have worked and did—Pink had gone quiet in the specific way that meant she was thinking rather than performing.

"This was a set-up," she said, eventually. Not hurt. Just working it out loud. "Susie and Ralsei arranged this.” 

"Yes," Kris said. No point lying about it; Seth's flowchart was still sitting open on the table like evidence at Yellow's trial.

"So none of this was your idea."

“Don't even start.”

Something in her face did a small, careful thing, guarding against a conclusion she hadn't said out loud yet.

 

Console 

❤️Comfort.

Stay Silent.

 

"But I'm still here," you said. "Nobody made me walk through that door. I don't do things I don't want to do—me and Susie's project is still blank." They looked around the table: Aqua stealing food off Seth's plate, Seth revising his flowchart, Yellow re-holstering the worst prop gun in either world, Blue watching all of it with quiet, contented amusement, Green's sign now reading DESSERT? "The setup's fake. I'm not."

Pink looked at them for a long moment.

"That's… sincere for someone who complained about anime tropes for a full ten minutes," she said—but she was smiling in the way that meant something had landed anyway.

“…”

“I-I… I feel like my heart is about to burst open from my chest, mew.” To match her words, she placed a hand over where her heart would be. “This is the most magical I've ever felt. I feel like I'm going to unlock a new form!”

“I blame the SOUL for this.” Kris resigned.

“Nuh-uh! You can't avoid accountability!” As if to hide her tears, Pink smiled brightly, giving Kris her best peace sign. “Can't you hear it? My heart's going: CUTIE MEW MEW MAGIC METAMEOWPHOSIS TRANSFORM!”

“…”

“Get it? It's because-”

“I think I get it." Kris didn't really, but they couldn't care less about the explanation. "That's great and all but can you stop sniffling now? It's annoying.”

“Aww. You can't get rid of me that easily, Krissie Cutie. Not when you have my heart in your hands~”

“Can I vanquish you if I crush it?”

"Hmmm, who knows? Nya~"

"Nya? Isn't your thing ‘mew’?”

“What?! A girl can't ‘nya’ anymore?!” Pink defended

“…If I say you win, will you stop yelling?”

“Hehe, I accept your defeat~”

Her tail curled, pleased, around the leg of her chair.

Around them, the Diner kept doing what diners do. Aqua got scolded for juggling silverware. Seth insisted his revised flowchart was "structurally sound." Yellow attempted to subpoena a dessert menu. Green's sign patiently offered refills nobody had asked for. And for one long, suspended moment, it was almost possible to forget what all of this was standing on top of.

Almost.

Because somewhere above this room, past the gold light and the paper screens and the seven-flower family playing at being something permanent, the last Fountain waited at the top of the world, and Flowery waited with it, and none of the people at this table would exist in a week.

Kris smiled at something Aqua said. Snorted, even, once, quietly, at Seth's indignant defense of his own statistics.

‘How much longer does everyone here get to keep living inside a fantasy where flowers throw dinner parties and fall in love and get to have little sisters and dramatic boyfriends and bad jokes about marriage?’

This was a question that was on everyone's mind, yet nobody address the painfully ginormous elephant in the room.

There was a battle coming that everybody was invited to.

The Determination kind. The kind that would decide whether any of this—the Diner, the flowers, the fake gun, the real feelings—got to go on existing at all.

No friends allowed at that one. Just Kris, and the SOUL, and whatever was left of both of them by the end.

But that was later.

Right now, Green was holding up a new sign, and it read, in slightly crooked letters:

"ONE MORE ROUND?"

"Yes," Pink said, before Kris could answer for both of them.

Kris let her.

 


They were walking back to Shop 3—for perhaps the third time in the past hour—worn out in the specific way a very long, very good day wears a person out. 

"Mew," Pink said, to no one and nothing. 

Your thumb moved against the side of her hand. A small, involuntary motion. You didn't even register the contact. 

Shop 3 materialized in the way the cliffside shop always materialized: by being the first to come into view before all else. The monochrome interior waited behind its door. The counter, the shelf, the window that shouldn't exist, still pouring its fixed, sourceless light through the glass.

“It's beautiful as always…” Pink said to no one in particular. 

“…” You nod in response. 

“You know, I'm sad this shop didn't get more customers…” Pink said, crestfallen. “Flowery and his stupid currency are fierce competitors—they're making us run out of business! Grrr, this just goes to show that the ultimate enemy of any magical girl is always capitalism!”

“…You could just rename the shop,” you begin to comment. “Or take off the item that leads directly to your room-”

“KEEP TALKING AND I'LL TURN YOU INTO SUSHI!” Maddie yelled.

“…Noted.”

The door was open.

It had been closed when they left.

Pink stopped walking. Her ears went forward and her tail, which had been swaying in the loose metronome of someone walking home with company, went rigid.

"Oh," she said.

A figure was sitting on the counter. Legs dangling, the posture of someone who had climbed up there deliberately because the chairs felt too formal for what they'd come back to say (‘or maybe it's just because they're too short to be seen on a chair’). The shape was small—not child-small but compact-small, built with the efficient proportions of a thing designed to fit inside a pocket. A flower of bravery wearing the body of a mouse, ears round and flat, fur the color of dusk. 

Orange. 

The compensatory flower who had left that morning without a word, leaving behind a radio and half-finished cheese.

"Hey," Orange said.

Her voice was the opposite of Pink's. Where Pink performed every syllable, Orange wasted no time in being direct.

Pink released your hand.

The absence landed in your palm like a coin dropped from a height. Cold, sudden, and shaped precisely like what had been there.

 

...Since when did you replace Kris' feelings?

 

"You left," Pink said, and the word came out in the register that belonged to Maddie—the blunt one, the honest one, the one that didn't bother wrapping sharp things in soft packaging. "You left without saying anything. How could you just do that to me?” 

Orange's ears flattened, just slightly. For one unguarded second, the flower of bravery looked exactly like what she also was: a very small mouse, facing down a very large, very angry ghost wearing her sister's face.

"Maddie—that wasn't—I wasn't trying to start something. On the Angel's name, I was only gone a few hours."

‘Damn… I guess even mice can be fake demons…’

It passed as fast as it came. Orange straightened, and whatever running start bravery had needed folded itself back into her voice, and she continued like the flinch hadn't happened at all.

"I know," she said. "I had to go think."

"Think about what?" Maddie pressed.

"About what I wanted to do with the time left."

Mad Mew Mew crossed the room in four steps and stopped in front of the counter. She was taller than Orange by the margin the universe allowed between a catgirl idol and a brave little mouse, and she looked down at her sister with an expression that couldn't decide whether it was anger or relief and had settled on both simultaneously, holding each in separate hands the way she held separate selves.

"And?" Pink asked.

"And I decided I wanted to come back."

"To say goodbye to your meowstastic older sister?”

"To…" Orange stuttered at first, trying to gain her composure. “To say something.”

She looked past Pink. Past the theatrical posture and the defensive ears and the tail lashing in short, tight arcs. She looked at Kris, standing three steps behind, their hand still open at their side where a different hand had been.

"Hey," Orange said, to Kris this time. Kris raised one hand in acknowledgment. 

“Since when did you have a radio?” Not even the SOUL could've stopped Kris’ curiosity. 

“When? I've always had it!” Orange vehemently said.

“…Really?”

“Yes, really! Do you really ignore me that much?!”

“…”

“Answer me, damn it!”

The fate of the whole evening, Kris thought, currently rests on relationship advice from a screaming rodent who ran away earlier.

I can't wait to go home and play Smashing Fighters…’

It was an objectively stupid thing to be thinking right now. Kris thought it anyway. Some habits didn't care about timing.

Orange's whiskers twitched. She turned back to Pink.

"I went to the Fountain," she said. "Not too close, Flowery didn't allow that. Just near enough to hear it."

"Why would you go near it?"

"Because I wanted to know what I was risking my life for!” Orange proclaimed with that one angry face of hers that was impossible to take seriously. “I wanted to know what it sounded like. The thing that's going to end everything. I wanted to hear it so it wouldn't be a stranger when it came."

Pink's tail stopped lashing. Her ears lowered—not in defeat but in the particular stillness of someone hearing a thing they already knew, spoken aloud, by someone they loved. 

"What did it sound like?" Pink asked.

"Like a song I already knew the words to," Orange said. "Like something I'd been hearing my whole life and only just realized was playing… To be honest, it sounded totally like garbage noise!”

She hopped down from the counter. The landing was light—a mouse's weight on a mouse's feet,

"I'm not scared, Pink."

"You should be."

"Are you trying to make fun of me?!" Orange looked up at her sister with the rebellion of someone who refused to be looked down upon. "I came back to tell you to stop holding still."

Pink blinked.

"You've been waiting," Orange continued. "Since this morning. Since before this morning. Standing in this shop, waiting for an ending you could point to and say there—that's the one that makes it real. And then that human-”

Kris pointed at themselves. ‘Why screw me for?’ 

“-walked in, and you stopped waiting for the end and started waiting for permission instead. Permission to have what you want in the time that's left. You don't need it."

The room went still.

Kris felt the SOUL shift. Not warm this time—not the familiar, leaning presence they'd spent five worlds learning to recognize, if never quite to trust.

You know this feeling.

Or: they knew this feeling. Kris knew this feeling. 

You have felt a room go quiet like this before. You have listened to something end and called it music so it would hurt less.

Was that Kris, narrating themselves from a small, cold distance, the way a person does when a feeling gets too large to hold from the inside?

Or was that the SOUL, reaching past the warmth for once, past the wanting and the leaning, and simply speaking?

There was no way to Check. 

"You don't know what I want," Pink said. But her voice cracked on the last word, and the crack was Maddie's—the part of her that knew exactly what it wanted and was tired of pretending the wanting was complicated.

"I know you built a circus with that clown as the ringleader," Orange said. "In a world that's ending. Because you wanted a date. Because there was someone you wanted to have it with. And I know you came back here instead of staying there, because you thought maybe you should be sad instead of happy. Because the world's ending, and happy feels wrong."

"It is wrong."

"No," Orange said. Quiet and clean. "It isn't." And, with a chest puffed up with pride, she added: “Because I said so!”

She reached up and took Pink's hand, holding it with a clear purpose and a clear end.

"Darkners know," Orange said. "We've always known. In the way a flower knows to open. The world is a thing that was made, and things that were made can end, and we were made inside the ending. We started inside it. Every Darkner is born knowing their own erasure.”

‘Lightners get to pretend,’ Kris thought, and didn't say. ‘The only difference is that we're allowed to lie to ourselves about it.' (Everything needs to end. That's what Susie needs to understand.)

Every world they'd sealed had felt like the only responsible thing to do. Strategy. Necessity. Kris had never once let themselves finish the other sentence—the one about how much easier a Dark Fountain was to stare down than whatever waited at home not needing to be solved so much as simply lived with.

They didn't care to finish it now either. Some thoughts were more honest left that way.

"You're not going to convince me this is okay," Pink said with wet eyes.

"I'm not trying to. I'm trying to tell you okay doesn't matter. What matters is what you do with your life, Pink. You're standing in a shop that's about to stop being a shop, talking to a mouse who's about to stop being a mouse, when you could be—" she glanced at Kris, "—doing literally anything else. Even hanging out with your endlessly boring partner over there!” 

The silence that followed was a silence Kris recognized. The silence of a save point—the infinitesimal pause between one state and the next.

Pink looked at Kris.

Kris looked at Orange.

Orange looked at both of them with an expression fond and impatient in exactly equal measure—the expression of a younger sister who had spent her whole morning facing down the end of the world and come back to find her older sister still hadn't gone on the date she'd apparently been dreading and wanting (‘It's barely been a day…’).

"Go," Orange said. "Be ridiculous. Be weird. Hold hands with the human who has a thing for moss. Eat Green's food. Miss every social cue. I don't care. Just don't spend the last of the light standing in here being reverent about it."

She squeezed Pink's hand once and let go.

"I'll be in my corner," she said. "If you need me. But you won't."

She crossed the room to the corner where her radio sat and her cheese waited. She climbed into her chair. She turned the radio on to a station which played objectively horrible music (‘there's no shot the only songs on right are country and anime openings’). The white noise of a world that had always had more frequencies than it could hold.

Pink stood in the center of Shop 3 with her hands at her sides and her tail still and her ears halfway between up and down, suspended in grief. 

The posture of a Lost Girl, Kris recognized. 

Then she turned and walked back to Kris.

She didn't take their hand this time. She stood in front of them, close, and looked at their face for a painfully long amount of time.

"She's right," Pink said. "I've been waiting for something. I don't know what. Permission. A sign. A cue that will tell me that it's all gonna be okay… There's always one in magical girl stories, right?” 

She looked toward Orange's corner, where the static played and the brave little mouse sat with her cheese and her radio and her acceptance, and then she looked back at Kris..

"I don't want to wait anymore."

The SOUL was quiet. The body was warm. The distinction between the two was still there. Still unresolved. 

But Orange had said it, hadn't she. Okay doesn't matter. What matters is what you do, but…

Kris reached out and touched Pink's wrist. The place where the doll ended and the ghost began, or the place where the ghost ended and the doll began, or the place where neither of them ended, whatever the correct logic was.

Almost immediately in repose, she enveloped her hand in Kris with bone-crushing strength. They tried to pull away at first, but realized they couldn't once they felt the desperation in the grip. 

“…”

“I don't want to die go.” Mad Mew Mew said as one, looking down. “I finally obtained the body I wanted for so long, and I now just accepted myself. I-I… I don't want my dream to be over. Not yet. Not when I…”

Tears started to color her eyes as she gripped Kris’ hand, as if they were the only tether she had left in this world.

“People sacrifice the fantasies of others just to preserve their own, right? S-So… why is it wrong when I do it?” Mad Mew Mew—both the doll and the ghost—looked at Kris, their last hope. '“What do I do…?”

 

Keep persevering

❤️Don't forget

 

"Don't forget," You said.

Pink's ears went all the way up.

"Don't forget what?"

Kris didn't have an answer. The sentence had arrived without a plan. It was the SOUL's words, not theirs. 

Or maybe you decided. Maybe you've been deciding this whole time and only just now called it that.

Don't forget the date. Don't forget the cake that tasted like heaven. Don't forget the sound of everyone's laughter. Don't forget the seven suns. Don't forget Orange and her radio and her brave certainty that the ending was just weather. Don't forget that a world existed here, with tea shops and lanterns and a hidden door in a castle that led to a room where two halves of a broken thing became one. Don't forget me, if I'm me. Don't forget you, if you're you. Don't forget.

"I'm with you in the dark," Kris concluded.

Pink's hand turned under their fingers. Her grip was loosened, but it still refused to die let go. 

"I won't," she said. "Mew."

In Orange's corner, the static played on. The brave little mouse sat with her cheese and her radio and whatever was left of her time, and she did not look over, because she already knew what was happening in the center of the room.

Mad Mew Mew and Kris stood in the middle of Shop 3, holding each other's hands, saying nothing, while the dark settled and the static played.

“The sunset is beautiful, isn't it…?” Mad Mew Mew noted, looking out the window.

“…” Kris stayed quiet. They've heard this spiel before.

“Hehe, I forgot how good you were at flirting. ‘Don't forget I'm with you in the dark?’ How romantic, mew!”

“…Can you let go now?'“ Kris asked suddenly, tired of the hand-holding.

“Myuh? You don't like yandere girls, Krissie Cutie~” Pink teased.

“I liked you better when you were silent.”

“I'LL BOIL YOU ALIVE!”

 


 

They heard the Fountain before they saw it.

Not the sound it made—a low, oceanic chord vibrating in the bones of the Dark World like a note held too long on an organ no one was playing. The sound around it. The silence the Fountain displaced. Every frequency in the Fifth Dark World bent toward that point the way water bends toward a drain, and the closer the party walked, the more the air thinned, as though the world were slowly forgetting how to be full.

There was no light left to walk by that hadn't been made on purpose. The suns were gone—had been gone since Shop 3, since the last of that long, borrowed dusk had finally let go—and what replaced them was thinner, stranger: the cold blue pulse of the Fountain in the distance, and, closer, a warm gold seeping through paper walls that had no business glowing at all.

Susie led. The Justice Axe rested on her shoulder, the weight casual in a way that meant she was paying more attention than she wanted anyone to know. Ralsei walked beside her, dealmaker glasses on hand, his Flowery Scarf pulled high against a wind that didn't exist yet but was coming. Behind them, Kris held the Black Shard and wore the Shadow Mantle with pure apathy.

What was to come was not to be excited nor anxious about. 

"Flower Castle," Ralsei said quietly, pointing ahead.

The structure rose from the end of the catle path like something grown rather than built. Its walls were paper—literally paper, translucent and pale, stretched over a frame of dark wood that bent and curved in organic shapes no architect would have permitted. Through the paper, shadows moved. Not people. Physical representations of recollection and regret. 

Flowers.

One silhouette was larger than the others. It stood at the castle's entrance, framed by a doorway shaped like an open bloom. It did not move.

"Hey guys!"

The voice came from everywhere and nowhere—projected from the paper walls themselves, vibrating through the stretched surfaces the way sound vibrates through a drum skin. It was warm. It was theatrical. It was the voice of someone who had been waiting for an audience and was delighted, genuinely delighted, that the audience had finally arrived.

"You're late! I had time to rehearse three monologues. Three! You know how long it has been, that I get time for three?" The paper doors parted. Flowery floated through. “Don't you know it's rude to keep a princess in waiting?”

Slender, bright, his golden skin holding light the way a candle holds a flame—as though the light belonged to him and had always belonged to him and would continue to belong to him even after the candle went out. His hair fell across one eye in a sweep that looked effortless and was, almost certainly, the result of extensive rehearsal. His body was the body of a young man, but his movement was the movement of a flower turning toward the sun—graceful, directional, and utterly sincere in its need for warmth.

He bowed. Deep. Theatrical. One arm extended, the other folded against his chest.

"Welcome to the end of Flower Castle. Mind the threshold, please—the paper is delicate." He straightened. His smile was enormous and absolutely genuine and absolutely terrified. "Kind of like everything else in here. I don't mean to be so pointed about it. I only wanted to make a good impression, root and stem."

"Flowery," Susie said. She adjusted her grip on the axe.

"Susie! Still with the axe, I see. Still solving every problem by hitting it until the problem stops being a problem. I admire the consistency. Very rooted, you are." He pressed one hand to his chest. "And Raly! You look wonderful, little guy. Hatred is a nice look on you. Did you now just realize you can feel emotions without the need for validation? What a predictable creature.”

Ralsei opened his mouth, closed it, and tightened his scarf.

Flowery's gaze traveled past both of them. He found Kris.

His expression changed. Not dramatically—Flowery was too practiced for dramatic shifts when subtlety would serve. But the performance slowed. The smile remained, and beneath it something else looked out, the way sunlight looks through a window at the end of the day: still bright, but honest about how little of it was left.

 

Flowery's heart felt like it was in the sand.

 

"Kris," he said. "The tactician. My human, I'm only trying to help you." He stepped forward, and the paper walls shivered as he moved. "I've been watching you, you know. Determination is a funny thing to share with someone you're about to fight, isn't it? I wonder if that's why I understand you so well."

"Cut the act," Susie said.

"There's no ACT, Susie. At least not in the way you think." Flowery said ominously, temporarily dropping his playboy persona. “If you truly knew, I doubt you'd look at anyone the same way again. Isn't that right, Kris?”

He stopped three paces from Kris. Close enough to see the SOUL's faint glow through their shirt—not visible to most, but Flowery was not most. He was a flower grown from authentic Determination and tended by a man who loved things that were leaving. He knew what light looked like when it came from inside someone.

"Every ACT you've drawn," Flowery said. "Every path you've chosen. Every battle you've avoided, every enemy you've spared, every settlement you've walked around instead of through. You've been so careful, Kris. So meticulous in your plans. So genuinely, deeply compassionate."

The word landed. It just sat there, in the space between them, unavoidable.

"Compassion isn't the right word. It's more accurate to say… MERCY," he corrects himself. "That's what Ralsei calls it. That's what Susie relies on. That's what the entire Fifth Dark World is going to remember about you, in the—well. In the nothing that comes after. They'll remember the human who was merciful. Who never drew first. Who made hopes and dreams come true.”

“Whether those hopes and dreams were ethical or not… isn't my problem. My only question is-”

He leaned closer. His voice dropped.

"-whose MERCY was it?"

“…”

"I've been watching," Flowery said again. "And I've seen the way you pause. At feelings. Every time something warm happens, every time someone smiles at you, every time the word friend gets used—you stop. You Check. Like someone listening to a dialtone and trying to figure out if the voice on the recording is theirs or someone else's."

He straightened. His smile widened. It was the expression of someone who had spent his whole existence watching a kind man tend flowers and had learned, from that observation, that the kindest thing you could do was tell the truth.

"The SOUL," Flowery said. "That little red thing in your chest-"

"Flowery," Ralsei warned.

"Sorry little guy, but you need to stay quiet. This is between the human and me." He didn't look away from Kris. "You've been carrying someone else's will inside your body since before you walked into the first Dark World. Every choice you've made, every kindness, every feeling—you can't tell which ones are yours. Can you?"

Kris's jaw tightened. 

"The affection you showed the Darkners. The care you took with your ACTs. The way you visited a catgirl in a shop and held her hand through a datethat shouldn't have existed." Flowery tilted his head, and the gesture was floral—the way a bloom tilts toward light, instinctive and uncalculated. "Was that you, Kris? Or was that the SOUL? Did you want to go on a date, or did you just... go where it pointed?"

The SOUL pulsed. Warm. Present. The same leaning, listening warmth Kris had spent five worlds learning to feel, and every single one of them learning to distrust.

“I-” You… Kris… The Cage started.

“Shut up!” Susie pointed at Flowery, eyes glaring with rage. “You don't know anything about Kris! You're just trying to mess with their head! Like hell everything they did was the will of someone else! We get to choose our own destiny!"

Looking down at Susie, Flowery really couldn't deny the possibility. With a shrug, he decided to explain the situation more clearly. After all, he understood what it meant to be a thing that existed because someone else willed it.

"You know what LV is," he started. "Level of Violence. The more you hurt others, the easier it becomes to separate yourself from your SOUL. But nobody talks about the reverse, do they?"

He stepped back. He spread his arms—the gesture of someone presenting not a threat but a thesis.

"The more you love others through someone else's will, the harder it becomes to tell where they end and you begin. LOVE isn't just violence, Kris. LOVE is deletion. Every warm feeling the SOUL pushes through you wears away another layer of the boundary between yours and theirs. You're not being controlled. You're being dissolved. This goes beyond Saving and Reseting. Selling your SOUL is something you can never take back.” 

He paused. Something in his own words seemed to catch him off guard, the way a performer sometimes surprises themselves by how true a line reads out loud.

"Sorry. That got a little—" he touched his own chest, self-conscious, "—thorny of me.”

"That's not—" Ralsei began.

"Isn't it?" Flowery turned to her, and his voice was gentle—genuinely, terribly gentle, the gentleness of someone who knew he was about to lose everything and wanted the last things he said to be true. "You of all people should understand, Ralsei. The Cage; the Prophecy; the Angel; Body and spirit, forced together. Two things that were separate, made one. You call it wholeness. I call it the same thing he's going through. The only difference is Kris didn't get to say no. Neither did Pink."

The words hung in the air of Flower Castle's entrance hall.

Kris thought of the small room hidden behind a pink door in this very castle. The table with nothing on it, where two halves of a broken plate were pressed together by a will that never asked. Pink had called it violation. Then she'd called it growth. Both were true. Neither resolved the other.

Kris broke their silence.

"You're doing the same thing to yourself," they said. Almost impossible to hear. Kris never liked talking loudly. "Dad- Asgore. This kingdom. You've been trying to fulfill someone else's dream this entire time.”

Something crossed Flowery's face.

"That's not your business. Since the beginning, we were only ever supposed to have one day," Flowery said, softer now. "Your father grew us for a proposal. A bouquet, seven flowers, meant to wilt beautifully and be forgotten by morning. And then he just... didn't let us go. Watered us past our one day, and the next, and the one after that, and every day we lived past our own ending we felt more useless for not being able to give anything back. He was drowning—a sick friend, a wife who left, money he didn't have—and all we could do was not die, and not-dying isn't a gift, it's just delay." He flinched, taking in a deep breath. "So when I finally got the chance to build him something that would last—something that could actually hold him—you think I was going to ask permission from a fountain?"

'What are these flowers' obsession with permission?'

"And the SOUL," Flowery continued, as if Kris hadn't spoken. Yet, it was clear he wasn't talking to Kris anymore. "You think it's here to help too. You think its compassion is real. You think its warmth means it cares about you—about Kris, about Pink, about any of this. But compassion without choice is just instinct. The SOUL isn't kind. It's all entertainment to them. You know once they get their fill, they'll leave you and Hometown alone. As if they didn't forever change the fate of the world."

He looked at Ralsei, then back to Kris. His golden eyes were wet.

"You're not a bad person, Kris. That's the problem. You're not a bad person and you're not a good person. You're a vessel. And the thing inside you is using your hands to hold someone else's heart. You've forgotten what it's like to even be empty.”

The Fountain hummed behind him. The paper walls trembled. The silhouettes pressed closer, listening, the way shadows listen when there's nothing else they can do.

“So go home. Stop playing hero. This is the last time I'm telling you.”

Kris reached up and touched their own chest. Fingers over the SOUL. The warmth responded. A heartbeat.

Whose feeling is this?

The question had no answer. It had never had an answer. Kris had been asking it since the first Dark World, and every world since had only refined the question without resolving it.

Flowery watched Kris's hand on their chest. His smile returned—smaller now, stripped of performance, the private expression of someone who understood what he was looking at because he'd been looking at the same thing in a different mirror.

"You can't deny it," he said. "Because there's nothing to deny. I'm not lying, Kris.”

Kris lowered their hand.

They looked at Flowery—the golden flower who had grown a kingdom for a man who couldn't stop tending things that were leaving, who had built something beautiful knowing it would end, who was standing in front of the heroes who would end it and asking them, with every tool he had, to admit that the Mercy driving their Determination was no more chosen than the roots driving his stems.

"No," Kris said. "You're not lying."

Flowery blinked.

"But you're not right either."

The Fountain's hum deepened. Somewhere behind the castle, the dark held nothing that could be called a horizon anymore, and the paper glowed gold anyway, the color of a thing that was almost gone and knew it and had decided to be beautiful for the last of it.

"Because I ACTed," Kris said. "Every turn. Every path. That was me. You saw the pauses. You saw the Checking. But you didn't see the choosing. I Checked whether the feeling was mine. I Checked every time. And then I walked anyway."

Flowery's expression flickered. The performance came back—not as a mask but as a defense, the way a flower closes its petals when the light changes.

"Walking isn't choosing," Flowery said. "Walking is following."

 

'Then why did you go to Shop 3?’ Kris asked themselves. ‘The SOUL pointed you there. You know that. Maybe it's because you two are one and the same-’

 

So he stands 

To watch the whole wide world 

From a can.

 

"I went the shop on the cliffside because I wanted to say goodbye to someone," Kris said. "Not because something in my chest told me to. Because I wanted to. And if you're going to stand here and tell me that wanting isn't real because I can't prove where it started, then you're going to have to tell Orange her bravery isn't real because she's scared all the time. And you're going to have to tell Pink her wholeness isn't real because she used to be two things. And you're going to have to tell yourself this kingdom isn't real because it grew from a flower that was planted in grief.

"So shut up and fight."

Flowery's smile shattered. Susie high-fived Kris with a “that'll teach ‘em!”

It reassembled in the same instant—different now, softer, the expression of someone who had been told something true by someone with no reason to be kind about it.

"Well," he said. "That was very dramatic. I'm almost proud. Very thorny of you, in the end. If only I could lie to myself as good as you… Maybe that fantasy of yours will make the final difference.” 

He turned toward the Fountain. His shadow stretched across the paper walls, impossibly long, the shadow of something that had always been largr than the space it was allowed to occupy.

"You know," he said, and the last of the performance genuinely left his voice, "I used to think having a dream just meant wanting something. Simple. It isn't, though. A dream isn't only a wanting. It's a place you stand. And every place you stand is a place somebody else doesn't get to." He looked toward the Fountain, its hum deepening behind him. "Somebody's hope has to be a flower's despair. That isn't cruelty. That's just what it means to be human."

His gaze found Kris again, gentle, almost fond.

"Even when the hope doesn't come from you. Even when you're not sure it's yours at all. It still costs someone. Nobody tells you that part, when they hand you a SOUL and call it a gift.

“That's what we call Determination.”

 

Way up in the sky

With the sun in his eyes

Ain't it nice?

 

"I suppose we should do this properly, then," Flowery said. "If you're going to end my world, Princesses, you should at least have to fight for it."

The paper walls bloomed. The silhouettes stepped forward.

The SOUL pulsed. Kris's heart pulsed. For one instant, the rhythm matched.

Flowery raised his arms.

“Kris, Susie, Raly… Thank you all for hanging out with every one of the flowers—for making their dreams come true before the end. Flowers truly blooms in your heart,” he said with a soft smile. “Let's make this battle verdant! Here I come, San Francisco!"

 

The life forever for,

Flowers

 

And thus, the battle against the Flower Man began.

 


 

The first volley came as “friendliness pellets.”

Not the soft, drifting kind that Pink had left as tips at the Diner. These were sharp—flat blades of golden light that spun through the air like shuriken made from pressed flowers, each one trailing a thread of warmth that contradicted its edge. Susie swept her Justixe Axe in a wide arc and three petals shattered against the blade, dissolving into sparks that smelled inexplicably of Asgore's greenhouse.

“Heh, how do you like my jarona?!”

The fun gang stood on floating flora like a saucer, dodging and partying attacks like there was no tomorrow. 

Ralsei raised his Flowery Scarf. A barrier of green words—courtesy of Seth—blocked his path, forcing him to tank the damage. 

Flowery stood at the center of the castle hall with both arms raised, conducting his fellow flowers. His expression was rapturous—the look of someone who had waited their entire existence for an audience and was Determined to give them a show they would never forget, even if forgetting was all they would be able to do afterward.

"Aqua" he called, and the paper walls rippled. Knives and petals materialized from the air itself, spiraling inward from every direction like a storm of golden confetti at a parade only one person had planned. "Don't leaf yet! We're only getting started!"

At this rate, they wouldn't be able to go on the offensive. They could only charge with Bravery in their SOULs. 

Well, if Orange taught them anything, it's that they don't need permission to take action. 

Kris moved.

Susie covered the left, swinging her steel axe against Aqua's metal blades. Ralsei held the front, clearing a path through Seth's words. Kris flanked right, drawing the petal storm toward themselves because Kris could take hits that Susie's impatience wouldn't dodge and Ralsei's caution wouldn't risk.

That was strategy. That was ACTing. That was the thing Kris did that no one else in the party understood was a choice.

Flowery had called them a vessel like it was a revelation. Kris had known that part since before the first Fountain. Somewhere, carved into glass panels they'd never personally bothered to read, there was a prophecy with a name for what they were: the Cage. A soul, contained in human parts. 

There was no metaphor here. Susie was the one still fighting her own name in that story—Kris had seen her shatter a pane of it once, fist bloody, swearing that whatever she'd read wouldn't come true. Kris hadn't bothered arguing with theirs. There wasn't much point negotiating with a job description. You could hate the title and still show up for the shift.

Flowery saw Kris moving, his golden eyes tracking them across the hall.

"Get a chance," he said, almost to himself. "The tactician. Drawing fire. Protecting the team." His voice pitched upward, theatrical and aching. "But whose fire are you drawing, Kris? Would you have dodged left if the SOUL hadn't leaned?"

Kris dodged left.

"You're overthinking it!" Maddie's voice cut through the din—not Pink's cheerful pitch but the flatter, sharper register of the ghost. "He wants you standing in your head instead of on your feet!"

She was right. Flowery wasn't trying to win. Flowery was trying to make Kris hesitate- Wait…

…When did Mad Mew Mew get here?

WHAT ARE THEY DOING HERE?!

Doing something you should never do in the middle of a battle, Kris looked down. It was there, he saw it.

Everyone. Every enemy they had SPARED, every foe they had showed MERCY to. From floradinns to Terokotas, They were all watching the final struggle from the ground floor of Flower Castle (‘how did Maddie's voice reach up here? Those Hatsune Miku vocals must be really strong-’)

“Gah!” 

Somewhere in the back of Kris's mind a much stupiderthought kept trying to surface: ‘this would be so much easier if I hadn't Flirted with that damn doll.’ 

Because, if he hadn't, he wouldn't have been distracted enough to get shot by Yellow. 

It had been a joke. A tactic. MERCY-building, plain and simple—compliment the enemy, watch the Doki Meter climb, laugh about it with Susie afterward. It was not supposed to make Pink's whole face go three shades redder, or make her stumble through her next line, or make everything uncomfortably personal in a direction that had nothing to do with romance and everything to do with the horrible, inconvenient fact that Kris now knew Mad Mew Mew was a person. It turned out to be significantly harder to help erase someone's whole reason for living once you'd made her laugh by accident.

Flirting never once hurt an enemy before. So how was Kris supposed to take into account they were toying with someone else's heart…

LOVE was supposed to be how you got distance. That was the entire point of it. Kris had used it that way a hundred times, on a hundred enemies who existed for one dialogue box and then didn't. This time the distance had gone the wrong direction. 

Mad Mew Mew wasn't afraid of dying—not anymore, now that she has become one. She was afraid of being without her LOVE. 

‘How pathetic,’ Kris thought. ‘Just wait until the Evil Ass Roaring Group Chat hears about this one-’

The upcoming phase came without warning.

Flowery clapped once. The sound traveled through the paper walls like a crack through ice, and the silhouettes that had been pressed against the interior stepped through. 

They weren't shadows anymore. 

"The bouquet," Ralsei said quietly. "They're the other colored flowers, they're-”

“Everyone deserves to participate in their own finale.” Flowery said. “Don't you think?”

Flowery's smile faltered for one second. Then it returned, wider, brighter, more desperate.

“Now, everyone! LEND ME YOUR POWER!!"

Transforming into an Omega state, every flower seemed to fuse into one. Gaining a rainbow trail, Flowery stood in front of the fun gang with menace. 

“All according to- All according to plant. Now, let’s see you dodge this.” 

Sending Yellow, Ralsei was found guilty of prison escape and promptly taken away. Susie growled, casting a Rude Buster at Flowery, who appropriately weaved it with a charismatic smile. 

Damn it. Kris needed to think of another strategy. Clearly, charging straight at him wasn't going to work, and now that Ralsei's gone their heals were in short supply. Maybe-

Then the Fountain wavered.

The paper walls buckled. The light up ahead flickered, and for one instant the entire castle went trembled—a whole world pressed flat and held up by light, trembling.

The Fountain was destabilizing. Not from the battle. From something deeper—the Dark World recognizing that its time had run out. The structural integrity of the Fifth Dark World was failing at the seams, and Flower Castle, built closest to the source, felt it first.

The floor split.

A crack opened across the ground floor, causing the audience down below to flee. Shinobeetles jumped back, Kawkaws (somehow) flew away, and Shi accepted their fate. 

Everybody paused to look down at the chaos, even Omega Flowery. 

‘This is it!’ Every instinct inside Kris said go charge ahead when Flowery was off guard. He wouldn't see it coming. All Kris had to do was push forward and slash, ending the battle once and for all. To forever cement their Determination as the one that reigns supreme. And this time, no permission was needed.

…But Kris wasn't Brave enough.

Mad Mew Mew was on the far side of the crack.

She hadn't fallen. She'd been pushed—knocked sideways by a desperate Netskie—and now she stood on a shrinking island of floor surrounded on three sides by the spreading fissure. Her tail was rigid. Her ears were flat. The doll's cheerful face and the ghost's sharp eyes were both visible for the first time, layered on top of each other, both wide open.

"I'm fine!" Pink called. Her voice cracked on the second word. "Just—regroup! I'll find a—"

The fissure grew, splitting the ground floor so wide statues of Asgore began to fall. 

Kris's thought to continue. The SOUL said nothing. Mad Mew Mew would be fine—she's one of the strongest enemies they faced. They highly doubt she'd lose to fall damage. That's what all logic and reasoning was telling Kris. But…

Kris jumped anyway.

"Kris!" Susie called out, watching their friend jump a suicidal height for seemingly no reason.

Kris jumped pff of the floating flower petal. Landing on the floor with a roll, transitioning into a full sprint, three steps of build-up, and a leap that had nothing calculated in it—no spacing, no measurement, no SOUL. Just a body moving because the body knew what it wanted, and no inner-spirit was going to stop them. 

Mad Mew Mew saw Kris and before she could say anything, she was pushed by another Netskie—this time, into the growing pit. 

Kris’ boots hit solid floor on Pink's side of the crack, the impact sending a jolt through their ankles that tasted like the kind of mistake a tactician would never make. They stumbled forward, and reached out a hand to catch Pink's wrist before she fell, looking up at Pink's face—both of her faces, the cheer and the fury, layered together, staring at Kris with an expression that no strategy could have predicted and no calculation could have deserved.

"You baka-idiot…" Maddie said, too tired to be angry. 

Kris held her wrist. The seam. The place where doll and ghost met, where two things that should have been separate had been pressed together by a will that never asked permission. The warmth was immediate (‘is this warmth her or my SOUL?’).

"The crack's still spreading," Kris expertly observed. 

"Thanks, genius.."

"..."

Maddie's expression shifted. The layering resolved. "I have an idea," she said.

She pulled her wrist free from Kris's grip and took their hand instead. Full grip. Full contact. The same feelings from the practice date, from the real one, from every moment they'd shared in a world that was now actively coming apart beneath their feet.

“Can you do me a favor, Kris?”

“…”

“For this to work… I need you and your SOUL to be in the same page-”

“Absolutely not.”

“Myuh?!”

The crack spread. The island of floor shrank to a circle barely wide enough for two people standing. Behind them, the Fountain pulsed again, and the castle walls began to delaminate—peeling away from the frame in long, slow strips that drifted upward like released banners.

Kris looked at Mad Mew Mew. Mad Mew Mew looked at Kris.

"I don't know." You/Kris said. "I don't know if I love you. I don't know if the thing in my chest loves you. I don't know if there's a difference. Or if that part matters…”

The island shrank. Their boots touched at the edges.

 

 

"How can I ever accept the parasite in my body if I don't know if they're the one controlling how I feel?“

Mad Mew Mew's ears lifted. Not all the way—halfway, the way they'd been in Shop 3 when Orange had told her to stop waiting for permission. The doll's smile was present but smaller now, stripped of performance. The ghost's eyes were bright and steady. She kept her forehead against Kris’. 

"Monsters can't tell the difference," Pink said.

Kris blinked.

"LOVE," she said. "Level of Violence. The thing that makes it easier to separate from your SOUL. Monster SOULs are different from a human's. There's no EXP in this, Kris—no getting stronger off of this, no distance to gain. Just the other kind of LOVE, mew."

She shuffled closer. The floor cracked beneath her heel and held.

"We can't take it apart, Kris. We can't hold it up to the light and say this piece is real and this piece is borrowed and this piece belongs to someone else. It doesn't work that way. It never worked that way."

Maddie's voice surfaced, the anger burned down to something that glowed instead of flared. 

"You think I know which feelings are the doll's and which are the ghost's? You think I chose to want this body? I didn't. I didn't choose any of it. But I'm in it. And being in it means the wanting is mine even if it started somewhere else."

The crack reached the edge of their island. The floor beneath them was now no wider than a single tile.

“No SOUL chooses the body they're born with. Whether you like it or not… is entirely up to the Angel. But ignoring the needs of the body or the SOUL will never get you anywhere. For… what is someone without either?”

Pink let go of Kris's hand. She reached up with both of hers—small, doll-hands, the kind that shouldn't be warm but were—and she took Kris's face in them. There, she placed her forehead against his, breathing slowly like a cat snuggling.

"You and the SOUL came to Shop 3," she said. "Not just the SOUL. Not just you. You both sat with me while the suns went down. You played along with me for a day. The SOUL told me don't forget. And you jumped across a crack in the world because I was on the wrong side of it."

Her thumbs traced the edge of Kris's jaw.

"If that started in someone else's heart... then it traveled through yours to get to me. And by the time it reached my hands, it was yours, mew.”

She kissed Kris's forehead.

Kris stood still. The SOUL pulsed once. Kris's heart pulsed once. The rhythm didn't match—not perfectly. But it was close. Closer than it had ever been. 

Pink pulled back. Her hands stayed on Kris's face for one more second. Then she dropped them, and the island of floor cracked beneath them, and the world began to end in earnest.

Up above, at the Flower's Castle's rooftop, Susie's voice cut through the chaos like an axe through paper. "KRIS! If you're done being flirting, help me beat this douchebag!”

Kris looked at Pink. Pink looked at the bridge. Her tail uncurled from Kris's ankle.

"Thank you for listening. You and your SOUL should be in sync, now!" Pink said, bright and cheerful.

"What do you-"

"Maddie should be done by now. Now, go get ‘em, tiger! Knock ‘em down, Mew!!”

She kissed Kris on the forehead again.

The contact was brief and warm and absurd, a catgirl doll pressing painted lips against human skin in a world that was about to stop existing, and Kris' heart flatlined for exactly one second.

Then Pink picked Kris up.

Pink's arms—slender, porcelain-jointed, built for idol poses and dramatic flourishes—generated force that belonged to a different category of existence entirely. The kind of force that occurred when something that had been two contradictory things agreed, for one instant, on a single purpose. Maddie's rage. Pink's joy. The same muscles. The same throw.

Kris left the ground.

The whiplash was immediate and total. One second: standing beside Pink. Next second: the sky, the whole sky, the impossible sunset of seven suns collapsing into a single corridor of light as Kris rocketed upward through air that should not have been breathable at this altitude.

Wind tore past. The Dark World shrank below—Shop 3 a brown square, the garden of hopes and dreams a pale thread, Flower Castle a lantern of paper and shadow. And there, on the castle's roof, two figures faced each other across a distance that was simultaneously twenty feet and the entire width of a world that was ending.

Susie. Axe forward. Weight on her back foot, ready to drive. Bravery.

Omega Flowery. Arms open. Rainbow skin catching the last light. Determination.

Kris hung in the air above them both, momentum bleeding into gravity, and understood three things in the space between one heartbeat and the next:

  1. Susie was going to charge.
  2. Flowery was going to meet her.
  3. Susie was going to lose.

It wasn't a question of skill. Susie's Bravery was overwhelming in a fight. Flowery's Determination wasn't the kind that came from choosing to stand. He had built a kingdom for a man who tended dying flowers. He had watched that man keep watering them after the seasons stopped cooperating. He had learned, from that Patient and broken example, that Determination was not Bravery—it was the refusal to stop even when stopping would be Kinder, a true representation of Integreity. And so, Justice needed to be served, just this once. 

Susie charged.

Flowery charged.

The roof of Flower Castle became a stage.

’She's going to lose.’

The thought was ice water in Kris's chest. The SOUL pulsed—red, urgent, the warmth of something that wanted to help but did not know how.

’How do I-'

"Look at what you made me do."

The voice came from behind Kris. From there, Maddie materialized.

She was purple. Her form echoed the Mad Mew Mew silhouette—the cat ears, the dramatic pose, the expression that suggested she was simultaneously furious and delighted to be furious—but from the waist down, her body dissolved into a wisp of spectral vapor that trailed behind her like the tail of a kite caught in a wind only she could feel.

She floated around Kris in a slow orbit, arms crossed, expression caught between a glare and something softer that the glare was working very hard to suppress.

"You're doubting yourself," she said. "You're losing your Bravery, and so is Susie. I don't know why..." She paused, and the pause contained the kind of honesty that only existed when someone was too angry to maintain a lie. "But now that you have something to lose, you're hesitating."

Kris soared. The world below grew neither closer nor farther—the Dark World's geography had given up on linear distance, and Kris existed for this moment in a space between action and consequence. 

It felt like a scene from an cheesy action movie. 

Kris did not answer Maddie. Their mind was elsewhere—on the roof, on Susie's charge, on the result of a collision that was about to happen and could not be stopped by wanting to stop it. Kris's gift had always been ACTing. The Patience to see a battlefield as a puzzle. Maybe if they-

"ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME?!"

Kris flinched. Their eyes refocused. Maddie's face filled their vision—close, furious, purple-flushed, and terrified.

"Listen, you brat." She jabbed a finger toward the scene below. "All you need to do is Persevere this hit and then counter. That's it. That's the whole plan.”

Kris looked at her. “…Put that on something.”

“I'm not ‘putting it on' anything!” Maddie's blush was immediate and violent. Purple on purple, the spectral equivalent of a traffic light changing in a city that had never had traffic.

"D-Don't look at me that way!" She turned her head, Maddie's version of Pink's cheerfulness. "J-Just trust me on this one, okay?! I got your back. I won't let you lose."

She pushed a finger against Kris's chest. 

"All you need to do is trust me and..." Her voice dropped, her anger (barely) dissipating. "And that SOUL you hate, got it?"

The word hate sat between them. Kris heard it. Heard what it cost Maddie to say it—the recognition that Kris' relationship with the red thing in their chest was not partnership, was not friendship, was not even tolerance. Just hatred. Pure and simple. 

"..." Kris looked at Maddie. At the spectral wisp of her lower half, dissolving into vapor. At the ears that were Pink's ears on a face that was Maddie's face. 

"Got it?" Maddie pressed.

"Y-Yeah." The word came out with a crack in it. Geez, now they look so lame- since when did Kris started to care how they looked to a real anime character?!

"Good." Maddie exhaled. "Now just... open your heart. This won't take long. Don't try to resist."

Kris had time to think ’resist what?’ before the pain arrived.

It was not physical pain. Maddie's hands—spectral, purple-tipped, and more paw-like than anything—pressed against Kris' ribcage and spread.

The ribs opened like glowsticks.

“…” Kris did not scream. They were used to pain. But this... this was new pain. The feeling of your ribcage being pulled back was not a particularly nice one in any sense of the word.

Maddie stared at the open chest. At the space between the ribs where the human body gave way to something else entirely: the red SOUL.

"..." Maddie held it. Both hands. Cradling it the way someone cradles a thing they have been told is precious. Her fingers trembled. The purple of her form flickered, containing an emotion too large for the vessel carrying it.

"I-I..." She stuttered. The anger was gone. The theatricality was gone. The tsundere persona that Maddie had built around every genuine feeling she had ever had collapsed, and what remained was a ghost who had spent her whole existence wanting a body, wanting hands, wanting to hold something that mattered, and was now holding something that mattered in hands that were not even real.

"Thank you for trusting me with something so precious."

She looked at Kris. Kris looked at her. The sky held them both in a suspension. The impossible state of two people who existed between one world and the next and had run out of reasons to pretend they didn't care.

Maddie leaned forward. Her lips—spectral, purple, warm in the way that only intention could make warmth—touched Kris's cheek.

"Nyah... I love you, mew..." The words were barely audible. "So you better not fail, or I'll kick your ass and knock you down!!"

The threat was love. The love was a threat. The two had always been the same thing for Maddie, and Kris understood this now. Because someone had opened their chest and held the parasiteinside it and instead of rebuking them, they called it precious. The only possible response to that was to not fail.

Maddie forced herself into the SOUL.

The sensation was not possession. It was not control. The SOUL shifted. Red to purple. Determination to Perseverance. The color of someone who kept going not because they were Brave but because stopping was not a thing they knew how to do.

Kris fell.

Not fell so much as descended. The trajectory shifted from upward arc to controlled plunge, gravity reasserting itself with the enthusiasm of a force that had been ignored and was now being appeased. The roof of Flower Castle rushed upward. Paper walls. Silhouettes. The stage where Susie's axe and Flowery's fist were about to write an ending Kris refused to accept. 

‘Screw the prophecy.’

Kris landed between them.

The impact was not gentle. The roof cracked—paper and wood splitting in a pattern that radiated outward from the point of contact.

Susie's charge stopped. Her boots skidded, axe half-swung, momentum arrested by the appearance of a figure she had not expected to see between herself and the thing she had been trying to destroy.

"Wha-" Susie started.

Kris did not turn around. They drew the blade. The motion was clean. Kris had one action left and was going to use it for exactly what it was worth.

They stood in front of Susie. The posture said everything a posture could say: I'm here. I'm between you and it. If it hits anything, it hits me first.

'Man, I sure hope I look cool aura farming like this.'

"I'll knock you down!!" Omega Flowery's voice rang across the roof—not the warm, theatrical voice from before but something older, rawer, the voice of a flower whose roots had been pulled and who was spending the last of his soil in a single, desperate bloom. "LAST... JARONA!"

His fist pulled back. The energy of seven colored flowers gathered behind it—not metaphorically but literally, light collecting in the space around his knuckles in seven distinct hues that should have been beautiful. 

 

Aqua

Seth

Green

Orange

Yellow

Blue

 

Everyone was fighting for what they believed in.

He punched.

The impact was perfect. Every ounce of Determination and LOVE and Mercy and Fear channeled into a single point of contact that found Kris's SOUL.

Crack.

The SOUL shattered.

Kris felt it—the fragmentation, the dispersal, the sensation of something that had been whole becoming pieces. This was the end of the struggle. The end of Determination. The number that could not be argued with, because there was no argument left to make.

But the Earth refuses to die, and the SOUL Persevered anyway.

Purple. Not red. The color of someone who had been broken and continued. The color of Maddie, inside Kris, inside the SOUL, holding the pieces together with hands that were not real and a will that was more real than anything Kris had ever felt.

‘Screw Determination!’

"Let's give them something to believe in!" Maddie's voice was inside, outside, everywhere and nowhere, the sound of someone who had promised to have Kris's back no matter what. "CUTIE MEW MEW MAGIC METAMEOWPHOSIS TRANSFORM! ALMIGHTY LOVE PERSEVERANCE REINFORCEMENT!"

The SOUL reformed. Pieces pressed together by a ghost's hands, contained by a will that refused to let go, maintained by the specific, stubborn, furious love of someone who had said ”I love you, mew” and meant it unironically in the way that only people who had never been loved could mean it.

Flowery's fist was still extended. His eyes—golden, wet, wide—found the SOUL pulsing purple in a chest that should have been empty.

 

"My favorite number is 9! You wanna know why...?"

 

The Black Shard rose.

 

"It's because there's no number higher than it!"

 

Slash

 

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Flower Castle was gone. 

Yup. Not collapsed. Not destroyed. Gone. The paper walls had peeled away and drifted upward like transcripts of a conversation that had reached its final page. Where Flower Castle had stood, there was now only open ground, and scattered across it, six small shapes, each one glowing faintly from within, each one beginning, very quietly, to change.

Aqua found them first. She didn't walk so much as skid to a stop, knife nowhere in sight for possibly the first time since Kris had met her, hands empty and swinging at her sides like she didn't know what to do with them now that there was nothing left to throw.

"Uuu," she said. "I don't want to be a flower."

"You'll still be you," Ralsei offered, gently.

"I know that." She scuffed one foot against the ground. "I just liked having hands. Hands are good for knives."

She looked up at Kris, and for one unguarded second the mischief dropped away entirely, leaving something much smaller and much more honest underneath.

"You made Sissy happy," she said. "That's a good stat to have.  Moss and Making Sissy Happy. Very rare combo."

Then, before Kris could answer, she pressed something small and cold into their palm—not a knife, just a flat river stone she'd apparently been carrying the whole time—closed their fingers around it herself, and stepped back into the light, already losing her shape, already becoming something with petals instead of hands.

 

"Thank you for watching my dream~"

 

She said, in a voice that belonged to someone much older and much calmer than the one Kris had spent an afternoon calling a menace, and then she was a flower. Small. Cyan. Ordinary. 

Still, somehow, smiling.

Seth arrived with his notebook already closing, which was, in itself, a kind of ending.

"I calculated everything," he said, not quite looking at Kris. "The odds of this working. The odds of Pink surviving the crossing. The odds of Asgore choosing to leave. I was wrong about all three, incidentally, which I want on the record has never happened before."

"The data doesn't lie," Kris said dryly.

"The data lied constantly, actually. I've reconsidered my entire methodology." Something that might have been a real laugh escaped him, short and surprised at itself. He held the notebook out. "Here. My research. In case it's useful to somebody who isn't a flower anymore in about ninety seconds."

Kris took it. The pages were already going soft and translucent at the edges, more petal than paper.

"For what it's worth," Seth said, adjusting glasses that had never corrected anything, "my analysis said you'd be terrible for her. My analysis was bulletproof. Petal-proof, even. I stand by the it. The data doesn't lie, after all." 

He straightened, and looked less like a self-styled genius and more like what he actually was—something small that had tried very hard to matter. 

 

"Thank you for watching our dream."

 

He didn't wait to become a flower. He simply, quietly, was one.

Green didn't say anything. Green had never said anything. But the sign came up one last time, and it read, in the same careful, crooked hand it always had:

“THANK YOU FOR EATING”

Then, a beat later, smaller:

“IT MEANT SOMETHING TO ME”

Green set the sign down, propped it carefully against a stone as though someone might still need to read it later, and became a small green flower before Kris could think of anything to say back. 

 

"THANK U FOR WATCHING MY DREAM"

 

Yellow arrived already mid-speech, gun in hand, working through what was very obviously a closing statement that had been rehearsed and was now falling apart in real time.

"Let the record show," Yellow began, "that the defendant—that is, Kris Dreemurr—has been found not guilty of-" The gun (‘does he think it's a gav or something?’) wavered. Yellow's voice cracked straight down the middle. "I don't want to stop being able to hold a gavel" (‘there's my answer’).

Blue's hand found Yellow's shoulder before the sentence finished breaking.

"You held it well," Blue said the way he said everything; calm as still water even now. "That's the part that matters. Not how long you held it. How you held it."

"That's not a legal argument."

"No," Blue agreed. "It's a better one."

He looked at Kris, and something in his composed, dancer's stillness softened all the way through. "I told you once that everything he does means he likes you. I'd like to amend that. Everything he does means he loves, completely, and without much sense of proportion, and I've spent a very long time considering that his greatest flaw. I've changed my mind.”

 

“Thank you all so much for watching our serendipitous dream."

 

Yellow, beside him, was already fading and the last thing Yellow managed, muffled and undignified and entirely real, was: “You've been found innocent, Dreemurr" before becoming a small yellow flower with its face still set in an expression of profound injustice.

 

"We appreciate ya for watching our dream!"

 

Blue went a moment after. Gently. Like sitting down somewhere comfortable.

Orange came last, and she didn't perform an entrance at all. She was simply there, the way she'd always been there—present, unshowy, already halfway to acceptance before anyone else in the room had caught up.

"Hey," she said.

"Hey," Kris said back. 

"I already said the important stuff. Back at the shop. About not holding still." Orange continued. 

"You were right."

"I know." A small, real smile. "Being right doesn't make it easy, though. Doesn't stop you from being scared right up until the second it happens." She looked down at her own hands—paws—already going soft at the edges. "I told you I wasn't scared. I lied a little. Just the normal amount, though.”

"Thank you for coming back," Kris nodded.

Orange's ears did something complicated—somewhere between pride and grief. A flower who had spent her whole existence being Brave on someone else's behalf and had finally gotten to be Brave for her own reasons instead.

"Take care of my sister," she said. "The part of her that's still going to exist somewhere. I don't know how that works. I don't think anybody does. But I know she's the kind of thing that leaves a mark, and marks don't need a body to stay.”

 

”Thanks for watching my dream!'“

 

She raised one small fist—the same salute from Shop 3's doorway—and became, at last, an ordinary orange flower.

Flowery stood alone now, in the space where six flowers and a castle had been, and for the first time since Kris had met him, he looked like exactly what he was: a very tired young man standing in an empty garden.

"Asgore came to find me," he said, before Kris could ask. "While you were all saying your goodbyes. He said-" 

Flowery's voice wavered, caught, steadied. "He said he understood. What it's like to give someone so much unsolicited affection that it stops being a gift and starts being a cage. He said he loved us. He also said he has a shop to run, and flowers that need actual water, not metaphors." A small, wet, genuine laugh. "Such mysterious wind… whoever is chopping onions isn't very nice.”

He looked toward the Fountain.

"I could still stop you," he said. "I have enough left. But I don't think I want to anymore. Somewhere around the sixth goodbye, I think I ran out of reasons that were actually about him, and started noticing all the reasons that were just about me not wanting it to end."

He stepped aside from the Fountain's approach, and the gesture cost him visibly; a small, physical wince.

"Remember us," he said. "Not the castle. Not the kingdom. Every Darkner you talked to, in every world you've sealed—they were all someone. They had mornings. They chose to be something, even knowing it wouldn't last. Don't let us be objects, Kris. When you go home and somebody asks what happened in here—tell them we were real." His golden eyes were bright, and this time he didn't try to hide it.

 

"Thank you," he said, "for watching our dream."

 

Kris turned toward the Fountain, ready to finish what they'd come to do.

Light gathered at its base. Not the swirling darkness. Something warmer. A cat-like figure. Something that curled at the edges like a tail, that had two sets of eyes layered into one steady gaze, that had been waiting, apparently, for exactly this moment to come back.

"Hi," Pink said.

"…” Kris didn't move. They didn't say anything. They really hoped they would've been able to seal this Dark Fountain without seeing her again. 

"I never left." She stepped closer, translucent at the edges the way the others had been, already more flower than doll in the soft places where light caught her wrong. "Turns out reverting takes a while when half of you used to be a ghost. Maddie held on a little longer than she probably should have. Wanted to see this part."

"‘This part.’"

"The part where I get to say it properly." She reached up—not for Kris's face this time, just for their hand, ordinary and plain, fingers lacing through fingers the way they had every single time since a windowsill and seven suns. "You helped me figure out how to be one thing instead of two fighting things. I don't know if I ever said that outright. I'm saying it now, so I can mature into real flowerhood.”

"I didn't do much."

"You sat with me. You asked the SOUL to stop answering for you. You jumped across a hole in the world to save me.” Her thumb moved once against the back of Kris's hand. "That was everything to me, Kris.”

The Fountain pulsed, waiting beyond.

"I'm scared," Kris said. Two words. Small ones. The kind that never crossed their mind until now. 

"I know, Krissie Cutie." Pink's ears lifted, the ghost and the doll both present and steady. "That's the part where I get to help you, for once. You've spent this whole story catching everybody else. Susie's temper. Ralsei's doubts. Me, off the edge of a collapsing floor." She smiled, small and real. "Let somebody catch you for a second."

"How?-"

"Like this.”

She kissed him.

Not the forehead this time, no half-measure, no place a person could later pretend had been an accident. More real than any fantasy a Dark World could conjure.

When she pulled back, her eyes—both sets, painted and living, finally, entirely the same color—were moist and unafraid.

"Bodies and SOULs aren't supposed to be apart," she said, echoing herself from what felt like several days ago.

"You taught me that. I'm going to go be a very small, very ordinary flower now, somewhere in a shop that isn't going to exist by morning. But you taught me that apart was never really the whole story. So." She squeezed his hand once, and let go. "Another part of you. Whether you can prove it or not.”

 

”Thank you… For being my dream, mew!”

 

Susie moved first. She always moved first when something needed doing and no one was doing it. Her axe went onto her back and her hands went to the Fountain's edge.

Ralsei joined her. His scarf touched the Fountain's base, and green light spread across the dark surface.

Kris placed their hands beside theirs. The sealing began.

It started as sound. The oceanic hum that had been present since they entered the Dark World rose in pitch and intensity, climbing from a chord into a chorus, from a chorus into something that had no musical name.

The wind in the forest. The creak of Shop 3's floorboards. The jukebox at the Diner. Orange's radio static. Pink's voice saying “Mew!” in a tone that was half performance and half complete sincerity.

Sound. Sight. Smell. Sensatation. All such senses began to dissappear, one at a time.

Shop 3 dissolved first. Kris saw it happen from inside the Fountain's grip—the monochrome interior folding inward like a paper lantern collapsing, the window with its impossible sunset shattering into a thousand amber shards that hung in the air for one breath before going dark. The counter where Pink had sat. Somewhere across the world, a hidden pink door behind a castle wall, and the small room beyond it, where a body and a spirit had been pressed together by a will that never asked. Gone. 

The forest went next. The path with its lanterns and pale flowers, the clearing where Kris had walked Pink through a route that avoided every shortcut. The trees whose roots had grown together at a threshold where Pink ducked through and Kris followed. The puzzles Kris and the rest of the Fun Gang spent a painfully long time solving because of their reluctance to ask Flowery for help. All of it fading, becoming void.

The Flower Castle. Yellow's room. Blue's room. Green's Diner. All gone.

Orange's corner. The radio. The half-finished cheese. The small fist that had saluted from across the room. Gone.

Kris's hands tightened on the Fountain. The dark light burned cold against their palms. Their arms shook. The shaking came from somewhere deeper, from the place where the SOUL sat in Kris's chest like a second heart beat.

Almost.

Not quite.

And then—not.

It happened without warning. No buildup, no gradual approach, no slow drift across the gap. One moment the SOUL was shining its lightand Kris' heart beat at theirs and the two rhythms existed in the same body: present, parallel, separate.

The next moment they matched.

A single pulse that traveled through Kris's chest and the SOUL simultaneously, one wave passing through two mediums, and for the span of that pulse—

Kris was not being driven.

Kris was not driving.

Kris was moving.

The sensation was not pleasant. The SOUL was not Kris's captor. That's too black and white. The SOUL was not a driver and Kris was not a vehicle. They were two beings in one body, and the body was not a compromise between them. It was the place where they overlapped.

 

‘Another part of me.’

 

By the time those feelings reached Mad Mew Mew's hands, they had been changed. Transformed. Something lost, something borrowed. 

The Fountain collapsed.

The Dark World folded into itself with the sound of a book closing.

Something remained.

 

Even borrowed determination becomes your own.

 

Kris opened their eyes.

They were standing in light. Not the amber of seven suns or the pale blue of a room behind a castle door or the gold of a Diner. White light. The light that existed before a Dark World was born and would exist after it was sealed.

Susie was beside them. Ralsei was beside them. The Fountain was sealed.

Kris reached toward the place where Pink had stood, where the last of her warmth still lingered in the air the way a held note lingers in a room with good acoustics.

Their fingers found nothing.

But the reaching had been real. The reaching had been Kris's. Not the SOUL's. Not an ACT. 

Kris lowered their hand.

The white light held.

It should have faded by now. It should have given way to chalk dust and floor cleaner and the staleness of a run-down flower shop. That was how sealing worked. That was how it had always worked, four times before.

It didn't fade.

"Ralsei, Ralsei," Susie sidebared, leaning to her left slightly. "I think we took a weird route cuz… Why are we're still here."

Ralsei's smile—small, tired, already forming—didn't finish arriving. 

"We shouldn't be," he said.

“Oh, okay. That makes sense.” Susie, her face becoming chiseled like a statue of a Greek Philosopher, nodded in the ultimate demonstration of understanding. 

The white light rippled.

Flowery went rigid.

"Someone made another one," he said. His voice had lost every trace of frivolity. "While we were saying goodbye. Someone opened a second Fountain, right on top of the first, and I didn't—" 

He turned, scanning the featureless white for a door that shouldn't have existed and, a moment later, did: a seam of true darkness, tearing open at the edge of the light.

Something came through it in the shape of a bird, wings wrong in a way that made looking at them cost something, and it did not stop to explain itself. It went straight for the far edge of the white, where a figure Kris had never met but recognized instantly—tall, tired-eyed, achingly familiar around the mouth and the set of the shoulders—stood frozen, papers still in one hand, halfway through the ordinary act of being found by his son.

"Dad-!” The word left Kris before they'd decided to say it. The bird-shape was already closing its wings around Asgore, already lifting, already gone through the tear it had come from.

"ASGORE!"

Flowery moved faster than anything with a stem should have been able to move, faster than the beautiful, aching kingdom he'd built, faster than grief, faster than the space between one heartbeat and the next, already three steps into the tear in the world before Ralsei could get a single word of warning out.

"Flowery, WAIT—"

He didn't wait.

Neither did Ralsei.

Following Flowery, the tear closed behind the two darkners, and the white light began to fade toward something like an ordinary sky, and Susie's hand found Kris's shoulder, gripping hard enough to hurt, and nobody in the small, stunned silence that followed had the first idea what came next.

 

Or the darkness that lies in wait beneath Hometown.

 


 

Another Part of Me

 

Chapter 10 — Until Next Time

 

The Scarlet Forest was quiet again.

Kris shouldn't have been here.

When the Fountain closed, the supply closet should have returned to being nothing more than an abandoned room—shelves lined with forgotten keepsakes whose stories had faded from memory the way color fades from photographs left in sunlight. Asgore's flowers, the ones he had kept alive through years of watering and talking to things that couldn't answer, should have gone with the rest. It had turned out to be love after all. The wedding, the greenhouse, the years of tending. All of it evaporated into a forgone memory. 

Yet Kris was walking beneath scarlet leaves once again.

Not the same forest. The shrine gates were gone. The paper talismans that had fluttered in impossible winds had gone still and then gone entirely. The summer festival that had never truly existed had packed itself away overnight. 

This was the Scarlet Forest near Card Castle. The first Dark World. 

The trees were the same trees, Dark Candy growing in them like fruit. Scarlet leaves drifted through pale light that came from no identifiable source, the way light in dreams comes from everywhere and nowhere.

It felt older now. Less like a memory and more like the place memories came from.

A piano echoed through the trees.

Kris stopped.

They listened the way a person listens when they recognize something they can't place. The melody never missed a note. Its rhythm never faltered. Its harmony never broke. Every rule of composition was meticulous, almost reverent precision, and yet-

Every few measures, the song drifted somewhere else. Not into another piece. Not into discordance. Just… away. The melody wandered, found itself again, wandered once more.

As though another song lived underneath it, quietly pulling at every phrase the way only a man split across time and space could. 

Kris frowned. They knew pianos. They had spent years learning how songs wanted to move. This one felt homesick, aching of something that remembered where it had been and wasn't sure it would ever get back there.

They walked toward it and the trees parted without being asked.

The forest thinned. The scarlet leaves fell in ones and twos, each one spinning slowly enough to watch. And there, on a stump that shouldn't have existed in a forest that shouldn't have existed, in a place that Kris had visited before and could not now remember the purpose of-

An egg rested. Not too important, not too unimportant. 

Kris approached. They looked around for the old man who had been here last time, the one with the impossible smile who had offered the egg like it was a question and a gift and a test and a joke all at once. The one who had said, the last time, don't look for me anymore.

Nothing. No figure on the path. No rustle of movement behind the trees. 

Kris picked up the egg anyway.

It was warm. Exactly as warm as they remembered.

They stood with the egg in their palm and the piano still wandering through the trees and the scarlet leaves still falling and the question still unanswered: why had they come?

“Don't look for me anymore.”

The old man had already said goodbye. The forest had already been sealed. The world they had lived in for those hours was gone, and the egg was warm, and the piano was homesick, and Kris was standing in a place that might not exist holding a thing that might not be real.

‘Is leaving without saying goodbye a sign of pride or doubt?’ Kris turned the question over the way they turned the egg—carefully, with both hands, aware that it could break. They didn't know. They suspected the old man hadn't known either. 

They placed the egg in their pocket beside the other things they had carried out of sealed worlds.

Five Shadow Crystals rested there. Each one shimmered differently—not like glass but not like a kaleidoscope either. Seam had called them Lost Dreams. The word had sounded comedic at the time. It didn't anymore.

Jevil. A creature who had seen the cage and the world outside it simultaneously and gone mad not from the sight but from the inability to choose which one was real. 

 

ESCAPISM

 

Spamton. A salesman who had traded everything for a chance at something bigger and discovered too late that the deal had already been made before he walked in.

 

HEAVEN

 

The Roaring Knight. A purpose worn like armor, heavy and bright and impossible to remove without removing the person underneath.

 

FANTASY

 

Gerson. A past life so large it had become a legend, and a legend so small it could fit in a turtle shell. 

 

PROPHECY

 

Pink. A ghost and a doll pressed into one shape by a will that never asked, who had learned to want with both voices at once.

 

LOVE

 

Five impossible people. Five impossible wishes.

Each had chased something they could never quite reach. None of them had remained lost forever. Each found an answer—not always the one they wanted, not always the one they expected, but one they could hold. One that fit the shape of their hands even if it didn't fit the shape of their hope.

Perhaps that was enough. Perhaps enough was all anyone had ever been promised.

Most people just want freedom.

Kris placed a hand over their chest.

Their heartbeat answered. 

They had matched completely, once—for the span of a single moment, sealing a Fountain, becoming indistinguishable for one perfect moment. Kris hadn't forgotten that. They didn't think they were capable of forgetting that. 

Two rhythms, present and parallel. Never perfectly together. Never completely apart. Everything that made them and everything that made the you the SOUL, and the fact that you two occupied the same body did not mean they occupied the same life.

They thought of Pink.

Of a window that shouldn't have existed, framing seven suns that shouldn't have been possible, casting light across a monochrome floor where a catgirl doll sat watching the end of her world with the calm of someone who had already decided that the end of a world was not the same as the end of a person.

Of a lecture about LOVE. “Didn't your heart skip a beat when you defeated me? Mine did! It's full of dokis!” The joke had been real. The dokis had been real. 

Of a date that may or may not have belonged to them—a last supper at a flower's diner where there friends played amateur matchmaker. 

Did they love her because the SOUL did? Had the SOUL reached through the vessel and felt something first, and had that feeling traveled through Kris like a current through water, touching everything but belonging to nothing? Or-

Had the SOUL only learned to love her because, somewhere along the way, they had begun seeing her through Kris's eyes? Through the lens of a person who had walked into a shop to say goodbye and stayed because the goodbye wasn't enough.

Kris chuckled.

To no one. The sound traveled through the scarlet trees and came back changed. Really, it was the most self-depricating sound they ever made.

 

Dream.

Reality.

Light.

Dark.

Body.

SOUL.

 

Every answer only seemed to split into another pair of questions.

The words sat in Kris's chest the way the egg sat in their pocket: warm and small. 

LOVE was supposed to be a way of counting distance. Kris had learned that a long time ago, in dozens of small battles. The more of it you had, the easier it became to stand apart from what you'd hurt to get it.

But there was a version of the same word that had never once created separation. That had, if anything, only ever closed it—a hand finding a wrist, a forehead against a forehead, a mouth against a mouth in a sorrowful goodbye. 

LOVE that didn't need a body count to prove it was real. LOVE that didn't care whose SOUL it had started in, because it had ended up living inside two chests instead of one.

They closed their eyes.

Somewhere, Kris could almost hear laughter. Too loud. Too theatrical. Too anime. Entirely unwilling to disappear quietly.

 

"We should totally date, mew!"

 

A ridiculous thing to remember. A ridiculous thing to miss. A ridiculous thing to carry through a forest that might not exist, in a body that might not be fully theirs, toward a future that had always felt like something that happened to other people.

Kris missed it anyway.

Whose feeling was this? Kris'? Yours? Had the SOUL fallen in love first, or had Kris simply never noticed until someone else's heart beat beside their own? They couldn't tell. Perhaps they never could. 

The piano settled.

For one moment the hidden melody emerged from beneath the wandering one. Clear. Beautiful. Complete. The song that the piano had been homesick for, the original phrase that all the wandering had been trying to find its way back to.

It lasted two seconds. Maybe three. Then it drifted again, pulled under by the current of the other song, and the wandering resumed as though it had never stopped.

But it had been there. It had been real. For two seconds, the piano had played the song it wanted to play.

It felt like enough.

Not every song needed to finish. Not every dream belonged to the person who dreamed it first. Sometimes a song started in one pair of hands and was carried by another, and it changes along the way. Not into something false but into something new—a different interpretation. 

Sometimes someone else carried it the rest of the way.

Kris opened their eyes. The forest was still there. The piano was still playing. The egg was still warm.

Outside the room, this liminal ans borrowed space, the Light World waited. A project that they were still procrastinating. School hallways that smelled like floor wax and gamer sweat (‘we gotta do something about Berdly'). Friends whose names they knew and whose faces they could draw from memory. Dinner. Sleep. Tomorrow.

The future had always felt like something that happened to other people.

Susie fought her future like it owed her food. Kris had watched her do it—had seen the exact moment she'd put her fist through a pane of prophecy glass rather than let someone else's ink decide her destiny, had watched her decide, again and again, that being told a thing was true was not the same as it being true yet. Kris had never once had that particular kind of anger. Kris' future was already carved into stone: the Cage. 

Watching Susie fight, Kris had started to wonder whether agreeing with an incorrect label was just as evil as being the one placing it. 

Now, for the first time, Kris wondered if the future was somewhere they could choose to walk toward. Not because of prophecy. Not because of fate. 

Because someone, somewhere, kept choosing tomorrow. Susie, with her fists. Pink, with a kiss that hadn't asked permission from anyone. Ralsei, learning to choose the life they want to live rather than being told. 

Perhaps that was what Determination really was. Not the refusal to die. Not the power to ambition. Not even the strength to stand up after falling. Determination could be the size of an egg in a pocket or a hand remembering another hand. Maybe it was just the decision to keep going, each morning, each time the piano wandered and the song threatened to lose itself for good.

“…”

"Kris!"

Susie's voice. From somewhere far away—on the other side of the world, on the other side of a boundary.

"You coming or what!? We gotta figure this thing out!” 

Kris looked back one last time.

The room was empty. The piano had stopped. Or seemed to. 

The scarlet leaves had stopped falling. They hung in the air at various heights, suspended in pale light, each one perfectly still and perfectly specific, the way individual moments are specific—this one here, that one there, each one separate and impossible to replace.

Kris smiled.

Not for anyone. Not for the SOUL. Not for you. Not for a camera that might or might not be watching from a position that might or might not exist. The smile was for the room, and for the egg, for the old man without an audible name, and for the piano that had been homesick, and for the forest that had been kind enough to exist one more time so that a person who was not entirely sure they were a person could stand in it and feel something they were not entirely sure was theirs.

"Yeah."

Kris turned from the forest, from the piano, from the stump where the egg had been and wasn't, from the scarlet leaves that would fall again when no one was there to watch them, and walked toward the voice that had called them home.

 

The Light World was waiting.

 

Reality was waiting.

 

Deltarune is waiting.

 

Until next time.

 

Notes:

Scene 1: Sunset of Seven Suns/Shop 3
Scene 2: Garden of Hopes and Dreams
Scene 3: Dialtone
Scene 4: Before the Story
Scene 5: Cutie Mew Mew Magic! (chai t. leaves cover. Listen to it here: https://youtu.be/zoJjzSBPT6k?is=M6Fv2c1Am0K4DUvX)
Scene 6: Lost Girl/Don't Forget
Scene 7: Flower Man
Scene 8: Knock You Down!!
Scene 9: Another Part of Me (yes, this whole fanfic was inspired by Michael Jackson)
Scene 10: Scarlet Forest/Until Next Time

I once saw a post that said Kris would have "diddy blud" humor and that forever changed how I perceive and write this character.

 

Criticisms are appreciated