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1. I Don’t Know If I Can Look At You (Not When I’m Hurting) by Sillylittlelesbian

   Fandoms: Suits (US TV 2011)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Mike Ross & Harvey Specter
   • Mike Ross/Harvey Specter
   • Mike Ross
   • Harvey Specter
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Self-Harm
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Loneliness
   • Self harm as a form of control and release
   • Mike Ross Needs a Hug
   • Mike Ross Gets a Hug
   • Don’t read this if it might be triggering at all
   • it’s not as angsty but there is description of self harm and a character trying to justify it
   • I tried my best but it might be a bit ooc
   • pre slash
   • this can be read as platonic but I’ll most likely establish their relationship in the next installments
   • Recovery
   • mentions of canon parental death
   • Very little comfort in this part but we will get there eventually

   Summary

   Mike Ross has picked up less than ideal coping mechanisms over the years. While he has kept himself under the radar so far, will his new job at Pearson Hardman threaten to blow it all apart? Or will he finally find someone who will help him through the recovery process?

   (PLEASE CHECK THE TAGS. Don’t read this fic if it feels even slightly triggering. Stay safe everyone.)

   Series

   • Part 1 of Tell me everything you never say out loud

   Language:

   English

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