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1. Sometimes I wish it was all a lie by happi_does_art3

   Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   19 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shinonome Akito & Shinonome Ena
   • Aoyagi Touya & Azusawa Kohane & Shinonome Akito & Shiraishi An
   • Aoyagi Touya & Shinonome Akito
   • Shinonome Akito & Shinonome Shinei
   • Shinonome Akito
   • Shinonome Ena
   • Shinonome Akito and Ena's Parents
   • Aoyagi Touya
   • Shiraishi An
   • Azusawa Kohane
   • Meiko (Vocaloid)
   • Hatsune Miku
   • Kagamine Rin
   • Other Character Tags to Be Added
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Good Sibling Shinonome Ena
   • Shinonome Shinei's A+ Parenting
   • he's harsher than he is in canon
   • Shinonome Akito-centric
   • Shinonome Akito Needs a Hug
   • They all need hugs
   • Meiko is like a mother figure
   • Heavy Angst
   • little hurt/comfort
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • no beta we almost die like the author
   • hahaha cuz i survived 2 attempts
   • For the sake of Akito angst we ball
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • Author Projecting onto Shinonome Akito
   • author wrote this while listening to a mixed music taste

   Summary

   Akito shinonome is struggling. No matter what he does, he'll never feel satisfied with himself. All of these thoughts seem to flood his head on the daily, and it drags him down.

   No matter how deep he cuts, no matter how much he does, these thoughts just wont go away.

   Of course, he cant hide it forever, and eventually, someone will notice.

   Would be too late by then?

    

   AKA: Akito is severely depressed, and he doesn't know how to deal with it. Eventually, People around him notice.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   10,312

   Chapters:

   3/?

   Comments:

   24

   Kudos:

   35

   Bookmarks:

   3

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