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1. Pour vos Beaux Yeux (Hoping it Wouldn't be Real) by turnpike_divides

   Fandoms: Outlander Series - Diana Gabaldon, Outlander (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Lord John Grey/Percy Wainwright
   • Percy Wainwright
   • Ezekiel Richardson
   • Lord John Grey (mentioned)
   • Hal Grey (mentioned) - Character
   • Canon Compliant
   • Introspection
   • Forbidden Love
   • Blackmail
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst and Feels
   • No Dialogue

   Summary

   He wasn’t sure which was worse. He didn’t want to die…but surely he did not want to live, knowing that John would forever blame him for his cowardice.

   He would deserve it, of course. Because he was—a coward, that is.

   His lip trembled. Richardson’s eyes were on him – Percy didn’t need to look up to know that the man was smiling, smirking, behind his impatience – but he couldn’t force himself to put the quill to paper, to permanently sign away everything he held dear. He wanted to imagine standing at the gallows would seem less daunting, but he knew he would lose his bowels the moment the rope brushed against his flesh.

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