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Satoru

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Was he the Strongest because he was Gojo Satoru? Or was he Gojo Satoru because he was the Strongest?

Maybe... he was simply Satoru, who just happened to be the Strongest.

Notes:

This started as a random thought after I came across a Gojo edit. I didn't plan to write an essay, but somewhere along the way I slipped into a flow state and ended up here. It's mostly just me trying to put into words why Gojo means so much to me. Maybe one day I'll revisit these thoughts with a little more polish, but for now, I wanted to share them as they are.

In short, this is just me yapping about him. (⁠─⁠.⁠─⁠|⁠|⁠)

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I respect him for everything he stands for; his morals, his love for his students, especially Megumi, and how he tries to be friendly with everyone so they don't see him as someone unapproachable just because he's strong. The Strongest. People assume he's arrogant, egoistic, full of himself, or just a jerk, when he's really not.

 

I think about how rarely anyone asks him how he's doing, or even simply thanks him, yet he keeps going anyway. Underneath it all, he's still that teenager whose best friend walked down the wrong path, leaving him to carry the title of the Strongest alone. Treated like a weapon more than a person.

 

He's the same man,the same kid,who had to kill his best friend because it was the right thing to do, regardless of how much he loved him. For a world that barely valued him as a person in return.

 

He's the same man who saved troubled kids from cruel fates that had been forced upon them because he knew what it was like to have his own childhood, youth, and life sacrificed to the jujutsu system.

 

Always treated as a weapon first and a person later. (Almost never as a person, if we're being honest.) A soldier to win the war. The saviour, never the saved. The giver, never given to. The lover, never loved. The carer, never cared for. Always smiling, yet so rarely smiled for.

 

Yes, he is the Strongest. He was gifted with that. But that doesn't make him any less human, and it certainly doesn't make him immune to human emotions or human experiences. However strong he is, he's still just a boy who suffered more than he ever should have, and still chose kindness.

 

Being the Strongest doesn't make it any easier to be lonely.

 

I don't think many people truly reach him. He carries so much by himself because everyone expects him to be the strongest, and when everyone expects that of you, vulnerability starts to feel like something you can't afford.

 

He's not just a pretty face. He is beautiful, but not because of how he looks.

 

He has a beautiful soul. Scattered. Battered. Stabbed. Burned. But still beautiful. Still pure.

 

And in the end, he gave up his life for the people he loved. Whether they loved him back in the same way or not didn't matter to him.

 

He did it because he loved them.

 

 

 

Notes:

I know JJK isn't everyone's cup of tea, and that's completely okay. Everyone connects with stories differently.

But for me, Jujutsu Kaisen has become one of those stories that refuses to leave me. Beyond the incredible fights and the world Gege Akutami created, it's the characters that stayed with me. The more I looked at them, the more I found. Every time I thought I understood them, there was another layer waiting underneath.

Sometimes it feels like Gege reached through my ribcage, held my heart in his hands, and gently, very gently, stabbed it with a dagger before twisting it just enough to hurt, but never enough to kill me.

It's a strange kind of pain.

A sweet one.

And I'm glad I let this story do that to me.

These are simply my thoughts, exactly as I felt them.

Anyways kudos and Comments are appreciated.

Thanks for reading. Hope you have a great rest of the day. 🤗