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The Hogwarts Express had always felt like a threshold between two entirely different lives, but this year, the threshold felt razor-thin, cracked, and thoroughly unstable.
Harry Potter sat with his forehead pressed against the cool glass of the compartment window, watching the rain-slicked green hills of the English countryside blur into a dull gray smudge. Inside the compartment, the atmosphere was thick with a heavy, unspoken tension. Neville was carefully re-potting a Mimbulus mimbletonia in the corner, looking terrified that he might accidentally squirt stinksap on anyone. Luna Lovegood was upside down, reading an issue of The Quibbler, her radish earrings swaying gently against her cheeks.
Beside Harry, Ron and Hermione were locked in a silent, high-stakes battle of expressions. Every few minutes, Hermione would shoot Harry a look of profound, agonizing pity, only for Ron to nudge her with his elbow and shake his head fiercely, warning her to leave it alone.
Harry saw it all in the reflection of the glass. He chose to ignore it.
They thought he was breaking. And to be fair, parts of him felt like they were held together by nothing more than Spellotape and sheer stubbornness. The nightmares of the graveyard still woke him up with a racing heart and a throat raw from silent screams. He could still hear the high, cold laugh of Voldemort echoing in the dark spaces of his mind.
But there was one massive, glaring difference between the nightmares and reality. One detail that kept Harry from completely spiraling into the dark abyss his mind kept digging for him.
Cedric Diggory was alive.
He had been slow to move when the Portkey dropped them into the overgrown grass of the graveyard. That split second of hesitation—Cedric tripping over a gnarled root, Harry reaching out to yank him up—had shifted their geometry by a mere six inches. When the green light of the Killing Curse had flared from Peter Pettigrew’s wand, it hadn't struck Cedric square in the chest. It had clipped his shoulder, the concussive, violent force of the Dark magic throwing him backward into a stone headstone, knocking him unconscious but leaving his heart beating.
Harry had fought alone. He had endured the blood-taking, the resurrection, and the duel. But when he had grabbed the Triwizard Cup to escape, he hadn't been hauling a corpse. He had been dragging a bruised, concussed, but very much breathing Cedric Diggory back to the damp grass of the Hogwarts Quidditch pitch.
"Harry?"
Hermione’s voice broke through his thoughts, soft and tentative. Harry pulled his forehead away from the glass, blinking as he turned to face her.
"Yeah?"
"Are you... are you feeling alright about the feast tonight?" she asked, her fingers nervously twisting the hem of her robes. "You know there will be a lot of people staring. The Daily Prophet has been absolutely dreadful all summer, and with Dumbledore not being able to say much..."
"I'm fine, Hermione," Harry said, his voice calmer than he actually felt. "They've been staring at me since I was eleven. I'm used to it."
"It’s not just the staring, mate," Ron chipped in, looking relieved that the silence was broken. "It's the Ministry. My dad says Fudge is completely off his rocker. He's convinced Dumbledore is building an army to take over. Anyone who aligns with Dumbledore is getting targeted. And with Diggory's dad working in the Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures, Amos has been under massive pressure to say Cedric hallucinated the whole thing."
Harry’s jaw tightened. "Cedric wouldn't lie about what happened."
"We know he wouldn't!" Hermione said quickly, giving Ron a harsh glare. "But it's complicated, Harry. Cedric has been in seclusion all summer at the Ministry’s convalescent home. Nobody’s really seen him."
Harry looked back out the window. He had written to Cedric three times over the summer. The replies had been short, shaky, and clearly vetted by Amos Diggory—polite thankyous for saving his life, but lacking the easy, older-brother warmth Cedric had shown him during the tournament. Harry didn't blame him. Dark magic did things to people. The fact that Cedric was alive was enough.
When the carriages finally pulled up to the castle, the rain was pouring in torrential sheets. The Great Hall, however, was precisely as loud, bright, and suffocating as Harry had feared it would be.
The enchanted ceiling reflected a stormy, churning sky, but the thousands of floating candles cast a warm, golden glow over the four long house tables. As Harry walked down the center aisle between the Gryffindor and Ravenclaw tables, the ambient noise of the hall took a sharp, noticeable dip. Whispers broke out like small fires in dry brush.
"That's him..."
"Did you see the Prophet? They say he's completely unhinged..."
"Is it true Voldemort's back, or is he just looking for attention?"
Harry kept his eyes locked straight ahead, his shoulders rigid. Ron and Hermione flanked him like a pair of human shields, Ron scowling fiercely at some third-year Slytherins who were pointing, while Hermione held her chin high.
They took their seats at the Gryffindor table. Harry deliberately sat facing away from the rest of the hall, letting the familiar warmth of the Gryffindor community envelop him. Fred and George immediately slid into the seats across from him.
"Alright, Harry?" Fred said, giving him a cheerful nod. "Don't mind the gawk-eyed idiots. Our dear brother Percy isn't here to ruin the atmosphere with his posture, so it's already a better year."
"Heard a rumor," George whispered, leaning in conspiratorially. "The Ministry’s sending a watchdog this year. To keep an eye on Dumbledore. And on you."
Harry glanced up at the staff table. Sitting next to Professor McGonagall was a woman who looked shockingly like a pale, oversized toad. She was wearing a fluffy pink cardigan that clashed violently with the gothic grandeur of the Great Hall, and a tiny, terrifyingly smug smile played on her lips.
"Dolores Umbridge," Hermione whispered, her eyes narrowing as she followed Harry’s gaze. "Senior Undersecretary to the Minister. What on earth is she doing here?"
Before anyone could answer, a sudden shift in the energy of the Great Hall drew Harry’s attention away from the staff table. The ambient chatter of the room didn't just dip this time; it completely redirected.
To Harry's left, the Hufflepuff table was a sea of canary yellow, and right at the center of it, a crowd had gathered.
Cedric Diggory had just walked into the Great Hall.
He wasn't wearing school robes. Instead, he wore the sharp, tailored, charcoal-gray robes of a Ministry Junior Trainee, accented with a subtle silver pin on his lapel. He looked older than he had three months ago. The boyish softness of his face had sharpened into something more defined, more mature. The phantom pallor of the graveyard was gone, replaced by a healthy, wind-bitten flush, likely from working outdoors. His thick, dark hair was swept back, and despite the whispers following him, he carried himself with an easy, quiet dignity.
He was surrounded instantly. Hufflepuffs were clapping him on the back, Ravenclaws were waving, and even a few Gryffindors leaned over to greet him. Cedric smiled, laughing softly at something Susan Bones said, though his eyes remained somewhat guarded.
As if drawn by an invisible thread, Cedric’s gaze drifted away from his housemates. He turned his head, looking across the vast expanse of the Great Hall, straight toward the Gryffindor table.
His eyes locked onto Harry.
The easy, polite smile Cedric had been wearing for his housemates vanished instantly. His entire expression softened into something intense, deep, and profoundly relieved. It was the look of a man who had been searching a crowded room for hours and had finally found the only person who mattered. He gave Harry a soft, tentative smile—the kind that made his gray eyes crinkle at the corners.
Harry felt a sudden, bright burst of genuine happiness wash over him. He smiled back, his entire face lighting up, and gave Cedric a small, enthusiastic wave.
The effect on Cedric was instantaneous and catastrophic.
Cedric, who had survived a dragon, a colony of Acromantulas, and a lethal encounter with Dark wizards, completely short-circuited. He reached blindly for a goblet of pumpkin juice on the Hufflepuff table, misjudged the distance entirely, and knocked it square over. The dark orange liquid splattered spectacularly across the pristine white tablecloth and caught Zacharias Smith right in the chest.
"Blimey," Ron muttered, wiping a stray drop of juice that had somehow flown all the way to their table. "Diggory’s brilliant against Dark wizards, but give him a cup of juice and he’s a hazard to himself. Did you see that? He completely lost his grip."
"He’s probably just tired, Ron," Harry said defensively, his eyes lingering on Cedric as the older boy hurriedly apologized to a furious-looking Smith, his cheeks flushing a brilliant, deep crimson. "The Ministry training program sounds brutal. Cut him some slack."
Across the table, Hermione made a high-pitched, choked sound directly into her own goblet. Harry blinked at her, utterly bewildered.
"What?" Harry asked. "Did you swallow a fly?"
"Nothing, Harry," Hermione said, her voice strained, her eyes darting between Harry’s oblivious face and Cedric, who was now pointedly looking anywhere but the Gryffindor table while furiously dabbing at the tablecloth with a napkin. "Absolutely nothing. Ron, pass the potatoes before I lose my mind."
Ron snickered, earning a sharp kick under the table from Hermione. Harry just shook his head, turning back to his dinner. It was good to see Cedric back. It meant things were normal. Or, as normal as they could be.
The Sorting Ceremony passed in a blur of song and applause, followed by Dumbledore’s annual speech. As George had predicted, Umbridge interrupted the Headmaster—a breach of etiquette that made McGonagall’s nostrils flare so hard Harry thought she might turn into a cat right then and there. Umbridge’s speech was a drone of bureaucratic nonsense about "progress for progress’s sake" and "pruning what is not fruitful," which Hermione correctly interpreted as the Ministry interfering at Hogwarts.
But the real shock came at the very end of the feast, when Dumbledore raised his hands for silence once more.
"And finally," Dumbledore’s sonorous voice echoed through the hall, "due to the increased rigor of the upcoming Educational Decrees, and to assist our fifth and seventh-year students with the practical defense portions of their OWL and NEWT examinations, the Ministry of Magic has agreed to station a specialized training liaison at Hogwarts."
Dumbledore gestured toward the side of the staff table, where Cedric was standing politely.
"Mr. Cedric Diggory, a Junior Trainee within the Magical Security Taskforce, will be residing at the castle this term. He will be assisting with the monitoring of practical defense sessions and overseeing advanced physical conditioning for those interested. Please extend to him the same respect you would any member of our staff."
The Hufflepuff table erupted into cheers. Harry clapped loudly, grinning. This was perfect. If Umbridge was going to teach them rubbish from a textbook—which seemed highly likely given her speech—having Cedric around to help with actual, practical magic would be a godsend.
"That's brilliant," Harry said to Ron. "Cedric knows his stuff. He showed me how to handle the Reductor curse properly during the third task."
"Yeah," Ron said, looking at Cedric with a mixture of awe and slight jealousy. "Must be nice. Gets out of classes, gets to wear those fancy Ministry robes, and basically gets paid to hang around
Hogwarts."
"He earned it, Ron," Hermione said quietly, though her eyes were fixed on the staff table, watching the way Umbridge was looking at Cedric. It wasn't a look of approval; it was the look of a hawk watching a mouse it hadn't quite decided how to eat yet.
The next morning, the reality of fifth year hit Harry like a Bludger to the gut.
The Great Hall at breakfast was loud, but Harry was too exhausted to care. He hadn't slept well; the phantom smell of burning flesh and the green light had haunted his dreams again. He was slumped over his plate, slowly stirring a bowl of porridge he had no intention of eating, while Ron and Hermione argued about the schedule.
"We have Double Potions with the Slytherins first thing," Ron groaned, rubbing his face. "Snape’s going to be in a foul mood, I just know it. He’s probably spent the whole summer inventing new ways to fail us."
"Don't be dramatic, Ron," Hermione said, though she looked equally stressed as she organized her color-coded timetable. "We just need to focus. This is our OWL year. Everything counts."
A synchronized rustle of wings echoed from the high, vaulted rafters as the morning mail arrived. Hundreds of owls flooded the hall, dropping copies of the Daily Prophet, care packages, and letters into the laps of eager students. Harry didn't expect anything—Hedwig was currently resting in the owlery, and Sirius had been ordered to keep a low profile—so he was thoroughly startled when a massive, jet-black eagle owl swooped down.
The bird was magnificent, with fierce amber eyes and feathers that looked like polished obsidian. It completely bypassed Ron’s plate, landed with a heavy thud right in front of Harry’s bowl, and extended a leg.
Tucked into the leather strap was a heavy, thick roll of parchment, sealed with dark red wax bearing a crest Harry didn't recognize.
"Who’s that from?" Ron asked, his hand pausing halfway to his mouth with a piece of toast. "Looks expensive. Like Malfoy-level expensive."
Harry carefully untied the letter. The moment the parchment cleared the owl's leg, the bird gave a sharp, regal screech, snapped its beak at Ron’s toast, and took off back toward the rafters without waiting for a treat.
"Rude bird," Ron muttered.
Harry broke the red wax seal and unrolled the parchment. The handwriting inside instantly made his breath hitch. It wasn't the neat, elegant script taught in British wizarding schools. It was thick, slightly cramped, and slanted aggressively to the left, written with a heavy hand that had pressed so hard into the paper it left indentations on the back.