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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    An alternative universe where Shane Hollander is on a hockey scholarship at McGill University — the same college med student Ilya Rozanov happens to attend. They have kinky transgender sex and fall in love.

    You can read these as standalone fics, although they take place in chronological order and follow the same characters. The context is just ‘college AU’.

    I write these as a trans guy who also has kinky transgender sex. I wanted to provide my insight on T4T to the HR fandom, as a lot of transgender Hollanov fics were not written by trans people at the time I started writing this AU. We should all have more kinky transgender sex.

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    02 May 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    02 May 2026

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    “Are you sure it is even mine?”

    Hollander seemed genuinely hurt by the suggestion, his big dark eyes fixed on the tiled flooring at Ilya’s feet. For a moment, he looked like he was about to cry again. “It doesn’t matter if it’s yours... Which it is, by the way. You fucking asshole,” he twitched. “But it’s not like we’re together. Whatever choice I make, I wouldn’t ask anything of you.”

    “Good.” Ilya kind of felt like he was going to cry too now. He wasn’t quite sure why. “I’m glad you know this.”

    “Fine.”

    “Fine.”

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    01 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Here in the light those eyes of his look real, staring Jacob down like a railgun locked on a target. Jacob’s never been much for religion or spent much time thinking about an afterlife. But being caught in the crosshairs of that cold, indifferent gaze sure raises the question about whether humans have a soul, and if they do, what happens to it when you die.

     

    And if you can ever get it back.

     

    The twists and turns of ME2, through the eyes of everyone but Commander Shepard.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Ilya dropped to his knees.

    The hardwood pressed sharply against him. Humility burned hot across his cheeks, but he forced himself to focus on Shane, who now looked absolutely horrified.

    “What? No. Get up,” Shane demanded.

    “No, no, is right grovelling position. I Googled it,” Ilya insisted quickly.

    “I fucked up. I broke us. I am so sorry. Take me back please.”

    (or Ilya’s humorous attempts at wooing back his ex.)

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    16 Apr 2026