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    "But it hadn't been just once. Instead of getting Shane out of his system he learned that his body just seemed to crave more, more, more. He wanted Shane all the fucking time. And not just to fuck, although he wanted that too. He wanted Shane’s tired mornings and boring evenings.

    And fuck, is Shane boring.

    But boring in a way that Ilya found himself craving over and over again.

    Ilya's life has always been a series of chaotic events. His body has adapted to instability. It is now a foundation for his survival. Chaos is his set point, his normal, and what he craves.

    Somewhere along the way between his mother's death, his father's cruel hand, and learning to hide parts of himself with other boys in storage closets and bathrooms, his brain learned to accept that danger and turmoil are comforting - a kind of normal that he can comprehend."

     

    Or, Shane realizes that Ilya's never been on a date and that nobody has done anything romantic for him before, so he rectifies that. #IlyaRozanovIsLoved

    While Ilya is working through his feelings, it's very light on the angst. No fighting between them just cuteness.

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