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His heart felt as if it would burst any minute, not because he felt happy or loved but because he felt alone and heartbroken. He chocked up a sob, he knows he shouldn't be focusing on him right now and focus on getting to where he needs to be ,but he couldn't think of anything else besides the carrot boy who got under his skin. The boy who actually made him feel something besides fear all the time the boy that taught him to love. He remembers when they first met all Ian was to him was a fuck and a warm mouth to stick his dick in, but he became so much more to him. Mickey some times wishes that he didn't so he wouldn't have to feel this pain anymore. Mickey had never felt love or such strong emotions before he met Ian. Now he is alone and heartbroken.