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    Summary

    The thing is, Seokmin would really, really like a kiss.

    A story of fever dreams, obsessive list making, a broken team ring, and the terrible realisation that wanting a life is not the same as wanting someone real. Fortunately, Seokmin is not alone. Chan is the key - but every member could be a refuge, mirror and source of desire.

    “Of course there have been people in the past.” Seokmin shrugs. “Nothing serious but, well, you know how it is."
    “Seokmin…” Joshua runs a hand through his hair. “Stop. Think about this for a minute. Have you ever actually wanted someone real? I don’t mean the idea of it. I’m talking about a real person.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,630
    Chapters:
    10/22
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    16
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    4
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