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1. I Am Now the Sun, the One Gone With the Stars by inasahime

   Fandoms: Hetalia (Anime & Manga)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   13 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • America/Japan (Hetalia)
   • Background Greece/Turkey (Hetalia)
   • Hungary & Liechtenstein (Hetalia)
   • Japan (Hetalia)
   • America (Hetalia)
   • Greece (Hetalia)
   • Turkey (Hetalia)
   • China (Hetalia)
   • Austria (Hetalia)
   • France (Hetalia)
   • Hungary (Hetalia)
   • Liechtenstein (Hetalia)
   • High-Control Groups
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Harassment
   • Implied/Referenced Racism/Orientalism
   • Healing
   • Trauma Recovery
   • Pining
   • Secret Admirer
   • it's implied Kiku will get to know Alfred
   • none of the members who stayed behind are Hetalia characters
   • none of the misconduct is by them either

   Summary

   After being led away from the outside world by age 15, adult Kiku Honda later realized that he had joined an abusive high-control group (a cult) that sought to recruit more members from around the world. Formerly the leader's most love-bombed and guaranteed-for-life supporter, his unwavering belief and loyalty disintegrated when ostracized high-ranking members secretly contacted him. Grappling with the isolation within isolation, as the cult effectively dies out, his only remaining hope, and struggle, is freedom back on the outside.

   In support of Sayuri Ogawa and other cult survivors and anti-cult activists. A reflection.

   ─⭒─⭒─⭒─ ⊹ ࣪ ⋆;☀︎.ೃ*･⊹ ࣪ ─⭒─⭒─⭒─

   "Like with a sword unsheathed in the sunlight, Kiku had severed himself forever."

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