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hi
my dad bought me a laptop for my birthday so i'm gonna use this to write stuff down cuz i have rlly bad memory sometimes
i will probably write about my days on here
well enough w the preamble I'm probably not even showing anyone this
yesterday was my birthday
i should've been happy but idk
my mom kept on talking about me and my evolution
i hate birthdays because they remind me one day I have to evolve
my parents are both sure i'll be a sylveon
because in my hair theres very small feelers
i guess its inevitable
i kind of thought i'd become an umbreon like my father :I
something cool and powerful
not a sylveon
i mean
they're cool i guess but like
that's not me
i'm not feminine and charming
like how Sylveon are meant to be
i want to be cool and intimidating
like my dad
sometimes my mom jokes he shouldvce been a leafeon because of how muhc he smokes
i don't think that's very funny but who am i to say
anwyays
a coiple days ago some of my friends told me to try rare candy because m ybday was coming up
i said no cuz I DONT WANT to evovle
i always tell them this its so annoying
they've already started taking it
at least they like what they're destined to evolve into
Whenever i look in the mirror i don't see
a sylveon
or espeon
or anything feminine
my parents were always so caught up making sure i'd evolve into something pretty because I'm their beautiful daughter
i wish i could just isolate myself and stop time so i didn't have to evolve
i tried to rip my feelers off and then i got a headache and cried for an hour
it hurt so bad
i thought these things happened after evolution and not before tho
idk why i already have feelers but my parents are always gushing over it and excited to see me evolve into a sylveon
i dontg want to.
i don't want to evolve yet
iknow i have to wait until around 17 ish to evolve anyways but still
thats only like 5 years
And with the early signs of evolving I'm already showing
it will probably happen sooner rather than later
One thing i am a little excited for is the magic i'll get
i hope people at school like me more when I evolve
If not i can make them like me with my feelers :P
ive been reading up on the different evolution paths an eevee-born can take
i was almost certain I'd become a flareon
i fit the criteria perfectly
whenever i'm mad i flare up with anger
and i'm mean to others :(
Flareon are intense like that
more like me than a sylveon would ever be
i still want to become an umbreon though
evolution doesn't really seem to be hereditary
so my mother being a sylveon and my dad being an umbreon doesn't really affect anything
i wish my parents never discovered the feelers
i remember i was lying in bed and my mom woke me up for school
started forcefully brushing my hair like always
even though she knows i hate it
and then i started to cry because something really hurt
then she stopped brushing my hair suddenly
and she found them
the feelers
barely 3 inches
and she freaked out
'wow my daughter will become a sylveon just like me''
it kind of surprised me to this day that my moms a sylveon
i don't really know why though
but back on topic
she immediately raved to my dad abt it
then he got all excited too and wanted to see the spectacle himself
then i had two full grown adults staring in awe at their child
thats mostly why I hate having feelers
gives me extra attention i really could do without
and makes me seem girly and week
i don't know why I don't like being feminine
because i am a girl
i just
dont like it?? idk
moms calling for dinner
ill write tomorrow maybe