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1. why are these things that I'm feeling? by ashphalt_inhal3r

   Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   11 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Underage Sex
   • Todd Anderson/Neil Perry
   • Neil Perry & The Poets (Dead Poets Society)
   • Todd Anderson & Neil Perry
   • John Keating & Neil Perry
   • John Keating & Todd Anderson & Neil Perry
   • Neil Perry & Castmates
   • Todd Anderson
   • Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society)
   • John Keating
   • Neil's Castmates
   • Fluff
   • Fluff and Smut
   • Porn with Plot
   • Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
   • Takes place directly after Neil's play
   • Neil Perry Is Obsessed With Todd Anderson
   • Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society) Lives
   • Neil Perry's Father Doesn't See The Play
   • Neil's castmates humiliate him in front of Todd
   • Father Figure John Keating
   • John Keating is an ally
   • Top Neil Perry
   • Light Dom/sub
   • but barely any
   • Bratty Todd Anderson
   • Author Projecting onto Todd Anderson
   • Comedic Elements
   • no beta we die like neil perry
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Impulsive Sex
   • First Kiss
   • First Time
   • Neil Perry is bullied
   • But in a fun way!
   • Author can't think of a good title
   • so ignore it
   • Switch Todd Anderson
   • Submissive Neil Perry
   • neil perry has a praise kink
   • Neil Perry Has a Minor Degration Kink
   • Domanate Todd Anderson
   • But they switch a lot
   • Awkwardness
   • Homosexual Looks

   Summary

   Neil's father never ends up coming to the show. Instead, poor Neil Perry had his Todd-centered mind put on full blast by his fellow castmates in front of Todd. The two boys don't know how to deal with this newfound revelation, and now they have to work through balancing their friendship and an unforgettable night.

   TLDR;
   Neil's castmates expose his Todd obsession. They fuck. Yum. Now they deal with the consequences of this!

   (i can't write a summary for the life of me, but I swear it's good.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   13,079

   Chapters:

   3/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   75

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