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1. and so will you soon i suppose by mojo_da_jojo

   Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Essek Thelyss/Caleb Widogast
   • Caleb Widogast
   • Essek Thelyss
   • background Mighty Nein - Character
   • SPOILERS for Projekt Funball (Berlin One-Shot)
   • Trans Essek Thelyss
   • Biting
   • Face Slapping
   • Dom Essek Thelyss
   • Sub Caleb Widogast
   • (but they're both switches in my head)
   • Riding
   • Penis in Vagina Sex
   • Cunnilingus
   • Face-Fucking
   • these tags make this seem a lot kinkier than it is
   • But YMMV
   • Fandom-Typical Lifespan Angst
   • Caleb-Typical Suicidal Ideation
   • The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • the wizards aren't okay but they are trying
   • sometimes you have to fuck it out first
   • let's see what did I forget
   • Orgasm Denial
   • Crying After Sex
   • Hair-pulling
   • Felching
   • i guess
   • Grief/Mourning
   • well it’s grief-borrowing really
   • which in this case is just a fancier term for lifespan angst tbh

   Summary

   "I wasn't... afraid," Essek says. "I don't think the reality of it had hit me yet; it all happened so quickly, and there wasn't time to..."

   "You haven't lost me yet, dear one," Caleb says, trying to reassure him, but Essek's shoulders sag.

   "I will, though," he whispers, and Caleb feels something sick and ugly making itself known in his chest. "I will, someday. Won't I?"

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