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1. the angels must be dead. by lostinthe_rain

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   08 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dean Winchester & God
   • Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester & John Winchester
   • John Winchester & Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester & Sonny
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • John Winchester
   • Bobby Singer (Mentioned)
   • Sonny (Supernatural: Bad Boys)
   • John Winchester’s A+ parenting
   • Abusive John Winchester
   • Parentified Dean Winchester
   • Flagstaff
   • Teenchesters
   • Young Winchesters
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Pre-Season/Series 01
   • Corporal Punishment
   • Protective Dean Winchester
   • Flagstaff Arizona (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester Has an Eating Disorder
   • Whump
   • Atheist Dean Winchester
   • Mostly Canon Compliant
   • Dean Winchester Needs a Hug
   • Author Has Only Seen Up To Season Ten
   • Episode: s05e16 Dark Side of the Moon (Supernatural)
   • Episode: s09e07 Bad Boys (Supernatural)
   • Sonny's Home For Boys (Supernatural)
   • 5+1 Things
   • Dean Winchester's Toxic Masculinity
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • minor animal death

   Summary

   "Dear God, Dear Angels, Dear Whatever Good Force That Might Be Listening? Please help my brother, please let him be safe, let him be okay. Please help me find him?"

   or

   5 times Dean hoped God might exist and 1 time Dean knew that he didn’t (at least not the God people believe in).

   or

   What Dean goes through when Sam runs away to Flagstaff on his watch.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,212

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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