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1. if you showed me your heart, would my name still be in it now by Strawberrysmilees

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Love Confessions
   • Confessions
   • Mutual Pining
   • Idiots in Love
   • Miscommunication
   • Marriage of Convenience
   • Near miss Green card wedding
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Rivals to Friends to Lovers
   • idiots to lovers
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Yearning
   • Pining
   • Hoping
   • lil sprinkle of angst
   • Because Shane is a negative nancy
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Making Out
   • Not a songfic but like the emotional successor of a song fic
   • Shane hollander thinks hes going to his emotional execution
   • Shane all in his head about literally everything all the time
   • Pre-mourning something to find that it isn’t dead
   • shane doesn’t get a concussion
   • Canon divergence no will you come to my cottage this summer (yet)
   • Canon divergence episode 5
   • Post Tampa pre Scott hunter and the big damn kiss canon divergence
   • They are even worse at communications in this one than the canon
   • How? You ask
   • Click here to find out lmao
   • Guys just fucking talk please
   • and then they do
   • Emotional consipation

   Summary

   And maybe after a while, that’s all it would be. A name etched in the walls of his heart that he could keep to himself, and trace whenever it ached. A one point in time, love of his life . Something he could just wonder about, and miss quietly all on his own. Only from time to time, a thought and a dream.

   Nothing more than that.

   [Or, Shane goes to Boston for Ilya Rozanov’s wedding. He tells himself all he has to do is smile, say congratulations, and survive the whys of it all.]

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