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1. i'll be gone so long before the anger comes by junenik

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov's Therapist
   • Ilya Rozanov Has Feelings
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Mild Hurt/Comfort
   • References to Depression
   • Dementia
   • or is it Alzheimer's i dont know
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Post-Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers)
   • company makes milions i make a dime so i write fanfic on company time
   • just kidding
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • not explicitly mentioned but i wrote him with it in mind
   • i write therefore he is
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Author took months to write this measly little oneshot
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Noah Kahan's Music
   • Romance isn't dead
   • or at least not in fanfiction
   • Fuck AI - No AI used for this Work
   • this slop is organic
   • Wattpad users DNI
   • Thee who disrespects the smut shall not enjoy the fluff

   Summary

   Dear Diary,

   this is absolutely stupid.

   And boring.

    

   or: Ilya faces the reality of maybe inheriting both of his parents illnesses, what follows is lots of sickeningly sweet comfort and a bit of angst

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   English

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