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1. When its cold i'd like to die by miss_moonlight1997

   Fandoms: Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   15 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Jesper Fahey/Wylan Van Eck
   • Kaz Brekker & Jesper Fahey & Inej Ghafa & Matthias Helvar & Wylan Van Eck & Nina Zenik
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Kaz Brekker/Inej Ghafa
   • Matthias Helvar/Nina Zenik
   • Wylan Van Eck
   • Jesper Fahey
   • Inej Ghafa
   • Kaz Brekker
   • Nina Zenik
   • Matthias Helvar
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Wylan Van Eck Identity Reveal
   • Wylan Van Eck Needs a Hug
   • POV Wylan Van Eck
   • Jesper Fahey Loves Wylan Van Eck
   • Hurt Wylan Van Eck
   • Serious Injuries
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Harm
   • Disordered Eating
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Depression
   • Nightmares
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Near Death Experiences
   • Implied/Referenced Torture
   • Wylan Van Eck Loves Jesper Fahey
   • BAMF Wylan Van Eck
   • (at least I tried)
   • i love you wylan im sorry
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • Both at the same time
   • I Made Myself Cry
   • I Don't Even Know
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Kidnapping
   • Wylan Van Eck-centric
   • POV Jesper Fahey
   • Jesper Fahey Needs a Hug
   • everyone will get hugged
   • Sickfic
   • Kinda?
   • Angst
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • You can pry italics out of my cold dead hands

   Summary

   Wylan should have known it was too good to be true.

   Good things never happened to him, much less stayed good for long.

   He should have known that this, too, shall pass, leaving him bruised and aching from the impact of the soft comfort of it all being stripped away from him at once, like a bandage being ripped off raw skin.

   Or; my attempt at a showverse van eck reveal "one shot" that somehow turned into a full-length kidnapping fic... enjoy! :)
   P.S- also, there's a playlist

   Language:

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