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Maybe in another life , my dear "friend"

Summary:

Gay dude is depressed and hates himself boohoo so sad

 

What am i doing with my life

Notes:

Pls note that these are REAL people and i did get consent to write ts so PLEASE be mindfull

 

Btw keep in mind ts is rushed so it may or may not be my best work

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: Stop haunting my mind

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*Beep...Beep...Beep*

"Argh wha-what time is it?"Jenson looked at his clock "4:10 bet i'mma head back to sleep"he thought internally .

*BEEP BEEP BEEP*
"okay fine bro I'll wake up"jenson grunted unwillingly.

As jenson started to get ready for school a thought slowly crept up his mind "what was Owen now?" I mean it's only normal since they hadn't talk in like about a year now but why now ?

"im such a chud bro"jenson scoffed to himself . But what was Owen doing , after they separated from primary school they hadn't contacted in a while , was he okay ?, did he continue his ping pong championship ?, did he miss him as much as he did?

Overwhelming thoughts about Owen began to swarm his head as he began to cry.

Gosh he really was pathetic, thinking about him until now.

"Never mind i need to get my shit back together " Jenson muttered under his breath .

The rest of the day gone by with a blur , he could barely make out what was happening . All his thoughts were about one person , Owen. Why couldn't he leave him alone after so long .

Jenson felt almost hollow, he didn't want to talk , he didn't want to eat when lunch came by , he was oddly quiet today and his friends noticed that.

"Jenson ? Helllo~ is anybody there?"

A voice rang out that FINALLY seemed to wake him up from his trance.

"Oh uh yeah sorry what where you saying ?"Jenson apologized despite not knowing what happened . "Nothing much bro it's just that you didn't seem like you were okay and me and Wen Xuan are worried for you"his friend Clement said .

Ohh yeah he actually had friends ."Yeah bro you seemed unresponsive the whole day ,you alright ?"asked Wen Xuan who was somehow their senior even tho they were the same age.

"Uhh yeah dw I'm fine"Jenson hurriedly said that sounded more like a poorly made excuse ."Whatever you say bro just know that me and Clement will be here if you need us"Wen Xuan said.

"Yeah thanks guys"Jenson sighed in relief ,atleast he had people to count on.

But that didn't stop his wondering mind , I mean how was he doing after all this time ?

Jenson recalled that when they were still in the same class Owen told him that his ping pong championship was coming up , deep in his heart he wished the best for his friend but god did he miss him.

"Ughh I should've asked for his number" Jenson sighed inwardly . But that's no use now is it ? Their friendship has drifted too far apart and the only thing that's holding them together is the memories they made.