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1. Catch Me Trying to Find My Way into Your Heart, From Under Your Skin by Puppydyke

   Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Mello | Mihael Keehl/Near | Nate River
   • Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Near | Nate River
   • Alternate Universe-Mello Lives
   • Alive Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Post-Kira Investigation (Death Note)
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • (Mello's death is portrayed as intentional)
   • Depression
   • mentions of hallucinations
   • Eventual Smut
   • Masturbation
   • not beta read we die like matt
   • Possessive Sex
   • Kidnapping Fantasys
   • mentions of bondage
   • (mello mentions how he wants to kidnap and keep near as a pet)
   • Pet Play
   • mentions of a gun kink
   • mentions of masochism
   • Under-negotiated Kink
   • Consensual but Not Safe or Sane
   • Predator/Prey
   • Dom/sub
   • Top Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Bottom Near | Nate River
   • Dom Mello
   • Sub Near
   • Choking Kink
   • for like two seconds
   • Premature Ejaculation
   • sorta - Freeform
   • Trans Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Character Has Had Bottom Surgery
   • (Mello)
   • Character Has Had Top Surgery
   • (Mello again)
   • Trans Near | Nate River
   • Near is not medically transitioned and doesn't plan to
   • Near's genitals and chest are referred to as "cunt" and "breasts"

   Summary

   Rester leaves Near in the doorway of his suite after helping Near unlock the door. Near watches Rester as he turns the corner and goes out of sight before letting himself in. He lets the door shut behind him and starts heading over to his bedroom.

   “You forgot to lock the door.”

   Near almost jumps out of his damn skin as his head instinctively pivots to the source of the voice.

   And before him is an angel, or a miraculous ghost, or a terrible mirage. Leather on leather covering pale skin, silver painted lips, wide and intense eyes, icy blond hair, and the distinct crack of the chocolate bar as his leather covered hands bring it to his mouth. Mello. Mello leaning against his kitchen counter.

   ****

   Or Mello survives and him and Near have a very emotional reunion.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

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