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1. listen, lose this number by ingydar

   Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   27 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Matt Johnson/Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Emilia Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Erik Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Original Characters
   • Family Drama
   • Family Reunions
   • Transfem Matt Johnson
   • transfem jay mccarrol
   • Arguing
   • Jealousy
   • Internalized Transphobia
   • Hand Jobs
   • Blow Jobs
   • Semi-Public Sex
   • pillow humping
   • Anal Sex
   • Switching
   • POV Alternating
   • Sub Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • post movie timeline but the events of the movie did not happen
   • aka this takes place in 2026
   • can be read as a standalone but there are some callbacks to previous fics in the series

   Summary

   “Oh, excuse me,” she says, blonde hair down to her collarbones, big shiny eyes. She’s just like she used to be, but older. 

   OR: The last time Jay saw Emilia was nearly two decades ago.

   Series

   • Part 3 of a quick glimpse of heaven, forgetting her headlights are on

   Language:

   English

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   15,832

   Chapters:

   2/2

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