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1. kiss me like you wanna be loved by lovingwriterr

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
   • Touch-Starved
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Shane is touch-starved and thinks he's weird for that
   • Shane Hollander needs his kisses
   • make that a tag please
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Short & Sweet
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • he just really loves him and Shane loves him and I love writing about that
   • I just really love my hurt/comfort okay
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Established Relationship
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Mental Health Issues

   Summary

   Shane takes a deep breath and tries to calm down. "I'm just... I like kissing. Like a lot. With you. And sometimes I just want to kiss. Make out, whatever. I just feel like- is that weird? To like it so much?"  

   Ilya's heart squeezes in his chest. He wraps his both hands around Shane's neck and presses Shane against him. 

   "Moy pomodor, my love, my life, you silly little thing", he murmurs and kisses the top of Shane's head. "Of course it's not weird. Why were you nervous about that?"  

   He can physically feel Shane relax against him, as if someone cut off all the strings attached to his body. Shane lets out a huff of laugh and mumbles: "I don't know. I know I'm weird sometimes." 

   or, at the beginning of their relationship, Shane feels insecure for needing kisses and touches. Ilya comforts him. (Shane is just a small, autistic little bean and Ilya loves him dearly)

   Edit. Added chapter 2!

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