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1. when my baby goes away by mollyelle

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Troy Barrett
   • Harris Drover
   • Mentions of various Ottawa Centaurs
   • Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)
   • Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Separation Anxiety
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Coming Out
   • Blow Jobs
   • Anal Fingering
   • Masturbation
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Shane Hollander Calls Ilya Rozanov "Baby"
   • Established Relationship
   • Long-Distance Relationship
   • Emotional Intimacy
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • Soft Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Miscommunication
   • Sad with a Happy Ending

   Summary

   “The days go by like pages in a flip book, barely changing, until one day, there are a few that reveal something magnificent in the form of his boyfriend. And then the pages keep flipping and Shane is gone again. And with him go the colors until Ottawa is just a static sea of gray from practice to home to games and repeat.”

   or, what happens when you finally stop running? Ilya Rozanov finds out it’s not as easy as he once believed.

   Series

   • Part 1 of the hollander-rozanov guide to mental health

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   English

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