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The bracelet burned.
Not literally-Father had been careful about that, even as the madness crept in around the edges of his mind like tea stains on white linen. No, it was more of a warmth, a persistent pulse against my wrist that made my skin prickle with awareness. A reminder. A warning.
One month.
I tugged my sleeve down further, even though no one in Remedial Goodness 101 was paying attention to me. They never did. That was the point of being neutral-invisible, unremarkable, just another VK trying to fade into the backdrop of Auradon Prep's obnoxiously cheerful halls.
Fairy Godmother was going on about the importance of "inner beauty" and "true love's kiss," and I found myself digging my nails into my palm to keep from laughing. Or screaming. It was hard to tell the difference anymore, especially with the memories pressing against the inside of my skull like butterflies trapped in a jar.
Memories that weren't mine. Except they were.
In the original timeline-the one Red and Chloe had shattered like a porcelain teacup-I'd been little. Not hiding, not pretending, not choking down bitter tea every morning until my tongue went numb. Just... little. Loved. Free.
Father had been different too. Pre-madness, pre-Isle, pre-everything. He'd made the bracelet for me with steady hands and a sound mind, each gem carefully selected for its properties. Amethyst for calm. Moonstone for balance. Rose quartz for-
I shoved the thought away, focusing instead on the steady thrum of magic bleeding through the bracelet's matrix. It was working harder now, burning through its reserves to keep me upright, focused, big. But magic had limits, even Wonderland magic.
Especially when memories that shouldn't exist kept flooding in like a tide I couldn't stop.
"Mr. Hatter?"
I blinked, realizing Fairy Godmother was staring at me with that concerned, slightly pitying expression that made my teeth ache. Around me, the other students had turned to look-including Hazel Hook. Even three rows back, her dark eyes sharp with the same protective instinct that kept the Smee twins glued to her side.
Squeaky and Squirmy. Known middles, safe under Hook protection. They didn't have to hide what they were, and didn't have to pretend. Hazel's caregiver instincts were legendary, even on the Isle where such things were supposed to be weaknesses and all magic blocked.
She'd never noticed me, though. Too busy with her boys, and I was-I had always been-very, very good at hiding.
"Yes, ma'am?" I kept my voice level, disinterested. Neutral.
"I asked if you had any thoughts on today's lesson about compassion?"
Compassion. Right. The thing Auradon claimed to have in abundance, except when it came to actually respecting people.
I'd seen how they treated littles here. Like precious, fragile things that needed to be wrapped in cotton wool and locked away from anything remotely challenging. No scary classes. No independence. You dropped once in public, showed even a hint of regression, and suddenly you were property-shipped off to the nearest caregiver or protector with enough social standing to "keep you safe."
Never mind what you wanted. Never mind your own autonomy.
In Wonderland I remembered, it was different. The magic in the land itself provided protection, woven into the very air and earth and madness that made it home. Littles could live independently, make their own choices, exist as full people whether they were big or small. They just had to check in with a doctor every so often-paid for by the Queen herself-and otherwise, they were free.
That's why most of Auradon's littles fled there the moment they were old enough. Why Wonderland's borders stayed sovereign and separate, untouchable even by Auradon's reaching hands.
What I would give to grow up there, in that other timeline. To be loved. Accepted. Whole.
"Compassion is important," I said flatly, giving the Fairy Godmother what she wanted. "It means thinking about other people's feelings."
She beamed like I'd just discovered fire. "Exactly! And how might we show compassion to-"
The bracelet pulsed again, harder this time, and I lost the thread of her lecture entirely.
One month.
The math was simple, even for someone whose thoughts were increasingly occupied by flashes of a life I'd never lived. Five months since the last time I'd locked myself in an abandoned classroom during winter break, when the school was empty and no one would hear. Five months since I'd let myself drop, just for a few hours, just enough to take the edge off the need that built up like pressure behind a dam.
Three months until I would reasonably make it happen again.
Except the bracelet was already warning me. Already struggling. And the memories-his memories, the other Max's memories-were making everything worse. They leaked through at the worst times, showing me what I should have had. A father who braided my hair when I was small. A Wonderland cottage with mushroom-shaped chairs scaled to little hands. Freedom to be exactly who I was without fear or shame or bitter tea burning down my throat every cursed morning.
The Isle had been bad enough *without* magic.
The barrier choked everything. No wild surges, no Wonderland hum in the dirt, just this constant, itchy *static* under my skin. My little magic had nowhere to go, so it curled in on itself, cramped in tiny, painful knots. The bracelet had to do all the work on its own-no ambient current to lean on, no land to offload into-just my father’s spell grinding away day after day to keep me big enough to pass. It wore grooves into me, literal and otherwise.
Then we came here.
Auradon’s magic is… domesticated. Polite. It lives in wands and streetlamps and enchanted textbooks, not in the cracks between cobblestones. It watched me and tutted, but it didn’t *reach* for me.
Wonderland did.
And after that trip-after that stupid machine forced those memories through my skull like film projected onto the back of my eyes-Wonderland’s magic didn’t just feel like a story anymore. It felt… live. Present. Like something that had once been wrapped around me had been yanked away and now both of us were aware of the gap.
Ever since that nightmare carousel of visions, I couldn’t stop feeling it.
Not all the time. Not clearly. But in flashes.
The way the air in certain corners of campus tasted just a bit too sharp, Wonderland‑sharp, like it was trying to bleed through. How shadows sometimes went the wrong direction for a heartbeat. How, when I was very, very tired, the ground under my feet almost, almost remembered being a chessboard instead of polished stone.
My own magic responded.
The bracelet had been built to contain one reality: littlebrain on the Isle. No outlet, no backup singers. Just it and me and the tea. Now it was trying to sit on *two* sets of rules at once—the Auradon version of me and the Wonderland version crashing into each other in my veins.
It kept slipping.
A tiny puff of color here. A too‑long hover of a pen there. Glimmers at the edge of things like the world was a page I’d started doodling in and couldn’t quite stop.
That damn machine hadn’t just given me someone else’s childhood.
It had woken up a piece of land that missed me.
And that land’s magic, even diluted through memory and distance, kept brushing against mine like an old friend I wasn’t supposed to talk to in public.
Kept me on my toes. Kept me *buzzing.* A new edge on top of all the old ones I was barely containing.
The bracelet was fighting on three fronts now: Isle scars, Auradon expectations, Wonderland echoes.
No wonder it pulsed like it was in pain.
The bracelet was warning me. I was struggling. And the memories-his.
That Max had never learned to hide. Had never needed to.
This Max-me-I'd grown up on the Isle of the Lost, where being little meant being prey, even without magic. Where weakness was currency you couldn't afford to spend. Father had still made the bracelet, in those last lucid moments before the madness took him completely, but it was a survival tool. A way to compress everything dangerous and vulnerable into something small enough to hide behind a neutral smile.
The Isle VKs had formed our own codes, our own protection. Hazel and her siblings, the Smee twins, even some of the meaner ones-we'd learned that survival meant watching each other's backs in ways our parents never had. Kindness as rebellion. Family by choice rather than blood.
But I'd never told them. Never let Hazel's caregiver instincts turn my direction, never given Squeaky and Squirmy someone to recognize themselves in. It was easier this way. Safer. she already had her hands full with two middles who dropped openly, who needed her attention and care. She didn't need a third project, especially one who'd been hiding for so long that the secret had become part of his bones.
And maybe-maybe I didn't want to see the pity in her eyes when she realized. Didn't want to become another responsibility in a world that already tried to strip littles of everything that made them people.
"-Mr. Hatter, are you feeling alright?"
Fairy Godmother was closer now, her expression shifting from pleased to concerned, and I realized I'd been staring at nothing for too long. Several students were whispering. Hazel had half-risen from her seat, that protective instinct flickering across her face.
No. No, no, no-
"I'm fine," I said, sharper than intended. "Just tired. Didn't sleep well."
It wasn't even a lie. Sleep had become a minefield of memories lately-mine and not-mine tangled together until I woke up unsure which version of my father I'd been dreaming about. The mad one who muttered about time and teacups, or the gentle one who'd never existed in my timeline but felt real enough to make my chest ache.
Fairy Godmother's expression softened into something even worse than pity-understanding. "Of course, dear. The transition to Auradon can be difficult for you Isle children. Perhaps you should visit the counselor? We have excellent resources for-"
"I'm good." I stood up, gathering my books with mechanical precision. "May I be excused? I have-homework."
The bell hadn't rung yet, but Fairy Godmother nodded, damned Caregiver probably thinking she'd overwhelmed me with too much goodness at once. As if the problem was adjustment and not the fact that my father's last gift was failing and I had thirty days to figure out what to do when it finally gave out completely.
I felt Hazel's eyes on me as I left, but she didn't follow. She had the twins to think about, and besides, I'd gotten good at deflecting her attention. A skill I'd honed over years of careful neutrality.
The hallway was blessedly empty between classes, all pristine white marble and paintings of happy endings. Everything in Auradon was so aggressively cheerful, like they'd never considered that some stories didn't end with true love's kiss and happily ever after.
I made it to my dorm before the trembling started.
My room was small but private-one of the few benefits of being a scholarship student who'd tested well enough to skip the shared housing. I locked the door, checked it twice, then collapsed onto the bed and finally, finally let myself look at the bracelet properly.
The gems had dimmed. Not much, not enough for anyone else to notice, but I'd been watching them for years. Tracking their light like a countdown clock. The amethyst was nearly gray at its center, the moonstone's glow flickering like a candle in the wind.
One month.
Maybe less, if the memories kept pushing through. They were getting stronger, more insistent. This morning I'd reached for bitter tea automatically and had a flash of other-Max's revulsion-why would anyone choose that, choose to suppress something so fundamental? And for a moment, a terrible moment, I'd agreed with him.
That was dangerous. That was how the bracelet lost its hold.
I pressed my palm against the stones, feeling their warmth, their lingering magic, their traces of love. Even mad, even losing himself piece by piece, Father had made this for me. Had tried to give me a chance at survival in a world that would have destroyed me otherwise.
The Isle had no protections for littles. None. I'd seen what happened to the ones who couldn't hide it-Gaston's nephew who'd been little before. But once Gaston had decided that weakness needed to be "trained out." I didn't know what happened to that kid. No one talked about it.
So I've learned. Bitter tea every morning, the bracelet's magic reinforcing my walls, carefully constructed neutrality that kept me off everyone's radar. And it worked. I'd survived the Isle, made it to Auradon, kept my secret locked down tight.
But the timeline change had fractured everything. It gave me memories of a version of myself who'd never had to hide, never had to be afraid. Who'd been little and safe and loved in ways I could barely comprehend.
And some traitorous part of me wanted that. I wanted it so badly I could taste it, sweet and impossible, nothing like bitter tea.
The bracelet pulsed against my skin.
One month.
I pulled my sleeve back down and stared at the ceiling, counting the cracks in the plaster.
Thirty days to figure out how to hide a drop in a school full of people trained to notice littles. Thirty days to reinforce walls that were already crumbling. Thirty days to keep being neutral, unremarkable, safe.
The bracelet hummed quietly against my wrist.
One month, 30 days, and the countdown had already begun.