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2026-08-04
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2026-08-04
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bittersweet memories(i love you to death)

Summary:

the diary of feliciano vargas as he grieves his first love as an adult.

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Chapter 1: why did you have to leave me?

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i thought i saw you today, when i was in walking in the street.
It was just ludwig.

he looks uncannily like you.
when he looks me in the eyes i want to sob

i keep thinking your here, i keep seeing you in every little person.
but your dead.

ill never see your face again.

but oh… i love you.

 

“i love you.” feliciano whispers, tears streaming down his chin.

“i cant remember what you look like. your face has slowly turned into a blur in my memory”

“im sorry.”
his voice cracks in between sobs.

“why am i forgetting your face?” feliciano cries, feeling sick to his stomach

“why cant i remember what you look like?” feliciano grips his stomach and curls up into a ball.

 

“holy rome.. why did you have to leave me?”