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1. despite all my faults by saturnjuice

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley's Family
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley's Mother
   • John "Soap" MacTavish's Family
   • gaz mentioned - Freeform
   • roach mentioned
   • price mentioned
   • nik mentioned
   • shared moment of weakness
   • unexplored/unrealized feelings
   • fellas
   • is it gay to cry in front of your superior
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • based loosely on CoD comics
   • Ghost (unfortunately) has a soft spot
   • soap breaks
   • Angry John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Not Beta Read
   • still got nobody to do the beta-ing
   • written entirely on my phone im sorry
   • wanted it to be more words but it did not happen
   • Oneshot
   • short fic
   • whumpy
   • Character Death Mentioned
   • sorry roach fans
   • gotta open that wound up
   • dialogue practice
   • not ai
   • i just really love em dashes
   • Fuck AI
   • if you use AI you’re dead to me
   • im an English major not a robot
   • Game: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare II (2022)
   • Author Has Played Call of Duty
   • author has technically played call of duty
   • this shit comes directly from my own human brain

   Summary

   Soap stayed there, eyes shut to the world, listening to the subtle sounds of Ghost’s presence. His voice was soft when he spoke. “Do you think I’ll make it to heaven?”
   “Is this about what that guy said to you?” Ghost sounded closer, as if he had laid back down too. Soap nodded, because he knew Ghost was watching him, and the heavy sigh that followed confirmed his suspicions. “Soap, you’re the reason I want to believe there is a heaven,”

   OR

   the boys discuss morality.

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