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1. crying, laughing, loving, lying by onthecrescentofthehill

   Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Aug 2026

   Tags

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   • Matt Johnson/Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Jared Raab (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Webseries era
   • Intoxication
   • jay gets sooo gay off that weed and whiskey
   • jay's alcoholic era
   • Shotgunning
   • Character Study
   • sixty percent of this is jay forming a singular thought
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Virgin Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Blood and Injury
   • i don't know how to explain that it's like funny and not that serious but gets pretty weird
   • Frottage

   Summary

   “Why haven’t you changed your passcode, man? If you don’t want me in your -” Matt looks up at Jay, his eyes wide with a terrifying, quiet anger that Jay rarely sees. “You’re the worst fucking person I know. Seriously.”

   “You know like, ten people.” Jay says. 

   “Okay? And there’s a Mariana Trench distance between number nine and you.” Matt drops Jay’s phone onto the concrete and shoves him. 
   --
   Jay fixates on Matt talking to some guy at a bar.

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