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1. When Will I Forgive My Heart for Always Getting Me in Trouble by Bellarose_004

   Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   14 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jude Bellingham/Erling Håland
   • Jude Bellingham
   • Erling Håland
   • Jobe Bellingham
   • Harry Kane (Men's Football RPF)
   • Declan Rice
   • Bukayo Saka
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Omega Jude Bellingham
   • Alpha Erling Håland
   • Alpha Jobe Bellingham
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • Single Parent Jude Bellingham
   • Slow Burn
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Trauma Recovery
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Protective Erling Håland
   • overprotective Jobe
   • Erling is the most sweetest and precious person ever
   • Jude Bellingham Needs a Hug
   • Love at First Sight
   • on Erling's part
   • Past Mpreg | Male Pregnancy
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Alternate Universe

   Summary

   Jude was frightened. He didn't like the familiar feeling creeping into his chest, it felt too much like the love that had gotten him hurt before. A single thought lingered in the back of his mind, 'Am I Ready?'

   Or: At sixteen, Jude Bellingham's life changed forever. Determined to build a better future for himself and his young son, he moves to Germany to play for Borussia Dortmund. Falling in love was never part of the plan-Especially not with the gentle Norwegian striker who slowly began to worm his way into his heart.

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   English

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