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1. I'm on the Edge by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Zane Boodram
   • Boyle (Game Changers)
   • Troy Barrett
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Angst
   • Angst and Feels
   • Heavy Angst
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Ottawa Centaurs Player Ilya Rozanov
   • Mentioned Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers)
   • Ilya Rozanov is Bad at Feelings
   • Ilya Rozanov is Bad at Communicating
   • Depression
   • References to Depression
   • Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Insecure Ilya Rozanov
   • Character Study
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Ilya Rozanov Whump

   Summary

   Ilya knows that he’s throwing Shane for a loop, because in time gone by this was the prime opportunity for Ilya to flip them, pin Shane to the wall with one hand tightly gripping Shane’s wrists, and shut him up firmly. But all he can do now is stare at Shane and think I miss you, I’ve missed you, I will keep missing you. It’s like his eyes and his mind are having two different conversations. His eyes see Shane, and fuck, it’s good – but his mind sees tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and finds them all lacking.

   Ilya isn’t doing so well during his first few months in Ottawa. He tries not to make a thing of it.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Anon is Mentally Still at the Cottage

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