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“I'm just thinking,” Andrea looked down at the folder, closed it and slipped the pen into the spine. “You could tell me all about your terrible lack of free time over dinner.”

Emily looked at her. Andrea met her eyes, this time zero ambiguity in them. Emily’s brain nevertheless selected the least useful possible interpretation.

“I barely have time to make dinner.”

Andrea said nothing.

Emily waited.

From the doorway, Bronwyn said, “Oh my God.”

OR

Roark wants a puppy. Emily wants peace and quiet. Bronwyn wants both her brother and mother to be less oblivious to the reality they're living in, one where it's abundantly clear what Andrea wants to anyone with a shred of common sense.

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The shelter was smaller than Emily had expected and considerably cleaner.

She had spent the journey there preparing herself for industrial flooring, persistent barking and the faint but unmistakable smell of wet dog. Instead, the building sat behind a row of plane trees in Westchester, low and modern, with broad windows and a reception area that looked as though somebody had commissioned an architect rather than reluctantly converted an abandoned municipal office. There were photographs of adopted animals along one wall, a bowl of wrapped sweets on the desk and, somewhere beyond the closed doors at the rear, the muffled commotion of dogs that could smell visitors.

Roark had been vibrating beside her since they got out of the car. Bronwyn had dropped into one of the reception chairs and was looking at her phone with the particular concentration of a teenager who wanted everybody present to understand that she had been brought here under protest.

“I still think a cat would have been better,” she said.

Roark turned on her. “But I wanted a dog and mum said it was my choice.”

Emily glanced between them. “If either of you intends to make me regret leaving Manhattan before eleven on a Saturday morning, I can have the car brought back.”

They both stopped. Roark folded his hands in front of himself with painful obedience as Bronwyn returned to her phone.

Emily had just begun wondering whether the reception desk was permanently unattended when a door at the back opened and a woman came through carrying a stack of folders against her chest.

She was tall. Dark hair pulled into a loose ponytail, jeans, battered trainers, grey T-shirt with the shelter logo printed over the chest. There was a pale streak of something down one thigh that Emily suspected was either dog saliva or cleaning fluid, neither possibility improving matters. She had no visible makeup and carried the folders badly enough that the top one began sliding before she reached the desk.

She caught it against her hip.

“Great. Professional.”

Roark laughed.

The woman looked over and immediately smiled at him.

“You must be Roark.”

She put the folders down with considerably less care than Emily would have liked from anybody apparently responsible for administrative records, then came around the desk.

“And Bronwyn?”

Bronwyn looked up. “That’s me.”

“And you must be Emily.”

Emily disliked the tiny pause before her name. “Yes.”

“I’m Andy.”

The woman held out her hand. Emily took it. Andy’s grip was warm and firm, and she looked directly at Emily while shaking her hand, which ought not to have been noteworthy. It became noteworthy when she continued looking for perhaps half a second after etiquette required it. Then she released her.

Right. Dog.”

Roark brightened so quickly it was almost alarming.

“Yes.”

“Excellent. Important question first. Have you ever had one?” Roark shook his head. “Okay. That’s fine. It just means I’m going to ask you approximately a million questions before I let you leave with anything that has four legs.”

Emily raised an eyebrow.

Andy looked at her. “Approximately.”

“I’m relieved there’s a limit.”

“There isn’t really.”

Bronwyn lowered her phone slightly. Andy seemed to take Emily’s expression as encouragement, which was her first obvious error of judgment.

“Come on. We’ll start in the quieter room before everybody in the kennels realises there are new people.”

She opened the door for them. Roark went first. Bronwyn followed after a deliberate delay. Emily stepped through last, and cursed innerly as Andy fell into pace beside her.

“So. Why now?”

Emily looked at Roark, who answered before she could.

“I got top marks.”

Andy glanced down at him. “That’s impressive.”

Roark visibly tried not to look too pleased with himself and failed.

Andy nodded toward Emily. “And the dog was the deal?”

“Yes,” Emily said.

“Oh, that makes a change from the birthday crowd.”

Emily looked at her.

Andy immediately added, “Nothing wrong with birthdays. We get a lot of people who decide a puppy is a brilliant present because somebody has turned nine and then discover in three weeks that the puppy hasn’t read the birthday card and still needs to be house-trained.”

“I don’t give animals as presents.”

“Good.”

Andy smiled, which Emily hated to admit was irritatingly effective.

They entered a smaller room with several chairs, a low table, boxes of toys stacked along one wall and a whiteboard covered in names, feeding schedules and notes. A framed photograph of a three-legged terrier occupied pride of place beside the window.

Andy gestured to the seats.

“I’m not going to make you sit through a formal interview. Most of this is just making sure we’re not sending a high-energy dog into a home where everybody works sixteen hours a day and thinks a terrace counts as exercise.”

Emily sat.

“We have a garden.”

“Good start.”

“A proper garden.”

Andy looked amused. “I believed you the first time.”

“Most people who say they have a garden mean they have four paving slabs and a dead herb.” Emily put her bag down, “We have an actual green space, is all I’m saying.”

Roark sat beside Emily. Bronwyn remained standing until Emily looked at her, then lowered herself into the chair opposite with the patience of somebody attending mandatory arbitration. Andy took another chair and turned it slightly toward Roark.

“Okay. What kind of dog do you think you want?”

“Golden retriever.”

“Why?”

Roark hesitated. Emily watched him resist the obvious answer.

“Because they’re friendly.”

“Usually.”

“And good with families.”

“Usually.”

“And I looked them up.”

Andy nodded. “What did you find out?”

“They need a lot of exercise.”

“Yep.”

“They shed.”

“A criminal amount.”

“They can get bored if you leave them alone.”

“Very true.” Andy pushed herself to her feet. “You have done your research - let’s go and meet some dogs.”

The kennels were through another set of doors and down a short corridor. The barking increased as they approached, though it was less chaotic than Emily had feared. The space beyond was broad and bright, with individual indoor pens opening onto enclosed outdoor runs. Staff moved between them carrying bowls, leads and towels. Most of the dogs surged toward the fronts of their enclosures as the group entered.

Roark stopped dead. His face changed completely.

Emily had seen him excited before. Birthdays, school trips, Christmas mornings when he was younger and had not yet learned to disguise delight. This was different. He seemed momentarily overwhelmed by the fact that every sound he had been hearing now had a face attached to it.

Andy noticed too. “Quite a lot at once, isn’t it?” Roark nodded. “We can take our time.”

That, Emily thought, was the first genuinely sensible thing Andy had said since introducing herself. Then Andy stepped backwards while still looking at Roark and walked directly into a stainless-steel water bowl. It overturned with a spectacular clang and caused several dogs nearby to start barking in renewed excitement.

Andy looked down at the water spreading around her trainers.

“This happens less than you’d think.”

“I find that difficult to believe,” Emily said.

Andy looked at her, then grinned.

“Good. You nearly smiled.”

“I did no such thing.”

Bronwyn’s eyes flicked between them. Emily ignored her.

Andy retrieved the bowl, found a towel from a nearby shelf and mopped up the water with the speed of someone who had, despite her claims, done this before. A member of staff passing with a lead merely stepped around her without comment.

Emily noticed that. She also noticed that Andy knew every dog they passed by name.

“This is Clarence,” Andy said, stopping beside a large black Labrador mix who immediately sat when she approached. “He is seven, very calm indoors, likes children, hates bicycles for reasons known only to Clarence.”

Roark crouched beside the enclosure.

“Can I pet him?”

“Not through the gate. We’ll bring anybody you’re seriously considering into one of the meet rooms. Fingers through bars are a bad habit to start.”

Next, Andy introduced an elderly spaniel, a young shepherd mix, two bonded terriers who had to be adopted together and a lurcher who seemed entirely uninterested in all of them until Bronwyn walked past. Andy kept talking to Roark, asking whether he had thought about training classes, whether he was prepared to walk a dog before school, whether he understood that puppies woke people up in the night. Roark answered each question seriously. Emily corrected him only once, when he suggested he could manage the early morning walks alone.

“You cannot.”

“I can walk.”

“You are ten.”

Andy glanced between them.

“He can probably help with the morning walks without being solely responsible for them.”

Emily looked at her and watched Andy smile at Roark as though they had negotiated some great diplomatic settlement. As they progressed through the kennels, Emily became increasingly aware of something else.

Andy was paying attention to her.

Not in the crude way people sometimes did when they thought Emily would not notice. It was subtler than that, or perhaps simply less practised. Andy would finish explaining something to Roark and look at Emily to see her reaction. She would make some absurd remark to Bronwyn and glance back at Emily afterward. When Emily asked practical questions about vaccinations, temperament testing and medical records, Andy answered properly, but there was a brightness in her expression that seemed entirely disproportionate to the subject matter.

Emily responded by becoming more reserved, which seemed to have the opposite of the desired effect.

Andy became warmer.

By the time they reached the final row, she was leaning against kennel gates, scratching dogs under their chins, talking with her hands and occasionally forgetting what she had been saying because another animal had done something distracting.

“This one has just come back from foster,” she said, stopping beside a small cream-coloured retriever mix. “Very sweet, slightly anxious, absolutely convinced that every sock in the world belongs to her.”

The dog wagged furiously at Roark.

“She’s nice,” he said.

“She is.”

Andy crouched and laughed as the dog pushed both paws against the gate.

Andy laughed. “Yes, hello. You remain devastatingly cute.”

Emily looked down at her. There was a smear of dust along Andy’s forearm now. Her ponytail had begun loosening. She was speaking to the dog in a voice Emily would normally have found intolerably sentimental.

Andy looked up at her. “You’re very quiet.”

“I’m just watching.”

“Me?”

“The animals.”

“Right.”

Bronwyn turned her face away.

Emily saw it. “Bronwyn.”

“I didn’t say anything.”

“You were about to.”

“No, I was actually trying very hard not to.”

Andy stood and brushed her hands against her jeans, walked a few metres ahead and opened a door leading away from the kennel corridor.

“We can take a few candidates into the meeting room, but before we do, I need a few more boring household questions.”

The room they entered was larger than the first, with a washable floor and a low bench against one wall. There were tennis balls scattered in a basket, two water bowls and a cupboard labelled TREATS in capital letters.

Andy picked up a clipboard from the bench. “Other animals in the house?”

“No,” Emily said.

“Anybody with allergies?”

“No.”

“Garden is secure?”

“Yes.”

“Who’s home during the day?”

“It varies.” Emily paused, “I work.”

Andy continued, “From home?”

“Rarely.”

“But somebody is around?”

“We have staff.”

Andy nodded and made a note.

“Okay. Children’s schedules?”

Emily gave her the outline. School during term time, activities several afternoons a week, Roark’s football, Bronwyn’s various commitments that Bronwyn insisted were not commitments despite being scheduled weeks in advance.

Andy listened without interrupting. “And your schedule?”

“Amendable, within reason.”

Andy scribbled something down, and Emily glanced at the clipboard, desperate to decipher what she’d written.

“Anybody else in the household?”

Emily looked at her. “You have met everybody.”

“I mean another adult.”

“No.”

Andy’s pen paused. It was tiny, barely perceptible, but Emily noticed it anyway. Andy looked up.

Really.” Emily’s brows rose. Andy seemed to hear herself one second too late. “Incredible that you’re single. Unless that is completely deliberate, obviously, in which case, congratulations on your excellent decision-making.”

Silence. Bronwyn slowly lowered her phone. Roark looked between the adults with open curiosity. Emily considered a response - there were several possible responses, most of which would have been unkind. Bronwyn looked at both of them and cleared her throat.

“Are you volunteering here or something?”

Andy looked toward her. The change of subject was so blatant that even Roark noticed.

“Yeah,” Andy said. “Sort of.”

Emily looked at Andy.

“Sort of?”

Andy was already turning toward the cupboard.

“Do we want to meet some dogs?”

Roark was on his feet before she had finished the sentence. “Yes.”

“Excellent.”

Andy opened the cupboard and took out a bag of treats. Something about the movement shifted the energy of the room back where it belonged. Roark was asking another question. Bronwyn had returned to pretending none of this interested her. Andy was explaining that they would start with two adult dogs before meeting any puppies because puppies had an unfair marketing advantage.

Emily remained where she was for a moment.

Andy smiled, opened the door for Emily and gestured. Emily passed her without another word. Behind her, Bronwyn sighed with the quiet exhaustion of someone who had realised this visit was going to be considerably longer than anticipated.

The first dog Andy brought into the meeting room was not a golden retriever.

Roark looked faintly betrayed. “I thought we were looking at golden retrievers.”

“We are. But if I show you a golden retriever puppy first, I may as well cancel the rest of the appointment because you’ll stop listening to me.”

The dog at the end of Andy’s lead was a medium-sized black Labrador cross called Eddie, six years old, broad through the shoulders and apparently equipped with no sense of personal space. The moment Andy sat down, Eddie climbed halfway into her lap as though they had arranged it in advance.

Andy looked down at him.

“This is not helping my professional credibility.”

Eddie licked her chin.

Bronwyn made a noise of disgust that contained considerably more affection than disgust.

Andy wiped her face on the shoulder of her T-shirt. “Thank you.”

Roark crouched on the floor.

“Can I pet him now?”

“Yep. Let him come to you.”

Roark held out one hand. Eddie investigated it, then immediately abandoned all caution and pushed his head against Roark’s chest.

Roark laughed. Emily watched from the bench while Andy quietly explained how to tell the difference between excitement and anxiety, how to approach a dog without crowding it and why children had to learn the animal’s boundaries rather than expecting the animal to tolerate everything because it was a pet. Roark listened. More importantly, Emily thought, Andy expected him to listen. There was none of the condescension adults often adopted around children they did not know. Andy asked questions and waited for proper answers. When Roark got something wrong, she corrected him without making it into a performance. When he did something right, she acknowledged it and moved on.

Emily found herself finding it somewhat endearing. Bronwyn sat beside her, apparently engrossed in her phone. Across the room, Andy was showing Roark how to check whether Eddie wanted continued attention by stopping the petting and seeing whether he moved closer. In response, Eddie shoved his entire head under Roark’s hand.

“I think that’s a yes,” Roark said.

“Strong yes.”

Eddie spent another ten minutes charming everyone except Bronwyn, who remained officially unmoved while covertly scratching his back whenever he wandered within reach.

The second dog was younger, larger and considerably less composed. A shepherd mix called Maisie entered the room with so much enthusiasm that Andy had to brace both feet.

“Okay,” Andy said, laughing as Maisie pulled toward Roark. “This is why we don’t choose a dog based entirely on whether its face is nice.”

Maisie’s face was very nice.

“She’s beautiful,” Roark said.

“She is. She also has the impulse control of a drunk toddler.” Maisie emphasised this point by jumping toward the toy basket, missing it and skidding sideways across the floor. Andy caught the lead before the dog reached the cupboard. “Exhibit A.”

Roark liked Maisie. That was obvious. He threw a tennis ball for her several times and laughed each time she returned with something other than the ball, including a rope toy, a rubber bone and finally one of Andy’s gloves that had apparently fallen from the bench.

They spent nearly twenty minutes with Maisie before Andy took her back. When she returned alone, Roark looked toward the door behind her.

“I want to see the retrievers.”

“Excellent answer, give me a minute.” Andy smiled to herself and left the room.

Bronwyn waited until the door closed and glanced at her mother.

“She likes you.”

Roark looked up immediately.

“Who?”

“No one.”

Emily stared at her daughter. Bronwyn looked entirely unrepentant.

Roark frowned. “Who likes Mum?”

“No one,” Emily repeated.

Bronwyn sighed. “This family is exhausting.”

“You are contributing significantly to that.”

The door opened again before Bronwyn could answer her mother, and the Charltons watched Andy come through with a golden retriever puppy. Roark forgot every other subject immediately. The puppy was perhaps five months old, pale gold, all oversized paws and soft ears. Unlike Maisie, it did not launch itself across the room. It stopped just inside the doorway and looked at everyone.

Andy crouched beside it.

“This is Milo.”

Roark dropped to his knees. Milo looked at Andy first, then Roark, then Bronwyn, then Emily. Then, in true dog fashion, he flopped down.

Roark whispered, “Hi.” Milo stood again, walked toward Roark slowly, sniffed his hand, then licked his fingers. That was apparently enough to lit Roark’s entire face up. “He’s so soft.”

Milo climbed halfway into Roark’s lap, which delighted him.

Andy sat on the floor opposite, and clapped her hands once. “All right. Now I’m going to ruin this. Golden retrievers are lovely dogs. They’re also work. Milo is going to need training every day for quite a while. He’ll chew things. He’ll probably wake somebody up at night at first. He’ll have accidents. He’ll steal food if you leave it somewhere stupid. He’ll need walks when it’s raining, when it’s cold and when you don’t feel like going.”

Roark nodded seriously.

Somewhere amidst the explanation, Milo had begun chewing gently on one of Roark’s shoelaces. Roark looked down, carefully removed the lace from Milo’s mouth and redirected him toward a rubber toy from the basket.

Bronwyn got up from the bench and crossed the room toward Milo, who eyed her curiously. Emily watched Bronwyn bend down despite herself and rub Milo’s ears, only for Milo to lean into her hand. Bronwyn’s expression softened for approximately one second before she remembered she was supposed to be cool.

“He’s alright, I guess.”

Roark looked outraged.

“He’s amazing.”

“He’s alright.”

Emily decided that the quickest route out of the conversation was to return to practical matters.

“Medical history.”

Andy looked up at once.

“Clear. He came in with his mother and three littermates after the owner surrendered all of them. No known health issues. He’s vaccinated up to date, chipped, and he’ll need neutering at the appropriate age. We cover that.”

“Temperament?”

“Very good so far. Confident without being pushy. Food motivated, which helps with training. He’s been in foster for two weeks and lived with another dog and two children.”

“Separation issues?”

“Nothing beyond what you’d expect at his age.” Andy smirked. “You’ve done your homework.”

“Of course I have.”

“I’m impressed.”

Andy had done it again. Said something complimentary that was both direct enough to register, and casual enough that Emily had nowhere sensible to put it. In the meantime, Roark had now moved to the floor with Milo stretched partly across his legs.

“I want him.”

Andy’s expression changed slightly.

“Okay.”

Roark looked at Emily.

“Mum?”

Emily looked at the puppy, then at Roark.

“You understand what you’re agreeing to?”

“Yes.”

“You will walk him.”

“Yes.”

“You will not complain when he damages something you care about.”

Roark suddenly looked somewhat less certain. Emily looked at the puppy again. Milo had rolled onto his back and was now chewing the edge of Roark’s sleeve.

“Well,” Emily suppressed a smile. “Guess we’re doing it.”

Roark hugged Milo as Andy looked at Emily.

“So. Paperwork.” Andy stood. “Come with me.”

Bronwyn muttered, “Subtle.”

Emily turned. “What?”

“Nothing.”

Emily pointed at her. Bronwyn smiled.

The paperwork was completed at a desk in a small office adjoining reception. Roark remained with Milo in the meeting room under the supervision of another staff member, while Bronwyn chose to stay with him after claiming this was purely because someone had to make sure her brother did not accidentally break something.

Emily sat beside Andy because the desk was too narrow for them to sit opposite each other. This proved unexpectedly irritating.

Andy pulled the forms toward her. “Most of this is standard. Your details, vet information, emergency contact, agreement about follow-up visits.”

Emily looked down. “Follow-up visits?”

“Usually just one.”

Emily glanced at her. “You inspect people after they’ve taken the dog?”

“We check in.”

Emily picked up the pen.

Andy leaned over to point at a section. “Initial there.” Emily did. “And there.” Another initial. “And that one says you agree to contact us if there’s ever a point where you can’t keep him.”

Emily looked at her. “That won’t happen.”

She signed. Andy shifted back in a way that made their shoulders brush.

“Sorry.”

“It’s fine.”

Andy moved her chair an inch away. Emily continued reading, annoyed at the fact the new distance was more noticeable than the contact had been.

Andy turned another page. “This section is just confirmation that you understand the medical history.”

“I do.”

“And this is the adoption fee.”

Emily looked at the amount.

“That’s all?”

Andy glanced over. “Yes.”

“Surely that barely covers vaccinations.”

“It suffices.” Emily signed again. Andy watched the movement of the pen. “You have really nice handwriting.”

Emily looked up and held her gaze, ignoring the weird feeling in her chest as she watched this stranger smile at her with a warmth she’d rarely experienced before.

From the doorway came Bronwyn’s voice. “Are you done?”

Emily looked over. Bronwyn stood with Milo’s lead looped around one hand. Roark was beside her carrying a paper bag of food samples, a folder and three toys.

Emily frowned. “Where did all that come from?”

Roark looked at Andy.

Andy raised both hands. “Starter pack.”

Bronwyn glanced at Emily. “She gave him a blanket too.”

Emily looked at Andy.

Andy looked entirely untroubled. “He likes it.”

“You are remarkably generous with things that presumably belong to the shelter.”

“Occupational hazard.”

There was that odd phrasing again. Emily filed it away.

Andy gathered the completed forms and slipped them into a folder. “All done.”

Roark was practically glowing.

Andy crouched beside him. “Remember what we talked about.”

“I will.”

“Routine. Training. Don’t let him get away with something at five months that you don’t want him doing at five years.” Roark nodded. “And give him a couple of quiet days before you invite everyone you know over to stare at him.”

“I won’t.”

Bronwyn said, “He knows like six people.”

“I know more than six people.”

“Name seven.”

Roark opened his mouth.

Emily stepped between them. “We’re leaving.”

Andy laughed.

She walked them to the front door. Outside, the car was waiting at the kerb. Milo stopped on the pavement, startled by the noise of traffic, then pressed against Roark’s leg.

Andy knelt beside him. “Give him a second.”

Roark waited.

Milo looked around.

Then his tail began moving again.

Andy scratched behind his ears. “Good boy.”

For the first time since they had arrived, Andy was quiet.

Emily watched her say goodbye to the dog, then remind Roark how to secure the harness in the car. She checked the fit herself, spoke briefly to Bronwyn about keeping the puppy away from random things he might try to eat, then stood back.

She did not invent another question for Emily, which struck Emily as somewhat odd. After being questioned about her household, her handwriting and her schedules, Emily had ended up thinking the conversation with Andy would never come to an actual end. Instead, she watched as the brunette simply held out her hand.

“Good luck.”

Emily took it. “Thank you.”

Emily released her hand and got into the car. By the time they pulled away, Roark had Milo’s head in his lap. Bronwyn had one hand resting absently against the puppy’s side while pretending to look out the window. Emily looked back once. Andy was already walking toward the building, and she found herself slightly annoyed the brunette did not turn around.

Emily faced forward again.

Bronwyn spoke without looking at her.

“You are so obvious.”

Emily’s head turned.

“Sorry?”

Bronwyn smiled faintly and returned her attention to the window. Emily decided not to ask. Milo sighed, settled more heavily across Roark’s legs and went to sleep before they reached the end of the road.


A week after Milo arrived, Emily received an email from the shelter with the subject line ONE-WEEK FOLLOW-UP.

She opened it between two meetings, read the first paragraph, frowned, read the remaining four and forwarded it to herself so she would remember to deal with it later. At six-thirty that evening she remembered without even needing the forwarded copy. The message was polite. It asked how Milo was settling in, whether there had been any unexpected behavioural or medical concerns and whether the Charltons would be available for a short home visit sometime over the next seven days. It emphasised that the visit was routine and intended primarily to answer questions.

Emily read it again over dinner.

“They want to inspect the house.”

Bronwyn looked up from her plate.

“They said that might happen.”

Roark, who was cutting a piece of chicken into several suspiciously tiny pieces, said, “Milo’s doing good.”

Milo was lying under the table with his chin on Roark’s foot. He had learned within 48 hours that Roark represented the highest probability of dropped food and had treated this discovery as a major strategic breakthrough.

Emily looked down.

“Do not give him that.”

Roark’s hand stopped beneath the table.

“I wasn’t.”

“You were holding chicken behind your leg.”

Roark slowly returned it to his plate, mumbling under his breath, but Emily’s attention was already elsewhere. The irritating part was that the shelter’s thoroughness impressed her. Somebody had remembered the adoption, scheduled a proper follow-up and apparently cared enough to verify that Milo had not been handed over to people who considered purchasing a dog bed the end of their responsibilities. Emily could find no fault with the system itself. She still did not particularly want anyone coming to the house.

She replied before she could become annoyed enough to postpone it, offering Thursday at six. The response arrived eleven minutes later: Thursday at six worked perfectly, Andy would be handling the visit.

Emily stared at that sentence for longer than was necessary.

Then she closed the email.

Thursday at 5:45, Bronwyn appeared in the kitchen doorway while Emily was moving a stack of post from the island.

“You changed clothes.”

“Yes, well,” Emily continued sorting envelopes. “I came home from work.”

“You never do that.”

Emily stopped. “What exactly are you suggesting?”

“Nothing.”

“You have inherited an unfortunate habit of saying that when you mean quite a lot.”

Bronwyn smiled, which Emily firmly ignored while placing the post into a drawer.

“I had been wearing that suit since seven this morning.” She doubled down, “It wasn’t comfortable.”

“Okay.”

“And there was coffee on the cuff.”

“I believe you.”

Emily looked at her daughter. Bronwyn looked back with complete calm. For a second, there was a Mexican stand-off that resolved itself promptly when the door bell rang. Milo barked once, startled himself with the volume and immediately ran toward the hall. Roark appeared from upstairs almost simultaneously.

“She’s here!”

Emily walked toward the door with Milo weaving around her ankles and Roark following so closely behind that he nearly stepped on the dog twice. Bronwyn followed more slowly, although Emily was somewhat surprised the teenager had bothered at all.

Emily opened the door.

For one brief and deeply inconvenient moment, she thought they had the wrong visitor. Andy stood outside holding a slim leather folder and wearing dark trousers, a cream silk blouse and a long navy coat. Her hair was down. There was subtle makeup around her eyes, a watch Emily recognised immediately and shoes that had never encountered an overturned dog bowl in their lives.

The overall effect was considerably more polished than the woman Emily had last seen with a streak of something dubious down one leg.

Andy smiled. “Hi.”

Roark squeezed past Emily.

“Andy.”

“Hey.”

Milo had already launched himself forward as far as Emily’s grip on his collar allowed.

Andy crouched. “Well, hello.”

The transformation ended there. Within seconds Milo had both paws against Andy’s knees and Andy was laughing while trying to prevent him from licking her face.

“You’ve doubled in size.”

“We have not overfed him, if that’s what you are implying,” Emily said.

Andy looked up.

“Good evening to you too.”

Emily became aware that she was still holding the door.

“Come in.”

Andy stood.

“Thanks.”

She stepped inside and Emily closed the door behind her.

Emily noticed that the energy was different immediately. At the shelter, Andy had filled every silence available to her. She had moved quickly, spoken quickly and appeared incapable of walking backwards without colliding with something. Here, she seemed more contained. Still warm, still easy with the children, but quieter.

Emily found this version more difficult to dismiss.

Andy opened the folder.

So. Officially, I’m here to make sure nobody has fled the country and left Milo behind.”

“As you can see, we’ve remained in New York.”

“Excellent first hurdle.”

Milo sat beside Roark.

Andy looked down at him.

“He looks great.” She scratched the retriever between his ears, “Any problems?”

“No.” Roark shook his head, “Well -”

“He ate half of Roark’s geography worksheet,” Bronwyn said. “Milo’s against education.”

Andy smiled.

“Understandable position.”

Emily looked at her.

“I mean,” Andy corrected herself. “Terrible position. Stay in school.”

Roark laughed. Emily gestured toward the back of the house.

“Do you want to see where he sleeps?”

“If that’s okay.”

Andy followed them through the kitchen and into the family room. Milo’s bed sat near the window, considerably larger than Emily had originally intended to purchase because Roark had insisted the smaller one looked uncomfortable. His toys were contained in a basket beside it, though several had migrated across the floor.

Andy crouched beside the bed and pressed a hand into the cushion.

“Very nice.”

Andy looked at the water bowl, the toys, the baby gate they had installed between the kitchen and hall. Her attention was methodical without feeling officious. She asked Roark how often Milo was being walked, whether he had started formal training yet and how he was sleeping.

“As you can see, the dog’s perfectly happy and healthy. Is there anything else you need to check before you can sign off?” Emily said coolly.

Andy simply looked back at her. At the shelter, Emily had been able to unsettle her simply by looking at her for too long. Apparently the intervening week had been useful to both of them.

“Let’s see,” Andy walked toward the back doors. “Garden?”

Emily opened them.

Milo bolted outside with Roark immediately behind him. The garden was enclosed by tall hedges and stone walls, with enough lawn for a dog to run properly without Emily feeling as though she had surrendered the entire property to him. A row of herbs along one side had already suffered Milo’s investigative methods, but otherwise the damage had been limited.

Andy stepped onto the terrace. “This is perfect.”

Emily came outside behind her.

“I told you it was a proper garden.”

Roark threw a ball. Milo chased it, missed it completely, found a leaf instead and returned carrying that with enormous pride.

Andy watched him.

“Milo seems really happy.”

“He is,” Roark said.

Andy looked at him.

“And you?”

Roark nodded vigorously. “I knew I’d like having him, but it’s better.”

Andy smiled at him.

“That’s good.”

Bronwyn leaned down as Milo wandered past and scratched his neck.

“May I ask you a question?” She addressed Andy, her voice saccharine-sweet and thus immediately putting Emily on high alert, “I’m wondering about something.”

“Course you can!” Andrea did not seem alarmed whatsoever, “What’s up?”

“What’s with the fancy clothes?”

Andy glanced down at herself.

“I came here straight from a board meeting.”

Emily looked at her. Andy looked back.

“You came directly from work?”

“Sort of.”

Emily’s eyes narrowed.

“You said you were sort of volunteering.”

“I was sort of volunteering.”

Bronwyn sat up slightly. Emily watched Andy.

“What does that mean?”

“I work there without getting paid.”

“But?”

But I own it.”

Silence.

Roark missed catching the ball Milo had pushed toward him. Bronwyn looked from Andy to Emily.

Emily said, “You own the shelter.”

“Yeah,” Andy smiled, “Well, the foundation does.”

“And you own the foundation.” Emily said matter-of-factly, as she worked it out in real time. “You neglected to mention this.”

“I mean,” Andy paused, “It’s not like you asked.”

“I asked whether you volunteered.”

“And I said sort of.”

“What foundation?”

“Sachs.”

Emily recognised it. She’d seen it on finance pages, business profiles and several articles she had read over the years concerning an aggressively expanding digital news company that had acquired two established publications and later sold a majority stake for a number Emily remembered finding faintly obscene.

She looked at Andrea again.

“Sachs.” She slowly repeated.

“Yes.”

“As in Sachs Media.” Emily checked, “You built Sachs Media, and then sold it.”

“Most of it.”

“For an enormous amount of money.”

Andrea glanced at the children.

“I’m not sure this is the moment to discuss my liquidity.”

Emily ignored her. “You let me think you were an unemployed volunteer.”

Andrea looked genuinely surprised.

“You did that yourself.”

“You said you volunteered.”

“I do volunteer.”

“At the organisation you own.”

Andrea smiled. “I didn’t realise I was under an obligation to provide a CV before showing your son a goldie.”

Emily opened her mouth, then closed it. That was, annoyingly, reasonable.

Roark had returned to throwing the ball. “Are you rich?”

“Roark.”

Andrea laughed.

“Yes.”

“How rich?”

Roark.”

“What? She said yes.”

Andrea crouched to pick up Milo’s ball when it rolled near her.

“Rich enough that I don’t have to work unless I want to.”

Emily watched Andrea throw the ball.

“But you do still work.”

Andrea nodded.

“I do some board things. I advise a couple of places. I still write occasionally when something annoys me enough.”

“And the shelter.”

“Vanity project?” Andrea shrugged, “I made more money than I’m ever going to spend. I got bored with meetings about things I’d already sold. I’d always given money to animal charities, so eventually I thought I could do something more useful than write cheques and ask for annual reports.”

Emily studied her.

The woman who had knocked over the water bowl, worn ancient trainers and carried folders as though administrative order were somebody else’s responsibility had not been a cheerful volunteer killing time on a Saturday. She had been the person ultimately responsible for the entire building.

Emily was forced to rearrange several assumptions. She heavily disliked rearranging assumptions.

Andrea seemed to notice. “You look disappointed.”

“I had made some assumptions maybe.”

Bronwyn made a strangled sound.

Andrea looked fascinated. “Labelling me as what?”

Emily gave Bronwyn a warning glance before answering.

“A well-meaning volunteer with questionable spatial awareness.”

Andrea nodded slowly.

“That’s fair.”

“Apparently you are a millionaire philanthropist with questionable spatial awareness.”

“Also fair.”

“Millions?” Roark asked.

Emily closed her eyes briefly.

Andrea said, “Your mother is using it generically.”

Emily looked at her.

“I am not.”

Andrea smiled. For a second, there was a beat of silence, until Bronwyn got up and gestured at her younger brother.

“Come on, Roark.” She said matter-of-factly, “We’re taking Milo upstairs.”

“Why?”

“Because I want to show you something.”

“You don’t have anything to show me.”

“I will by the time we get there.”

Emily watched them disappear through the back doors.

Andrea looked after them. “She’s subtle.”

They went back inside a few minutes later. Andrea checked Milo’s feeding schedule, the contact details for the vet and the puppy-proofing Emily had arranged in the rooms he could access. She stopped in the kitchen again, looking at the calendar fixed neatly to one side of the refrigerator, the children’s schedules occupying most of it.

Andrea leaned closer.

“Jesus.”

Emily, standing at the island, glanced over.

“What?”

“Is this normal?”

“Yes.”

“You seem very, very busy,” Andrea walked back toward the island and rested the folder on the counter. “What do you do when you have time off?”

“Catch dinner with friends. Travel somewhere that has nothing to do with work. Sit on that sofa over there and stare into the void.”

Andrea looked at her for a moment. Emily became conscious of how much quieter the house was without the children in the room.

“You genuinely don’t have much free time.” Andrea smiled. “What would you do if you had?”

Emily opened her mouth. Nothing came immediately. She looked toward the calendar, then toward the doorway where Milo’s lead hung beside the children’s coats. The fact that she had no immediate answer irritated her more than the question.

“I don’t know.” Andrea’s expression changed very slightly. No joke this time. Emily straightened. “It isn’t a tragedy. I have children, I have a career. Both require time.”

“I know.”

“And before you say something inspirational about priorities, don’t.”

“I wasn’t going to. I'm just thinking,” Andrea looked down at the folder, closed it and slipped the pen into the spine. “You could tell me all about your terrible lack of free time over dinner.”

Emily looked at her. Andrea met her eyes, this time zero ambiguity in them. Emily’s brain nevertheless selected the least useful possible interpretation.

“I barely have time to make dinner.”

Andrea said nothing.

Emily waited.

From the doorway, Bronwyn said, “Oh my God.”

Emily turned. Bronwyn stood there with Roark beside her and Milo between them.

“What?”

Bronwyn looked at Andrea, before turning to Emily.

“Roark,” She said slowly, “Come on, we’re taking Milo for a walk.”

Roark frowned. “What, why?”

“Because I said so,” Bronwyn picked up the lead, “Come on.”

Andrea bit her lip. Emily stared at her daughter. Roark, having finally connected the dots Bronwyn had laid out very clearly, turned his head toward his older sister.

“Oh.” Bronwyn closed her eyes. Andrea looked down. Roark looked at her, then at his mother, then back at Andrea. “Oh.”

Bronwyn clipped the lead onto Milo’s harness. “Come on.”

Roark, suddenly much more cooperative, followed her toward the hall. Emily waited for the front door to close and immediately hated how silent the kitchen had become in a matter of seconds. It left her with nothing to focus on than Andy, who had clearly found a new life’s joy in revelling in her obvious discomfort.

Andrea waited perhaps three seconds before speaking.

“Your daughter appears to be the only Charlton capable of recognising a hint.” She paused. “So… what about dinner?”

Emily folded her arms. Andrea was clearly enjoying herself again, but there was a difference from the shelter.

“You’re very confident for someone standing in my kitchen under the pretence of inspecting a dog.”

Andrea glanced toward the empty doorway, then looked at Emily for a moment too long.

“You do this thing when you’re flustered.”

“I don’t get flustered.”

“You get very formal.”

“I am formal.”

“You get more formal.” Emily stared at her. Andrea continued, apparently deciding that self-preservation had become optional. “It’s actually kind of adorable.”

Emily went still.

“Adorable.”

Andrea’s mouth twitched. “Yes.”

“I’m forty-three.”

“I don’t think there’s an age restriction.”

Emily placed both hands flat on the island. Andrea was visibly trying not to smile now.

“Is the official home visit over?”

The amusement left Andrea’s face almost at once.

“Completely.” Emily waited. Andrea opened the folder, checked the final page and closed it again. “I have no concerns.”

“Good. So,” Emily swallowed, “what restaurant are you treating me to dinner at?”

“You’re not gonna make this easy, are you?” Andrea bit her lip.

“I’m just letting you take the lead,” Emily shot back. “You seem quite good at that.”

Andrea let out a fake gasp, obviously delighted. “Did you just make a pun?” She grinned. “Taking the lead, really?”

“Purely coincidental.”

“Of course.” Andrea picked up her folder, still smiling as she tucked it beneath her arm. “Friday?”

Emily considered pretending she needed to check her diary, but Andrea had already spent an afternoon watching her surrender all pretence of indifference to a rescue dog. There were limits to how much dignity remained available.

“Friday works.” Emily narrowed her eyes, although there was very little conviction behind it. “Choose somewhere good.”

“I was planning to.”

“And don’t tell me where.”

That seemed to catch Andrea off guard.

“You want it to be a surprise?”

“I want to see whether all this confidence you have is justified.”

Andrea looked at her for a second, pleased in a quieter way now. “Seven then.”

Down the hallway, the front door opened and slammed close again. A scrape of claws sounded on the tiles before Milo appeared carrying his lead in his mouth, tail moving furiously behind him.

This time, Emily let herself smile.

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