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1. Do I clench my fists? by rebeccaissupacool

   Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989), My Best Friend is a Vampire | I Was a Teenage Vampire (1987)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Aug 2026

   Tags

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   • Todd Anderson/Neil Perry
   • Todd Anderson
   • Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society)
   • Alternate Universe - Vampire
   • Vampire Bites
   • Human/Vampire Relationship
   • vampire
   • Neil Perry is a vampire
   • Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society) Is in Love
   • Todd Anderson and Neil Perry are in love
   • Todd Anderson/Neil Perry-centric
   • Gay Todd Anderson
   • Gay Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society)
   • I wrote this while listening to ridgeclub
   • One Shot
   • Short One Shot
   • Song: do I clench my fists?
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • but not directly
   • read between the lines
   • THE TENSION
   • Sexual Tension
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Late Night Writing
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping

   Summary

   ”Todd didn’t squint in fear. He didn’t tense up. He didn’t scream. He knew Neil wouldn’t hurt him. ”

   Or

   Gay vampires doing implied gay shit (except I don’t say the word vampire once in the whole story which makes it even more metaphorical)

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   English

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