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James Potter was certain of very few things in life, but three of them were indisputable and guided his daily routine on campus: the first was that he urgently needed to update his glasses prescription—an inconvenient truth his mother made a point of repeating during every weekly video call; the second was that moving out of the academic dorms to live with his two best friends had been, by far, the best decision of his university life; and the third... well, the third was the firm belief that there were no secrets between them, something that was about to collapse in spectacular fashion.
When they met in their first year, living in the university’s official housing under the constant vigilance and relentless rules of Matron McGonagall—or Auntie Minnie, to those closest—the trio felt like they had known each other for a hundred past lives. That instant connection meant that by the start of their second year, they pooled their savings to rent a modest house a few blocks from campus, splitting the expenses, the rent, and the long-awaited freedom of having no curfew. Although James and Sirius were far from role models of organization, Remus never seemed to mind too much, as long as the chaos remained confined to their individual bedrooms and the living room and kitchen stayed livable. With everyone in their own space and the house running in perfect harmony, James slept soundly knowing their friendship was bulletproof.
Until that fateful Monday morning.
Exactly a week ago, James was shuffling down the hallway toward the kitchen, dragging his bare feet across the cold floor while trying to shake off the grogginess of sleep, sporting a pair of rumpled cotton pajamas that rivaled his thoroughly messy curls for disarray. In the kitchen, the scene looked like the house’s typical morning routine: on one side, Remus was hunched over the kitchen island, surrounded by notebooks and one of those massive English Literature volumes for his upcoming midterms in his third semester; on the other, Sirius was leaning against the counter making breakfast, balanced in his peculiar "flamingo" stance—supported on one leg with the opposite foot resting on his thigh—a quirky habit James had learned to ignore back in their dorm days, attributing it to the endless hours his friend spent bent over engine parts in the Mechanical Engineering department.
Neither of them noticed James standing in the doorway, and before he could yawn or announce his arrival, Sirius turned slightly toward Remus to hand him a mug of coffee and casually blurted out, with the most absolute and effortless naturalness in the world:
"Pass me the sugar, love?"
Time in the kitchen simply froze. At the exact millisecond he finished the sentence, Sirius’s eyes locked onto James’s disheveled figure standing in the doorway, and the future engineer turned so pale he nearly lost his balance on one leg, jumping in sheer terror as he tried to cover up the slip-up in an absurdly hysterical octave:
"...SELF-LOVE! Life can't exist without self-love, man! You've got to try a little more self-love, Remus! Take care of your mental health, you know?!"
Remus slowly raised his eyes from the pages of his book and stared at Sirius with the exact same deeply confused expression he usually wore when his friends tried to explain the inner workings of a V8 engine or the offside rule in rugby. Since James’s brain was still running at the speed of an old computer booting up, he simply blinked, assumed it was just a morning delirium brought on by a lack of coffee, and stepped into the room:
"Morning, guys," he muttered, making Remus jump in surprise before they both blurted out in a flustered, overly rushed chorus: "Morning, James!"
Without paying much mind to the weird atmosphere, James walked over to the fruit bowl, grabbed a banana and an apple, and began slicing them on the cutting board to prepare his morning yogurt. The silence in the kitchen was dense, broken only by the rhythmic sound of the knife hitting the wood. It was only when he was halfway through the second piece of fruit that the audio command finally finished processing in his head, causing his hand to freeze in mid-air right in the middle of a cut.
Wait a second... did he just say "love"?
"Is everything okay, James?" Sirius asked, his voice laced with slight worry as he slid a mug of black, unsweetened coffee toward Remus, keeping his eyes glued to his friend upon noticing he had gone rigid with the knife in hand.
"I think I’m going completely insane..." James replied without turning around, blinking slowly at the apple before shaking his head to dismiss the thought.
Sirius let out a nervous laugh that was far too loud for eight in the morning, and the topic died right there—or at least, that’s what they thought, until the rest of the week began to crumble into a succession of ridiculous walk-ins.
On Tuesday, the theory that James was merely hallucinating in the morning due to a bad glasses prescription began to fall apart completely. The university rugby coach had canceled afternoon practice because of the heavy rain from the day before, which had left the field unplayable. So, James gladly accepted when Marlene McKinnon, his classmate, asked if he could do her a favor and drop off a folder full of notes at the Humanities building for Lily Evans and Mary Macdonald. On top of that, James thought it would be the perfect chance to catch Remus after class and walk home together, since his friend usually trekked back weighed down by heavy textbooks.
As he approached the central quad—a wide, tree-lined lawn connecting the STEM building to Humanities—James spotted two familiar faces sitting under a massive oak tree. He smiled instantly, relieved he wouldn't have to wait for Remus alone since Sirius was there too. However, the exact second he opened his mouth to shout their names and wave, James’s feet locked onto the concrete path.
Sirius, who was theoretically supposed to be on the other side of campus stuck in an Engineering lab, was standing right in front of Remus. He was extending his arms with almost sacred care to adjust a woolen scarf around the taller boy’s neck, smoothing the fabric with a gentleness James had never, in two years of friendship, seen him show toward any object or person. More than the gesture itself, it was Sirius’s face that gave everything away: he was gazing at Remus with a soft, utterly spellbound expression, looking like a giant, hopelessly smitten puppy. And Remus, who was usually so reserved and private with public displays of affection, returned the look with a smile so tender, soft, and relaxed that it tied James’s chest in a knot.
In that moment, James possessed the mathematical, undeniable certainty that he hadn't been going crazy the previous morning.
The problem was that while James was still processing the mental image of his two best friends together, Remus’s eyes drifted over Sirius’s shoulder and met his directly. Remus’s eyes widened in such an overwhelming panic that the poor guy lost all sense of spatial awareness. In a desperate attempt to push Sirius away or act natural, Remus took a abrupt step forward and threw his weight into it so hard that he slammed his own forehead right into Sirius’s with a dull thud.
The crack of the collision echoed beneath the canopy of the oak tree. Sirius let out a painful groan and stumbled back two steps, clutching his face, while Remus swayed back holding his head, his cheeks burning a bright shade of crimson. Both of them entered a state of pure terror as they saw James approaching with hurried steps.
"My God, are you guys okay?!" James asked, jogging the last few meters and darting his worried gaze between the two, tucking the folder of documents under his arm.
"James! What a... what an incredible surprise!" Sirius gasped, his voice two octaves higher than normal as he covered the bump already forming on his forehead and let out a thoroughly awkward laugh. "We were just... practicing a greeting! A medieval salute Remus read about in a Literature book! Right, Moony?"
"Yeah... exactly," Remus muttered, hurriedly adjusting the scarf until it covered half his face in embarrassment, unable to bring himself to look James in the eye. "A Viking greeting. Very common in the 12th century."
James looked from one to the other, seeing the cold sweat on Sirius’s forehead and Remus’s trembling hands, and felt a quiet ache in his chest. It wasn't anger, nor was it discomfort about their relationship—it was a painful sadness at seeing the desperate fear in their eyes just to hide something from him.
"Right... Vikings," James said slowly, forcing a warm, reassuring smile to try and ease their tension, though the air remained thick with awkwardness. "Well, if your skulls survived the Middle Ages, shall we head home? I’ll help carry those books, Remus."
On Wednesday, after wrapping up an exhausting practice on the university pitch, James walked home with heavy feet and a restless mind, seriously wondering if Sirius and Remus thought he was the stupidest person on planet Earth. There was no way they actually believed their absurd cover-ups—like the sudden advocacy for "self-love" at breakfast or the ridiculous medieval Viking greeting under the quad tree—were enough to fool him. The only plausible explanation running through James's head was that the two of them considered him too blind, too clueless, or simply incapable of putting two and two together.
Unlocking the front door, James was greeted by the coziest, most domestic sight imaginable. The living room was bathed in the soft, warm light of late afternoon. Remus was sitting cross-legged on the floor by the coffee table, patiently folding a pile of fresh laundry straight from the dryer with his usual laser focus. Just above him, Sirius was draped casually over the couch, resting his chin on the back of the sofa to follow the flow of conversation, looking at Remus with a serenity he rarely displayed to the rest of the world.
For a brief millisecond, watching the scene from the doorway, James felt a rush of genuine warmth. He thought, without a shred of hesitation, that they made a genuinely beautiful couple. The chemistry between them didn't need grand gestures; in the quiet way they occupied the space together, they simply orbited the same center.
The thump of James’s backpack hitting the floor made both of them look up in unison. Completely relaxed by the comfort of the house and believing they were entirely safe, they spoke almost together, their voices soft:
"Welcome back, Jamie."
"Hey, guys... I'm wrecked," James grunted, letting out a long sigh as he walked over to the couch and sank heavily next to Sirius, collapsing into the cushions with his arms spread wide.
The second he turned his head to look at his friend, James’s remaining composure nearly went out the window.
Sirius was wearing Remus’s favorite sweater. It wasn't just any jumper; it was that oversized, visibly worn beige wool sweater that Remus wore practically as a uniform on colder days, smelling distinctly of his lavender laundry soap. On Sirius, the garment looked comical: the sleeves were so long he had to roll the cuffs back three times just to show his hands, and the loose neckline exposed half of his collarbone.
To make the silent panic of the scene even worse, Sirius was, without even realizing it, pulling the collar up to his nose every few seconds to breathe in the scent, looking like a thoroughly content puppy.
"Nice... sweater, Sirius," James said slowly, trying his absolute best to keep his voice neutral and his eyes glued to the ceiling, even though inside he was screaming in frustration. "Looks familiar."
The effect of James’s words was instantaneous. Remus’s hands froze mid-fold. Sirius locked up with the sweater collar millimeters from his nose, blinked rapidly, and looked down as if he were realizing what he was wearing for the very first time. Panic seized the living room with the speed of lightning.
"Oh! This?!" Sirius let out a forced, shrill laugh, yanking at the sweater collar so hard he looked ready to rip the fabric. "It’s... the laundromat guy! The guy down the street shrank all my clothes on the high-heat cycle, man! So Remus, being the excellent and charitable roommate he is, lent me this rare piece here. A bit big, but... that's what friendship is all about, right? Sharing rags!"
"Yes, of course. The high-heat cycle," Remus added, his voice trailing off as he went back to folding a t-shirt with manic, intense speed, steadfastly refusing to look James in the eye. "A real textile tragedy."
James closed his eyes for three seconds, took a deep breath, and swallowed hard. He felt a sting in his chest that went beyond the absurdity of the excuse. Do they really think they have to invent a whole textile tragedy for me? he thought, hurt by how deeply terrified they were of being found out.
"Man, talk about bad luck at the laundromat," James finally replied, forcing an understanding tone as he stood up from the couch to head for a shower. "Looks great on you, though, Pads. Really."
He walked down the hall toward his room, leaving behind two boys who exchanged a silent, panicked look, wondering if they had successfully pulled off another cover-up.
On Thursday, when James reached their usual corner table at the campus diner, Lily was sitting with Peter Pettigrew, a long-time friend of the group who was studying Architecture and spent most of his time sketching in notebooks. James sat down with them, trying to keep his cool while Peter finished his milkshake and packed his pencils into his bag before rushing off to a Model Making lab. James waited patiently until Peter said his goodbyes and left. The second the glass door swung shut, James let out a heavy sigh, burying his face in his hands on the table.
"You okay, Potter?" Lily asked, raising an eyebrow in that analytical way only someone who had known him since he was seven years old could manage. "You look like a rescue pug caught in the rain."
Lily and James had a history that didn't need formal explanations to make sense. They had grown up on the same street, shared scraped knees on hot summer asphalt, built blanket forts in the backyard, and held secrets no one else knew. There was, of course, that classic phase in late middle school where James developed an insanely dramatic childhood crush on her, a phase involving stolen flowers from the neighbor’s garden tucked into her backpack and vows that they’d be married by twenty. However, those feelings had matured so naturally that by the time they stepped into high school, the romantic spark had simply evaporated, leaving behind a rock-solid, protective, and completely honest friendship. Lily was the one person who knew every quirk, flaw, and melodramatic breakdown James was capable of.
"Am I a terrible friend, Lils?" James asked, his voice muffled against his palms before he raised his head and straightened his crooked glasses. "Be honest. Do I look like someone who judges people? Do I seem closed-minded?"
Lily blinked, taken aback by the weight of the question, and paused with her straw halfway to her mouth before answering slowly:
"James, you cry at margarine commercials and tried to adopt a pigeon with a broken wing last month. Where is this coming from?"
"From my own house!" James blurted out, leaning forward across the table and dropping his voice to a desperate whisper. "Sirius and Remus are together. Dating! And they are living in absolute, total terror trying to hide it from me!"
Lily froze for half a second, staring at him in shock, and James couldn't help but think: Of course she already knew.
"Wait... you figured it out?"
"Figured it out?! Lily, they are the worst spies the human race has ever produced!" James began counting on his fingers, his voice rising an octave. "On Monday, Sirius called Remus 'love' and claimed it was 'self-love'! On Tuesday, Remus headbutted Sirius under the quad tree and said it was a Viking greeting! On Wednesday, Sirius was wearing Remus’s sweater, smelling like lavender, and swore the laundromat shrank all his clothes! They are losing their minds because of me!"
Lily clapped a hand over her mouth, desperately trying to stifle a burst of laughter. But seeing the genuinely hurt look in James’s eyes behind his thick lenses, her amusement melted into empathy. She reached across the table and squeezed his hand.
"Jamie, listen to me," she said gently, using his childhood nickname. "It’s not about you. You know where Sirius comes from. You know how strict his family is and how he grew up learning that he had to hide who he was to avoid being punished. And Remus is the most guarded person on the planet; he’s terrified of ruining the dynamic between the three of you."
She took a sip of her juice and continued softly, drawing from her own experience:
"When Pandora and I started dating, even though I knew you and the guys were amazing, I still had a knot in my stomach before saying anything. Dora was so shy at first. Owning up to how you feel and exposing your vulnerabilities is scary, Jamie. It’s not about a lack of trust in you; it’s about them taking time to process it themselves."
James swallowed hard, thinking of how happy and at peace Lily and Pandora were together, and looked down at his cold coffee cup.
"I just... I don't want them to feel like they have to walk on eggshells in their own home, Lily," he confessed, a tight knot in his chest. "I love those two. If they’re happy, I’m the happiest guy in the world. It just hurts to see them stressing out and inventing absurd excuses because they think I’m going to reject them."
Lily offered a sweet smile, giving his hand another squeeze.
"Then show them that. Don't push them, don't corner them with a formal confrontation that’ll put them on the defensive. Just make it clear, in your usual loud, clumsy way, that the house is a safe space. Drop a few hints that it's all good."
James blinked, his brain racing as he processed her advice. The hurt expression slowly gave way to a dangerous glint of determination.
"Drop hints..." James repeated, a slow grin spreading across his face. "Create a welcoming environment. Prove that I am the ultimate ally."
Lily narrowed her eyes instantly, recognizing that look from when they were ten years old and James was about to pull a stunt.
"James Potter, what on earth are you planning?"
"Nothing! Just being the best friend and ally this world has ever seen," he said, jumping up from the table and grabbing his bag. "Thanks for the coffee, Lils! Give Dora a kiss for me!"
"James, don't do anything stupid!" Lily yelled after his retreating back, but James was already pushing through the diner's glass door with a wild plan taking shape in his mind.
On Saturday morning, the apartment looked like it had been staged for a cozy lifestyle commercial. Soft golden sunlight poured through the living room windows, and the rich scent of freshly brewed coffee and French toast filled the hallway. James had woken up early, arranged the couch cushions to look impossibly inviting, cracked the balcony door slightly to let in a gentle breeze, and set the speaker to play a soft, acoustic playlist. It was a lovely, tranquil, and comforting atmosphere.
When Sirius and Remus finally emerged down the hall—Sirius dragging his feet in plaid pajama pants with his hair looking like a bird's nest, and Remus in reading glasses and an oversized hoodie—they walked right into the scene.
On the coffee table sat a generous spread: ceramic mugs, pastries, sliced strawberries, and each of their favorite cups. James was sitting on the floor, leaning back against the couch in colorful socks, holding his mug with both hands like the absolute picture of world peace.
"Good morning, my favorite sleepyheads," James said, offering a sweet, gentle smile full of almost suspicious affection. "Made coffee. French toast too. Come on, sit with me."
Sirius stopped dead in the middle of the room, blinking slowly. He looked at the neatly arranged strawberries, heard the soft music, and his panic-prone brain alerted instantly. To Sirius, this wasn't breakfast: it was an emotional ambush. Remus, trying to stay composed, walked to the counter and poured himself a glass of water to hide his nerves.
"Gorgeous day out, isn't it?" James remarked casually, taking a sip of coffee and looking toward the TV. "I was thinking... we could just stay in today. Have a movie marathon. I found a new film on Netflix that dropped this week, did you guys see it?"
"No..." Sirius replied, taking a cautious step back. "What's it about?"
"It’s an incredible romantic comedy!" James said, his face lighting up with genuine, unfiltered enthusiasm. He shifted on the floor, leaning in. "Man, the premise is brilliant: these two guys live together, they've been best friends for years, but one of them is an absolute idiot who takes forever to realize he's in love with the other!"
Remus took a gulp of water at the exact millisecond the word idiot hit his ears. The water went down the wrong pipe. What followed was a violent, loud, and dramatic coughing fit. Remus bent double, turning as red as a tomato.
"Remus!" Sirius gasped immediately, outright panicked. He took two quick steps toward Remus to help his boyfriend, but halfway there he remembered James was watching. In a knee-jerk reaction of pure panic, convinced James was describing their lives in terrifying detail, Sirius took a bizarre side-step and landed an aggressively hard, "bro-style" slap squarely on Remus’s back: "Breathe, big guy!"
Remus nearly hit the floor from the impact, glaring at Sirius with a look that promised murder the second they were alone.
"As I was saying," James continued, pretending not to notice the physical assault and keeping his voice as soothing as a therapist's, "the movie is beautiful because it shows how foolish it is to hide how you feel."
Sirius froze. The color completely drained from his face. He looked at the TV, looked at the French toast on the table, listened to the soft music playing in the background, and felt a cold sweat trickle down his neck.
"What a... what a wild plot, huh?" Sirius let out a loud, totally hysterical laugh. "But you know what? I think... I think that trope is kind of played out! You know what isn't played out? FOOTBALL!"
"Football?" James blinked, confused.
"Yeah! And cars!" Sirius puffed out his chest, grabbed a piece of French toast with aggressive enthusiasm, and took a massive bite, trying to project the image of the roughest, toughest guy on Earth. "Saturday morning is for talking about... V8 engines! Oil changes! Grease! Right, Remus?!"
Remus, still wiping water from his chin, stared at Sirius as if he had lost his final remaining brain cells.
"Yeah... burnt rubber. A real passion," Remus muttered, his voice cracking, wishing a black hole would open under the coffee table and swallow him whole.
James looked at Sirius, who was now chewing his French toast with aggressive intensity while staring at the ceiling, and then at Remus, who looked on the verge of a nervous breakdown. James’s heart melted with immense compassion. They’re so scared, James thought, his chest aching. They think they have to pretend to be hyper-masculine gearheads just so I don't feel uncomfortable.
James took another sip of his coffee, flashed an intensely sweet, patient, and welcoming smile, and said:
"It’s okay, Pads. If you want to watch car videos, we can watch car videos. The important thing is for you guys to know that this apartment is a safe space. For any kind of engine."
Sirius choked on his French toast. Remus closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the wall, silently praying.
Later on Saturday night, the tension in the apartment had reached a boiling point. Sirius and Remus had spent the entire day walking on eggshells, convinced James was either having a breakdown or dropping elaborate hints to corner them. Around ten o'clock, James remembered he had left his phone charger on the nightstand in Sirius’s room. He walked down the hall with quiet steps, gave a light knock on the wooden door, and without waiting long—they were housemates, after all—turned the handle.
"Sirius, I just grabbed the char—"
The sentence died in his throat.
The room was bathed in the soft glow of a bedside lamp. Sirius was leaning against the closet doors, and Remus was standing right in front of him, hands resting flat against Sirius’s chest, their mouths millimeters apart—clearly caught in the middle of a soft kiss interrupted by the opening door. The silence that followed was absolute. Sirius’s face lost all color instantly; Remus jumped back so abruptly he nearly tripped over his own laundry basket. Both stared at James with wide, terrified eyes, paralyzed by the sheer horror of being caught red-handed.
James felt his own heart hammer against his ribs. Seeing the sheer panic written across their faces, a thought flashed through his mind: I cannot make them feel ashamed. I have to save my boys from this embarrassment! In a desperate move, James threw both hands up, yanked his glasses off his face with dramatic flair, and blinked heavily into the blurry darkness of the room.
"WHOA!" James shouted, his voice a full octave louder than necessary, pointing dramatically at a blank section of the wall. "My God! I completely forgot that without my glasses I am completely blind! Can't see a single thing more than two inches from my face!"
Remus and Sirius froze in place, watching James with a mix of shock and total bewilderment.
"Sirius! Are you in here?!" James continued, stretching his arms out front and blindly patting the air like a clumsy zombie in the middle of the bedroom. "The lighting in this hallway is atrocious! Can't see A SINGLE PERSON by the closet! In fact, I don't even know if there are people in this room! Just grabbing my charger completely by touch!"
James took three blind steps forward, slammed his shin straight into the corner of the bed frame, let out a muffled grunt of agony, blindly snatched the charger off the nightstand, and spun around.
"Already heading out! Good night to this totally empty room!" James announced, bolting out the door and slamming it behind him.
On the other side of the door, in the dim bedroom, Sirius and Remus stood in complete silence for ten long seconds.
"Remus..." Sirius whispered, his voice trembling. "Has James lost his mind?"
"I don't know..." Remus replied, burying his face in his hands with a muffled groan of despair. "But I think he knows. And I think we are really, really bad at this."
By Monday night, the atmosphere in the apartment was thick enough to cut with a knife. Sirius and Remus had spent the entire weekend on high alert, exhausted by James’s sudden streak of "suspiciously nurturing" behavior, the background acoustic playlists, and the spectacle of him groping the air without his glasses.
Around ten in the evening, James walked into the kitchen for a glass of water. He was barefoot, his footsteps silent on the hardwood floor. As he turned the corner into the living room, he stopped.
The main lights were off, the room illuminated only by the muted blue glow of the television screen. Leaning against the arm of the couch, Sirius was sitting with his legs pulled up, and Remus was leaning over him. It wasn't a rushed or stolen kiss: Remus had one hand gently cupping the back of Sirius’s neck, fingers tangled in his dark hair, while Sirius held the collar of Remus’s hoodie with a familiarity so deep, quiet, and sweet that the room felt lighter.
It was a picture-perfect moment of two people who loved each other and felt completely at home in each other's presence.
And then, James’s knee popped. Damn rugby.
The sharp crack in the quiet room sounded like a gunshot. Remus jumped back so violently he hit his back against the coffee table, knocking the remote to the floor. Sirius scrambled up, eyes wide, breathing fast, his face drained of color.
"JAMES!" Sirius yelled, his voice cracking in a high-pitched panic. He took two strides forward, absurdly puffing out his chest and pointing at Remus. "It’s not what you think! Remus... Remus was checking if my tonsils were inflamed! With his mouth!"
"Yeah!" Remus chimed in, his voice three octaves higher than normal as he adjusted his crooked glasses with shaking hands. "A... a holistic health check! Very popular in the countryside!"
That was the absolute last straw.
James closed his eyes. He took a slow breath in, then out. The image of the two of them terrified out of their minds, coming up with "tonsil checks" after "Viking greetings," "self-love," and "V8 engines," made James’s head practically explode.
He didn't take off his glasses this time. He took two firm steps into the center of the room, slapped the light switch to flood the room with brightness, and rounded on them.
"ENOUGH!" James roared, throwing his hands in the air with peak dramatic outrage. "NO MORE TONSIL EXAMS! NO MORE VIKING GREETINGS! AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, NO MORE FOOTBALL AND V8 ENGINES!"
Sirius and Remus froze, shrinking back as if bracing for a massive lecture.
"James... please, just let us explain—" Remus started, his voice shaking with the fear of losing his best friend.
"Explain what, Remus?!" James kept gesticulating wildly, pacing back and forth across the room. "That you two are the absolute worst liars on planet Earth?! That you've spent three weeks living like you're in a cheap spy movie inside OUR OWN house?!"
"Prongs, if you want me to move out, or if you’re uncomfortable—" Sirius tried to interject, his eyes shining with raw vulnerability.
James stopped dead in his tracks. He looked at Sirius, then at Remus, and his dramatic anger evaporated in an instant, replaced by a look of affectionate desperation.
"Uncomfortable?! Sirius Black, you absolute idiot!" James cried, his voice thick with emotion. "I am heartbroken because you thought you had to BE AFRAID OF ME! Do you really think that just because we've only shared a place for a year, I would ever judge you?! For being in love?!"
Silence fell over the room. Sirius blinked, stunned. Remus exhaled a breath he hadn't realized he was holding.
"You're... you're not mad about it?" Sirius asked softly.
"Mad?! I spent the entire weekend making French toast, playing acoustic tracks, and pretending to be BLIND so you wouldn't feel awkward!" James shouted, pointing at his own face. "I nearly broke my shin on the bed frame on Saturday because I yanked my glasses off to give you privacy! I bought snacks! I looked up rom-coms! I just wanted you to know that this is your home, and that you can kiss, hug, and be the most disgustingly sweet couple in the world in here without having to pretend you're two Stock Car mechanics!"
Remus pressed a hand over his mouth in shock, while Sirius’s eyes began to well up with tears.
"James..." Remus whispered, a faint, disbelieving smile breaking across his face. "You... you did all of that on purpose?"
"OF COURSE IT WAS ON PURPOSE!" James vented, crossing his arms and pouting dramatically. "I talked to Lily at the diner on Thursday! She told me to show you guys this was a safe space! I was being a saint of pure emotional support!"
Sirius let out a short laugh—a mix of overwhelming relief and stifled tears—and buried his face in his hands. The crushing weight he had carried for weeks simply dissolved.
"You complete moron..." Sirius rasped, stepping forward and pulling James into a tight bear hug. "You are a wonderful moron, Prongs."
James hugged him back fiercely, then yanked Remus by his hoodie to pull him in too, turning the living room into a messy, laughing group hug full of relieved giggles.
"Don't you ever lie to me again, got it?" James warned, sniffling against Sirius’s shoulder. "Next time you two make out in the living room, just give me a heads-up so I don't step on anyone's toes. And no more pretending to like football, Sirius. It was embarrassing."
"Deal," Remus laughed, giving James a fond pat on the head. "No more football, promise."
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By Tuesday night, the mood in the flat was completely transformed. The suffocating anxiety of the past few weeks had vanished, replaced by an easy, comfortable warmth.
Remus was lounging on one end of the sofa with a heavy textbook in his lap, while Sirius rested his head on Remus’s thighs, his legs stretched out along the cushions as he casually scrolled through his phone. Every now and then, Remus’s fingers would thread absently through Sirius’s dark hair in a gentle, unconscious rhythm. No excuses about tonsils. No Viking greetings. Just the two of them.
James walked out of the kitchen carrying a giant bowl of popcorn, watching the scene with a smug, contented grin, feeling like a man who had successfully restored order to the universe.
"Now this is a harmonious household," James declared, flopping into the armchair and grabbing a handful of popcorn. "See how much better life is without the weight of secrets? The energy in this room has shifted. The air is practically purer."
"James, if you say 'energy' or 'alignment' one more time, I am throwing a cushion at your face," Sirius warned, though his tone was pure affection. He smiled up at Remus, receiving a quick kiss on the top of his head in return. "But... thanks, Prongs. Really."
"No need to thank me, Pads. I am a mature, evolved friend," James adjusted his glasses with an air of playful superiority. "Now that you two are out, I am officially the only single, emotionally grounded bachelor in this residence."
Right at that exact millisecond, the doorbell rang.
"That'll be the pizza," Remus said without looking up from his book. "James, grab it, will you? The wallet's on the counter."
"On it!" James bounced up from his chair and strolled to the front door, pulling it open with a wide grin. "Evening! If that’s the four-cheese, you just saved my—"
James froze.
It wasn't the pizza delivery guy.
Standing in the hallway, wearing a tailored dark overcoat, an expression of icy boredom, and a leather messenger bag slung over one shoulder, was Regulus Black. Regulus raised an eyebrow, scanning James from head to toe with that sharp, effortless glare capable of disarming anyone in three seconds flat.
"The pizza’s probably another ten minutes, Potter," Regulus said, his voice calm, low, and smooth. He took a step forward without waiting for an invitation, forcing James to take two automatic steps back. "The doorman let me up since he knows me. Are you going to let me in, or stand there staring like a statue?"
Back in the living room, Sirius bolted upright off the couch so fast he nearly knocked Remus’s book to the floor.
"REGULUS?!" Sirius squawked, his voice cracking. "What are you doing here?!"
"I came to get my suede jacket—the one you borrowed and failed to return three weeks ago," Regulus replied practically, sliding off his coat and hanging it on the rack by the door with effortless familiarity.
Then, he turned to James. Regulus took a half-step closer, reached out to adjust the collar of James’s shirt with a gesture that was impossibly natural and intimate, and offered a barely perceptible smirk.
"Hey, Jamie," Regulus murmured, his voice soft and meant for James alone. "Miss me?"
James turned bright red instantly. The tall, confident, chatterbox of a guy who had spent the entire weekend giving speeches about maturity completely forgot how to form a coherent sentence in English. He opened his mouth, closed it, adjusted his glasses awkwardly, and let out a sound like a startled bird.
"H-hey, Reg..." James stammered, his ears burning crimson. "You... you look nice. I mean! The coat! The coat looks nice."
Remus burst into a loud laugh from the couch, clapping a hand over his mouth at the sight. Sirius, on the other hand, stood frozen in the middle of the room, darting his gaze from Regulus to James, and back from James to Regulus.
"Wait a second..." Sirius narrowed his eyes, his brain desperately connecting the dots. He caught the goofy, panicked look on James’s face. "Hold on a minute. REGULUS?! JAMIE?! Since when do you call my brother Jamie?!"
Regulus slowly turned his head toward Sirius, keeping his expression entirely placid.
"For about four months, Sirius."
"FOUR MONTHS?!" Sirius shrieked, his voice jumping three octaves. He hurled an accusing finger at James. "JAMES POTTER! YOU SPENT THE ENTIRE WEEKEND LECTURING ME, PLAYING ACOUSTIC SONGS, PRE TENDING TO BE BLIND, AND PREACHING ABOUT TRANSPARENCY IN FRIENDSHIP, AND YOU’VE BEEN DATING MY BROTHER FOR FOUR MONTHS?!"
"It’s not 'dating,' Sirius," Regulus corrected calmly, walking over to the couch and casually snatching a piece of popcorn from James’s bowl. "We're together. But we were waiting for the right time to tell you. You know how dramatic you get."
James took three slow steps backward, strategically hiding behind Remus.
"Sirius, stay calm..." James squeaked, raising his hands defensively. "Remember what we talked about regarding a welcoming environment? Respecting the journey?"
"I am going to end you, Potter!" Sirius yelled, grabbing a couch cushion and lunging for James, who bolted down the hallway laughing hysterically and yelling for help.
In the living room, Regulus made himself comfortable on the sofa, pulled the bowl of popcorn into his lap, and looked at Remus, who was still wheezing with laughter.
"So, how was your weekend?" Regulus asked smoothly, taking another handful of popcorn.
Remus smiled as the shouts and laughter of James and Sirius echoed down the hall.
"It was great, Regulus," Remus said softly. "Honestly, the vibe in this house has never been better."