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The old man laughed warmly. "No wonder everyone enjoys doing business with you, madame."

Before Suisui could answer, a new voice drifted lazily through the afternoon air.

"Mm, I disappear for a handful of days..." There was amusement in it, carrying easily above the gentle murmur of the marketplace, "...and the distinguished Chongming Pruner is already accepting gifts from elderly craftsmen."

The voice paused, as if picking his next words carefully.

"I confess…I'm a little jealous."

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The commercial district of Xuanfang Hold seemed forever poised upon the delicate threshold between refinement and revelry. It was a place where commerce flourished with all the ceremony of a festival, where merchants spoke of contracts with the same reverence poets reserved for verses, and where every winding street seemed to promise another hidden courtyard, another teahouse tucked beneath flowering branches, another bridge arching gracefully across canals so clear that the lanterns suspended above them shimmered twice, once in the evening air, and once beneath the water's glass-like surface.

By late afternoon, the district had settled into its busiest hours. Silken red banners embroidered with gold thread stirred lazily overhead, their tassels dancing whenever the summer breeze threaded its way between the rooftops. The scent of freshly steamed buns mingled with sweeter fragrances drifting from confectioners' stalls, while somewhere deeper within the marketplace, the measured chime of a coppersmith's hammer rose and fell in a comforting rhythm.

And amidst all that, it was impossible to walk more than a few steps without passing someone who greeted Suisui.

Some offered respectful bows, others merely inclined their heads, yet every greeting carried unmistakable admiration. She answered each one in turn with the same effortless grace, never lingering long enough to delay their errands, yet never appearing hurried either. Her smile was gentle, practiced without ever feeling insincere, and there was an elegance to even the smallest movements she made. When accepting a merchant's well wishes, she gathered her expensive fan with slender fingers before returning the gesture, every motion composed enough to suggest years of careful etiquette.

Rover found herself watching with fascination.

"It almost feels," she mused aloud after the fourth greeting in less than a minute, "like everyone in Xuanfang knows you."

"They do," Yangyang answered before Suisui had the chance, her tone affectionate albeit a bit resigned. "Or at least they know of her."

Suisui cast her sister an amused sidelong glance. "You're making me sound far more important than I am."

"Sister, you arranged an exhibition on behalf of the Zhaoming Commerce Guild before breakfast was even served yesterday."

"That was hardly a feat, darling."

"It was enough that Uncle Liang from the Merchant’s Collective wouldn't stop talking about it during lunch."

"The negotiations concluded smoothly."

"That's because you prepared for them until well after midnight."

Suisui's expression remained composed, though the faintest sigh escaped her. "I've begun to suspect that my younger sister has appointed herself steward of my schedule."

Yangyang folded her arms. "Someone has to. Left to your own devices, you'd probably schedule meetings while asleep."

"Efficiency is a virtue."

"So is resting."

"I rest, dearest."

Yangyand sent her sister a deadpan stare. "You call reading trade manifests 'rest.'"

"I find them relaxing."

Yangyang looked toward Rover with an expression that pleaded for vindication. "See? She genuinely believes that."

Rover couldn't help laughing. "I... don't think I've ever met anyone who unwinds by organizing shipping records."

"They're shipping ledgers," Suisui corrected gently. "The manifests are filed separately."

There was a brief silence, then Yangyang closed her eyes. "...You see my problem."

Even Suisui's lips curved a little more noticeably then, the restrained smile softening the composure she carried so naturally.

The sight warmed Yangyang more than she cared to admit.

These outings had become increasingly rare. Between guild affairs, meetings with merchants, correspondence from neighboring settlements, and the endless obligations expected of the Zhaoming Commerce Guild's young director, Suisui seemed forever occupied by responsibilities that never truly ended. Coupled with Yangyang’s ever mounting military duties, finding the time to spend an afternoon wandering the markets had required no small amount of persistence.

Now, at least, her older sister looked content and that alone made the effort worthwhile.

Their leisurely stroll eventually carried them toward one of the riverside promenades, where artisans displayed handcrafted ornaments beneath canopies of pale blue silk. Delicate hairpins carved from jade rested beside lacquered combs adorned with mother-of-pearl, while strings of polished beads caught the sunlight whenever curious patrons stopped to admire them.

Suisui paused before one particularly intricate display.

The elderly artisan behind the stall brightened immediately upon recognizing her.

"Director Suisui! It has been some time."

"My apologies," she replied with a polite inclination of her head. "Guild affairs have kept me rather occupied."

"So I hear. My grandson still talks about the advice you gave him regarding suppliers."

"I'm pleased it proved useful."

"It did far more than that."

The old man carefully lifted a silver hairpin shaped like intertwined magnolia blossoms.

"I finished this piece only yesterday. If anyone could appreciate the craftsmanship..."

Suisui accepted it carefully, turning it between her gloved fingers so the polished silver caught the afternoon light. Rather than merely admiring its appearance, her attention lingered on the minute details of its construction: the evenness of the engraving, the seamless join where stem met blossom, the remarkable delicacy of petals no larger than her little fingernail, and the beautiful cut of the small gems decorating it.

"The balance is excellent," she observed after a thoughtful pause. "You've altered the weight distribution."

The artisan beamed. "You noticed."

"It sits more comfortably once worn, doesn't it?"

"My grandson suggested precisely the same adjustment after your recommendation."

"I should be thanking him then. It was his craftsmanship that made the improvement possible."

The old man laughed warmly. "No wonder everyone enjoys doing business with you, madame."

Before Suisui could answer, a new voice drifted lazily through the afternoon air.

"Mm, I disappear for a handful of days..." There was amusement in it, carrying easily above the gentle murmur of the marketplace, "...and the distinguished Chongming Pruner is already accepting gifts from elderly craftsmen."

The voice paused, as if picking his next words carefully.

"I confess…I'm a little jealous."

Rover turned first.

Making his way through the steady flow of pedestrians was a young man dressed in garments that bore all the hallmarks of a traveler. His clothes were decently kept despite the dust gathered from countless roads, and a light cloak rested carelessly across one shoulder as though he had thrown it on more out of habit than necessity. Black and white hair, stirred by the afternoon breeze, framed features that wore an expression of perpetual ease; the sort of relaxed confidence belonging to someone who never seemed particularly concerned with where tomorrow might take him.

He stopped a respectful distance from the stall, folding his arms loosely as a smile tugged at the corner of his lips.

The elderly artisan chuckled. "And who might you be, young man?"

Jingran inclined his head politely. "A humble wanderer with terrible timing, it seems. Had I arrived a moment sooner, perhaps I, too, might have received a handcrafted keepsake."

"I've never made jewelry for strangers."

"Then perhaps I ought to become less of one."

The old artisan laughed heartily, clearly charmed by the response.

Suisui regarded the newcomer with the same composed expression she offered everyone else. If there was the slightest flicker of surprise upon seeing him standing there in broad daylight, it vanished before anyone could notice it.

"You possess an enviable talent," she remarked evenly, returning the hairpin to its owner with both hands, "for inserting yourself into conversations that do not concern you."

"I've been told it's one of my more endearing qualities."

"I wonder who told you that."

"Myself, mostly."

"I see."

The exchange flowed with such effortless familiarity that Yangyang found herself smiling despite not entirely understanding it. There was no sharpness to their words, no genuine irritation beneath the teasing. If anything, it resembled two people who had simply settled into an oddly specific rhythm whenever they happened to meet.

The artisan looked between them, amusement dancing in his weathered eyes. "So the two of you know one another."

"We've crossed paths," Suisui replied.

"A fortunate coincidence," Jingran added. "Had circumstances been any different, Director Suisui might still be wandering circles inside that fog."

Yangyang blinked. "The fog?"

Jingran turned toward her, the smile softening almost imperceptibly. "I happened to aid our esteemed Director while she was on an important personal mission, miss."

Yangyang went noticeably quieter, realizing what the young man was referring to.

"So..." she said at last, "...that was the day you came looking for me."

The teasing faded from Suisui's expression, replaced by something gentler. "Yes."

"I still feel terrible."

"There truly is no need."

"There is." Yangyang lowered her eyes. "If I had tried harder to get word to you..."

"You were in the middle of an unprecedented situation," Suisui interrupted softly. "You did the best you could, darling."

"I still caused trouble."

"You did no such thing."

Jingran, who until then had remained comfortably outside the conversation, decided that it was a good time to speak. "For what it's worth," he said, addressing Yangyang rather than Suisui, "your sister spent the entire time talking about how important you are to her."

Yangyang looked up. "Really?"

He nodded once. "There wasn't much room for anything else."

Suisui's gaze drifted toward him, lasting only a heartbeat, and then she looked back to Yangyang. "I simply wished to make certain you were safe."

"I know..." Yangyang smiled sheepishly. "...Thank you."

The moment passed as naturally as it had come, dissolving back into the easy rhythm of the marketplace, and Jingran seemed content to let it do so. His attention shifted at last toward Rover, studying her with open curiosity.

"And unless my instincts have failed me, which they hardly ever do, you must be the famed Rover."

Rover smiled, scratching the back of her head sheepishly. "Guilty."

"I've heard your name in more places than I can count."

"I hope that's a good thing."

"So far? Entirely." He bowed his head, his smile easy and genuine. "Jingran."

She accepted the greeting. "Nice to finally meet you."

"The pleasure's mine." He tilted his head ever so slightly. "I imagine traveling with these two keeps life interesting."

Rover laughed. "We’ve been out and about for only an afternoon, and I've already learned more about shipping ledgers than I ever expected."

Jingran's brows lifted. "...Shipping ledgers?" His gaze drifted, ever so innocently, toward Suisui. "I should've guessed."

"They're fascinating," Suisui replied without the slightest embarrassment.

"I've never questioned your ability to find fascination where no one else would."

"It is an admirable quality."

"It certainly is." He paused, pretending to think. "I simply lack the refinement to appreciate inventory records."

"You lack the patience."

"Also true."

Yangyang couldn't help joining in. "See? I've been telling her she works too much."

Jingran gave an understanding nod, as though hearing something entirely unsurprising. "Your sister does seem to be a bit of a workaholic, miss."

"So you've noticed as well?"

"I noticed she looked rather tired the last time we met."

Suisui's eyes found his, and she answered without allowing so much as a heartbeat's hesitation. "Guild affairs have been especially demanding."

"I can imagine." His smile remained as easygoing as ever. "Even so, I hope you've been sleeping more."

"I sleep sufficiently."

Yangyang sighed. "She absolutely doesn't."

"There, you see?" Jingran spread his hands. "Even your sister agrees with me."

"You've allied yourselves rather quickly."

"I support anyone advocating reasonable working hours."

"How noble."

"I have my moments."

"You have several."

"I'm delighted you've noticed."

For the briefest instant, Suisui had the distinct urge to smile, but she resisted almost perfectly. Almost, because the smallest upward twitch at the corner of her lips escaped before she mastered herself once more.

It was so fleeting that neither Yangyang nor Rover noticed it, but Jingran did. His own smile deepened by the barest fraction, satisfaction flickering across his features before vanishing just as quickly.

XxxOxOxOxxX

Night settled gently over Xuanfang Hold, softening the city's vibrant bustle into something quieter, more intimate. The day's commerce had long since given way to the muted conversations of late patrons lingering in teahouses and the occasional laughter drifting from distant courtyards. Lanterns glowed beneath carved eaves like fallen stars, their reflections trembling across the slow-moving canals as a cool breeze wandered through the narrow streets.

Within the temporary residence graciously provided to the Zhaoming Commerce Guild, silence had become almost sacred.

Suisui welcomed it.

Her chamber overlooked one of the inner gardens, where pale moonlight spilled over smooth stone paths and clustered bamboo, casting intricate shadows against the paper lattice of her windows. Everything inside the room reflected the same careful order she maintained in every other aspect of her life. Books were returned to their shelves in alphabetical order, correspondence neatly stacked upon a lacquered desk, brushes cleaned and resting beside an inkstone that still carried the faint scent of pine soot. A porcelain vase near the window held fresh white blossoms whose fragrance lingered delicately in the cool evening air.

It was peaceful, and entirely unlike the afternoon she had spent exchanging veiled smiles with a certain wanderer beneath the eyes of half of Xuanfang.

As she removed the last gold pin from her hair, long blonde strands cascaded over her shoulders in a shimmering curtain, catching the warm glow of the bedside lamp. For a moment she simply sat before the polished bronze mirror, fingers idly combing through her hair as the events of the day replayed themselves unbidden.

The memory coaxed the faintest smile to her lips.

"...Incorrigible."

She spoke the word so softly that even she barely heard it.

Changing into lighter robes, she extinguished every lamp save one, allowing the room to settle into a gentle twilight. Beyond the window, cicadas sang somewhere among the trees, accompanied by the rhythmic trickle of water from the garden stream below.

She had just reached for the final lamp.

Tap.

The sound was so light that it might easily have been mistaken for a branch brushing against the lattice.

She paused, listening.

Nothing. The breeze stirred the curtains, and another heartbeat passed.

Tap.

Suisui rose from her seat, crossing the room without haste. Whoever, or whatever, stood beyond the window was making no effort whatsoever to remain unnoticed.

"...You do realize," she said calmly as she slid the lattice aside, "that respectable visitors generally make use of the front–"

The rest of the sentence dissolved into an exasperated sigh.

Jingran sat comfortably upon the broad wooden sill outside as though it had been constructed for no other purpose than accommodating late-night conversations. One knee was drawn up, an elbow resting lazily atop it, while the moon painted silver highlights across the dark fabric of his cloak. His expression carried that familiar, infuriatingly pleased smile which suggested he had already guessed precisely how she would react.

"There you are," he said warmly. "I was beginning to think you'd gone to bed early."

"I had."

"A tragedy."

"For whom?"

"For me."

His answer came so quickly that she almost laughed. Instead, she folded her arms with all the dignity expected of the Guild Director.

"I seem to recall informing you that climbing through my window was an exceptionally poor idea."

"I weighed your advice very carefully."

"And?"

"I ignored it." He placed a hand over his heart theatrically. "I had hoped the moonlight would make the entrance seem more romantic."

"It makes it more conspicuous."

"Does it?"

"It most certainly does."

Jingran leaned slightly to peer toward the quiet courtyard below before looking back at her. "I checked."

"You..."

"No guards, no servants and Yangyang's room is on the opposite side of the residence." His smile grew just a touch more mischievous. "I've become rather familiar with the layout."

Suisui regarded him for several long moments, torn somewhere between disbelief and amusement.

"...That," she observed at last, "is perhaps not as reassuring as you imagine."

"I was hoping for 'impressive.'"

"You were optimistic."

"I usually am."

She tried to maintain the composed expression she had worn all day, she really did, but it lasted all of three second before the corners of her mouth betrayed her, lifting despite every effort to suppress them.

Jingran's eyes softened immediately. "There she is."

For the first time that day, there was no audience; no merchants, no guild members, no younger sister watching with curious eyes, and no Rover observing their every exchange. Only the quiet rustle of bamboo leaves and the soft glow of moonlight spilling between them.

Suisui looked at him for a long moment before shaking her head. "You are impossible."

"So you've told me."

A small laugh escaped her before she could stop it, soft and unguarded in the way she only allowed herself to be around him.

Jingran watched it with unmistakable fondness, as though hearing that sound was worth every risk involved in climbing into the residence of one of Xuanfang's most respected young women.

Suisui stepped aside at last, her composure returning only enough to disguise the warmth blooming across her cheeks.

"...Well?"

Jingran blinked.

"You intended to spend the entire evening balancing on my windowsill?"

His grin returned in an instant. "I was hoping you'd invite me in."

"I most certainly did no such thing."

"No?"

"You simply exhausted my patience."

"Close enough."

With practiced ease, he slipped silently through the open window and landed lightly upon the polished wooden floor. For a brief moment, they stood facing one another in the quiet room, close enough that neither felt any need to raise their voice above a whisper.

Outside, Xuanfang slept peacefully.

Inside, with the world finally shut beyond four walls and a closed window, neither of them had any reason left to pretend they were merely passing acquaintances.

The room seemed smaller once the window had closed behind him. Not physically, of course. The chamber remained just as spacious and elegant as it had always been, with its carefully arranged shelves, polished wooden furnishings, and the faint fragrance of flowers lingering from the garden outside. Yet the quiet between them had changed. The distance that existed so naturally in the outside world, the careful space maintained between a guild director and a wandering traveler, between two people who were expected to exchange clever remarks and move on, had disappeared entirely.

Here, there was no need for such things.

Jingran looked at her for a moment longer than he would have dared beneath the afternoon sun.

It was not the first time he had seen her like this, not the first time he had stood in this room while the rest of Xuanfang slept. Yet every time felt strangely new, as though he was being entrusted with something precious that no one else was allowed to see.

Suisui, who could command a room full of merchants with a single calm glance, who could negotiate with officials twice her age without ever losing her composure, stood before him with her hair unbound and her expression softened by the simple fact that she no longer needed to pretend.

"You are staring," she observed.

"I usually stare at you."

"And do you have any intention of stopping?"

"Not particularly."

Her eyes narrowed slightly, though the amusement beneath them was impossible to miss. "You are remarkably shameless."

"I've been called worse."

"I imagine frequently."

"Only by people who know me well."

"Then perhaps I should consider myself unfortunate."

"Perhaps." His smile softened. "Though I suspect you don't."

For once, Suisui did not immediately have a reply, and Jingran took her hand before she could think of one. His fingers closed around hers, and there was something about the tenderness of it that made her composure falter more effectively than any clever remark could have.

"Come here," he murmured.

She raised an eyebrow. "That sounds suspiciously like an order."

"It’s merely an invitation."

"Those are often the same thing when you say them." A small smile betrayed her before she allowed herself to look away.

He guided her toward the vanity near the window, where the soft glow of the remaining lamp illuminated the delicate ornaments she had removed earlier. The contrast amused him every time: the elaborate hairpins and jewelry that accompanied the public image of Director Suisui, and the simple reality of her sitting before him with nothing between them except trust.

"May I?"

The question was quieter than his usual teasing.

Suisui met his gaze through the mirror and knowing exactly what he meant, she gave a small nod.

Jingran carefully reached for the ribbons securing the last remnants of her hairstyle, his movements unexpectedly patient. For someone who spent his life wandering from place to place, leaving behind no permanent traces, he possessed a surprising gentleness when handling things that mattered.

The ribbon slipped free, and her hair fell over her shoulders in a golden cascade, catching the candlelight like threads of moonlight woven through silk.

For a moment, Jingran simply admired the sight.

"You're doing it again," she said.

"Doing what?"

"Staring."

"I told you, I usually stare at you."

The answer was so sincere that she had no clever response prepared.

He picked up the brush from the vanity and began carefully working through the length of her hair, each movement unhurried. The room was quiet except for the faint sound of the brush passing through silk-soft strands and the distant whisper of wind moving through the garden.

Suisui closed her eyes. This was such a small thing, but perhaps that was why it meant so much. The world knew her as someone who carried responsibility gracefully. Someone who never faltered, never appeared uncertain, never allowed exhaustion to show, never lost her grace, even the face of dire circumstances.

But Jingran knew the woman beneath that. The woman who sometimes forgot to eat when working, the woman who insisted she was perfectly fine while clearly running on too little sleep, the woman who would quietly worry about everyone else's burdens before considering her own, the woman who had struck up a dangerous deal with a god for a chance at saving the sister she loved so much.

"You worked too much again," he said softly.

She opened her eyes. "Is that your conclusion?"

"It is."

"You reached it very quickly."

"I've had practice." His reflection met hers in the mirror. "It's just something I worry about."

The teasing disappeared from his voice entirely. Suisui looked at him through the mirror, and for once she did not deflect with a clever remark.

"You worry too much."

"Perhaps."

"You are a wanderer. You should concern yourself with roads and destinations, not whether I have slept enough."

"Unfortunately, I seem to have developed an interest in one particular destination."

She gave him a look. "…That was terrible."

"’That so? I thought it was clever."

She shook her head, but the warmth in her expression remained. When he finished brushing her hair, he set the brush aside carefully. Before she could rise, he leaned closer, pressing a gentle kiss to her temple.

Suisui's eyes softened. "You are much quieter when no one else is watching."

"Am I?"

"Yes."

"Maybe everyone else brings out my more irritating qualities."

"Everyone else?"

“You bring out my best ones.”

She turned slightly in her seat, looking up at him. "And what exactly is your best quality?"

Jingran pretended to consider. "Excellent judgment."

"Regarding?"

"You."

Her expression shifted despite herself. "That was remarkably smooth."

"I know."

"At least you are aware."

"I pride myself on self-awareness."

"You pride yourself on many things."

He winked at her, fingers brushing lightly over the back of her neck. "Only the important ones."

With a faint smile, she rose from the vanity. The change was subtle, but Jingran noticed immediately. Suisui reached up and caught the edge of his hood, gently pulling it down. Her fingers brushed through the loose strands of hair that had fallen forward, smoothing them back with a tenderness that contrasted beautifully with the sharpness of her usual remarks.

For once, Jingran did not tease her, and simply leaned into her touch. The sight of him doing so, the man who carried himself as though nothing in the world could truly hold him in place, always surprised her.

His hands settled gently around her waist, drawing her closer with the urgency of two people who had missed each other despite only being apart for a short time.

The banter remained, and it always would, it was part of them. But it existed alongside something softer, something neither of them needed to disguise.

"I should tell you," Jingran murmured, "that tomorrow, if anyone asks, I was merely passing through Xuanfang."

"Of course."

"And our conversation today was entirely ordinary."

"Naturally."

"And I certainly did not spend the evening climbing through a window."

"That part especially."

"Good."

The corner of his mouth lifted, and the distance between them disappeared.

The kiss was gentle, and entirely unlike the playful exchanges they shared during the day. There was no audience to entertain, no reputation to maintain, and no need to hide behind clever words. There was only the certainty that, despite all the roads Jingran traveled and all the responsibilities Suisui carried, they had found a place where they could simply be themselves.

And for tonight, beneath the moonlit silence of Xuanfang, that was enough.

Notes:

I am obsessed with them, Your Honor. I loved their interaction and dynamic so much in the 3.5 quest, so I simply had to write something for them, and what can I say? I love a good secret-relationship/noble-lady-and-wanderer trope! This was written before Jingran's release so I've most likely gotten things wrong, so once he's out and I get a better grasp of his character, I will come back to edit. I aslo changed a few canonical details about Suisui, the Commerce Guild, etc, but I hope that doesn't bother people too much. I will most likely write more for them in the future. In the meantime, I hope to see them interact more in the upcoming quests! Tell me, do you have any headcanons about Suiran? I'd love to hear them~

I hope you liked this!

Until next time~