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1. Wretched Beloved by Skk_bestship

   Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jude Bellingham/Erling Håland
   • Jude Bellingham
   • Erling Håland
   • Borussia Dortmund Players
   • Established Relationship
   • Relationship Issues
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Anal Sex
   • Oral Sex
   • Light Dom/sub
   • Light BDSM
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Codependency
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Insecurity
   • Sex as a Coping Mechanism
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Healing
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Slow Burn
   • Top Erling Håland
   • Bottom Jude Bellingham

   Summary

   Officially together. Still messy.

   Jude smiles for everyone else and falls apart in private, reaching for Erling to quiet his head.
   Erling sees too much and holds on too hard, letting himself be needed as long as Jude stays close

   .What starts as love turns into something heavier, hungrier, and harder to survive.

    

   Or:
   They survived the wanting.
   Now they have to survive the having.

   Neither of them knows how to love without leaving marks.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Haaland/Bellingham Dortmund era

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   152,983

   Chapters:

   27/27

   Comments:

   51

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