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1. to love me is to suffer me by nvrfdeaway

   Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   07 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Johnny Silverhand/V
   • Kerry Eurodyne & Johnny Silverhand & V
   • Rogue Amendiares & V
   • Rogue Amendiares & Johnny Silverhand
   • Panam Palmer & V
   • Judy Alvarez & V
   • Johnny Silverhand
   • V (Cyberpunk 2077)
   • Kerry Eurodyne
   • Rogue Amendiares
   • Viktor Vektor
   • Misty Olszewski
   • Panam Palmer
   • Saul Bright
   • The Aldecaldos
   • Alt Cunningham
   • Judy Alvarez
   • Female V (Cyberpunk 2077)
   • Corpo V (Cyberpunk 2077)
   • Post-Quest: (Don't Fear) The Reaper
   • V Needs A Hug (Cyberpunk 2077)
   • Johnny Silverhand & V Are in Their Own Bodies
   • Johnny Silverhand has Feelings
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Substance Abuse
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Passive Suicidality

   Summary

   Mikoshi doesn't go as expected, like at all.

   Johnny is given a third shot at life, back in his own body, but V is still dying.

   They return to Night City as goddamn legends, fucking crazy ones at that.

   As Johnny finds his place again, V wonders if finding a cure is even worth it anymore.

   And it's his job to make sure she does.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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