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1. you see through my eyes (‘cause you live in my brain) by niamhhhn

   Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Canon Autistic Character
   • Post-Canon
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Is Bad at Feelings
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Shane Hollander is Bad at Communicating
   • Autistic Meltdown
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Domestic Ilya Rozanov
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Ilya Rozanov Takes Care of Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Overthinks
   • Ottawa Centaurs Player Shane Hollander
   • Ottawa Centaurs Player Ilya Rozanov
   • Domestic Hollanov is loved
   • Bathing/Washing
   • Overstimulated Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Has OCD
   • Shane Hollander Has Panic Attacks
   • Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder
   • shane hollander is a perfectionist
   • Shane Hollander Calls Ilya Rozanov "Baby"
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Speaks Russian
   • True Love
   • Gentle Kissing
   • get your google translate folks

   Summary

   Ilya’s voice dimmed, “Shane, what’s going on? Are you okay?” he sounded eager, but also sounded like that he would wait years if Shane even gave him one word in return.

   Shane aggressively shook his head, the hum only growing. “I need to-“ No. No, this wasn’t happening. He wouldn’t let this happen. Shane slowly sunk down to the kitchen floor, feeling the nooks in the drawers of the counters scratch against his back while his eyes shut tightly. He wasn’t going to cry. He wasn’t a fucking baby. Shane was strong. And he was strong enough to make this stop.

   OR:

   Shane Hollander experiences a meltdown infront of Ilya.

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