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1. Somebody to Watch Me Die by EclecticKefi

   Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   07 Jul 2025

   Tags

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   • Celebrimbor & Sauron (Tolkien)
   • Celebrimbor & The Sons of Feanor
   • Queerplatonic Silvergifting
   • are they lovers? Worse. - Relationship
   • Celebrimbor (Tolkien)
   • Sauron (Tolkien)
   • Annatar (Tolkien)
   • Maedhros (Tolkien)
   • mentioned Curufin - Character
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Instability
   • Depression
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Family Issues
   • Poor Celebrimbor (Tolkien)
   • POV Celebrimbor (Tolkien)
   • Celebrimbor Makes Bad Life Choices (Tolkien)
   • AU - Holly Tree Red
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Bittersweet Ending
   • Moral Ambiguity
   • The AU where everyone makes the wrong choices at the wrong times
   • Queerplatonic Relationships
   • Codependency
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Valinor in the Fourth Age of Arda (Tolkien)
   • Eldritch Maiar (Tolkien)
   • Song: I Bet on Losing Dogs (Mitski)

   Summary

   A look at codependent silvergifting’s life, post-canon, in a reality of bad choices and worse coping mechanisms.

   Series

   • Part 5 of Holly Tree Red
   • Part 30 of Silmarillion Fics

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,095

   Chapters:

   2/2

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