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    “I don't have the strength to keep writing this. To go on living with this feeling is painful beyond description. Isn't there someone kind enough to strangle me in my sleep?”

    Akutagawa is tired.
    He's tired of chasing towards an unachievable goal, for approval that will never come.
    He's tired of forever being doomed to wander aimlessly in the world, with no purpose but to leave meaningless destruction and despair in his wake.
    He's tired of failure. Tired of the darkness that has always consumed him whole, threatening to push him over the edge, teetering but never quite getting there.

    “Yes - or rather, it's not so much that I want to die as that I'm tired of living.”

    As the weeks pass, he feels himself standing at the incline, ready to embrace the cool nothingness of death.

    It's not like he'll be missed.

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