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1. hold me close (while I tell myself that you might make sense) by etmuse

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Canon Compliant
   • 2017 MLH All-Star Weekend in Tampa Bay (Game Changers)
   • Gap Filler
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Oral Sex
   • Anal Sex
   • Rimming
   • Ilya Rozanov is Bad at Feelings
   • Shane Hollander is Trying
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Episode: s01e05 I'll Believe in Anything (Heated Rivalry)
   • Extended Scene
   • Tender Sex
   • Ilya hasn't quite accepted that he loves Shane yet
   • Meanwhile Shane is full steam Hollanov and just trying to get Ilya to catch up...

   Summary

   Would you want to be, if we could?

   He pushed the thought away and tried to focus on Shane’s fingers, which were gently scrunching in his hair, Shane’s breaths slowing against his thigh. It didn’t matter what he wanted, not when it was so completely impossible; he had to be content with the things he could actually have.

   As long as that included this, he’d be fine.

   Room 1217, Tampa Bay, 2017. Ilya has a lot of feelings, most of which he isn't quite ready to admit.

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