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1. There's a Hole in My Life, I Wish I Could Fill It (With Anything But You) by orphan_account

   Fandoms: Supernatural  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Aug 2013

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Sam Winchester
   • Castiel
   • Past Underage Sex
   • dub-con situations
   • bad sexual decisions
   • terrible communication skills
   • past Sam Winchester/Jessica Moore - Freeform
   • past Sam Winchester/Madison
   • past Sam Winchester/Amelia Richardson - Freeform
   • mentions of Dean/others
   • Sam/others - Freeform
   • mentions of John Winchester's terrible parenting
   • Sam Winchester has terrible self-esteem
   • minor hurt Sam Winchester
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • deals vaguely with consent issues
   • Rough Sex
   • Painful Sex
   • Dirty Talk
   • brief mentions of suicidal Sam

   Summary

   Sam and Dean got together when Sam was sixteen, but Sam figures out pretty quickly that it's not exactly what he wanted. Sex can be used as a tool just like anything else can. When the world-saving fight is over, Sam still wants his brother, but knows he can never have him again. But when Dean asks to start their relationship again, Sam takes drastic measures to ensure what happened last time will never happen again. This story does deal with dubious levels of consent, but I promise you that by the end everyone is happy and enthusiastically consenting.

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