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1. and i hurt myself so i can justify my existence by yixiaomeow

   Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Aug 2026

   Tags

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   • Macklin Celebrini/Will Smith (b. 2005)
   • Macklin Celebrini
   • Will Smith (Hockey RPF b. 2005)
   • Anal Sex
   • First Time
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • San Jose Sharks NHL Team
   • 2025-2026 NHL Season
   • "canon" (irl NHL)-typical queerphobia & misogyny & racism
   • Top Will Smith (Hockey RPF b. 2005)
   • Bottom Macklin Celebrini

   Summary

   “What do you want, Mack,” Will whispered. Mack wrenched his head to the side, his body bracketed by the warmth of Will’s arms against the wall. “What are you telling me?”

   “Nothing!” Mack grit out. Will huffed in response, unconvinced.

   Seconds passed with only the sounds of heavy breathing. The crushing pressure eased. Mack opened his eyes to Will looking down on the floor instead of back at him, and let his gaze rest on the divot on Will’s head, where his hair thinned and gave way to flushed scalp.

   Will raised his head slowly, catching Mack’s gaze with red-rimmed intensity that Mack had only ever seen when Will swallowed his dick down. He was suddenly terrified of making this boy cry.

   Will was the mirror image of every girl he’d ever desperately wanted.

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