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Living in the Higher Realm had never felt like living.
It felt like performing.
Some angels moved through the days with ease, smiling at the same polite games, the same carefully measured conversations, the same endless rules wrapped in soft language. They called it structure. They called it purity. They called it safety.
Wonyoung called it suffocating.
She had tried, once, to believe what they believed. She had been small then — ten years old, wings still soft and half-formed — when she first looked across the barrier and saw the Deep Realm. Children ran without asking permission. Adults laughed with their whole bodies. No one corrected posture or tone or the way joy was allowed to exist.
When she told her mother, the older angel’s face had tightened the way it always did when something threatened the order of things.
“Stay away from that place,” she had said. “Disorder is how the Deep Realm stays the Deep Realm.”
Wonyoung had nodded. She always nodded.
But the seed stayed.
Fifteen years later, she was still nodding. Still adjusting her smile. Still pretending the rules made sense. The only difference was that she had gotten better at hiding the part of her that wanted to tear them all down.
The only thing that ever felt truly hers were her wings.
White, full, soft, with the faint golden streaks she had inherited from her father. She used to sit for hours as a child just running her fingers through the feathers, marveling that something so beautiful belonged to her. Now they were large enough to cover her entire back — which also meant they caught on doorways and low branches far too often.
She sat on the porch while her mother healed the latest scrape, jaw tight against the sting.
“I told you to be careful, Won.”
“I know.”
“Knowing isn’t enough if you keep doing it.”
Wonyoung didn’t answer. There was no point. Her mother would only hear what she wanted to hear.
When the healing was done, her mother stood. “Come. Your father wants to see you.”
Wonyoung’s head lifted. The heaviness in her chest loosened, just a little.
“Why doesn’t he just live with us?”
“You know why. His work doesn’t allow it.”
“I don’t actually know what his work is,” Wonyoung said, standing. “You’ve never told me.”
Her mother hesitated. “Guiding angel. He deals with mortals. Directly. They’re… impulsive. Unpredictable. Our ancestors used to say their memories are strange — they can hold onto something for decades and forget what they saw five minutes ago.”
“Inconsistent,” Wonyoung murmured.
“Yes.” Her mother took flight without another word.
Wonyoung followed, wings still unsteady.
Angels weren’t supposed to fly freely in the Higher Realm. The rule was ancient and rarely questioned. She had always wondered why they were given wings at all if the sky was forbidden.
At the barrier they landed. Her mother released her hand the moment Wonyoung’s feet touched the ground.
“Stay here. Don’t wander.”
Then she was gone.
Wonyoung stood alone at the edge of everything she was allowed to know and stared into the Deep Realm. Children still ran. Adults still laughed. The guardian on the other side looked more amused than angry.
It still looked like freedom.
She turned toward the Higher Realm’s own guardian. He looked almost bored.
“Sir.”
He glanced at her, one eyebrow raised.
She straightened automatically — the habit was too deep to break. “I just have questions. About the Deep Realm.”
“What about it?”
“Is it as chaotic as it looks?”
“Worse. What you see is only the barrier. Inside is the reason we keep the names we do.”
“If this is heaven and that is hell, why not just call them that?”
“Because angels started believing they were better. Arrogance spreads faster than any other sin. The ancestors changed the names to keep us humble.”
Humble. Controlled. The same thing, really.
“Why do you want to know?” he asked.
Wonyoung forced a small, polite smile. “Curiosity.”
The barrier opened before he could press further. Her parents stepped through.
The moment she saw her father, something in her chest unclenched.
“Dad!”
She ran. His arms closed around her immediately, solid and warm and real in a way almost nothing else here was.
“There’s my little angel,” he murmured against her hair. “How are you?”
“I missed you.”
“I missed you too, sweetheart.”
Her mother touched her wing once, lightly. “I have work. Stay with your father.”
Then she left them alone.
Wonyoung looked up at him with a grin she didn’t have to fake. He chuckled.
“Uh-oh. What’s that look for?”
“Can we fly?”
He pretended to think about it, but she already knew the answer. He never denied her this.
They rose together. The wind against her face felt like the closest thing to honesty the Higher Realm ever allowed.
“You’re still unsteady,” he noted.
“I’ve only flown a handful of times.”
“In the mortal realm, flying matters. It’s useful. It’s free. It’s a shame they keep it locked away here.”
“Mortals can fly?”
He laughed. “No. I meant the angels who are sent there. Like me.”
She turned her head to look at him properly. “You’ve really been there?”
“How else do you think I know the stories?”
“What’s it like?”
“A mix of both realms. Chaos and structure existing in the same places. Too much control in some corners, almost none in others. They live with the contradiction like it’s normal.”
“That sounds impossible.”
“It’s just different.”
They landed again. Wonyoung’s heart was still beating faster than it should have.
“Dad.”
“Mm?”
“The mortals… do they know we exist?”
He was quiet for a moment. “Some do. Most don’t. When we’re sent to help them, we hide what we are.”
“How?”
“We hide the wings.”
She stared. “We can do that?”
“It’s taught only to those who need it.”
“Teach me.”
“Won—”
“Please. I won’t use it yet. I just… want to know.”
He studied her face for a long time. Then he sighed, the sound of a father already regretting the decision.
“You’re going to get me in trouble one day.”
“I won’t. I promise.”
He placed a hand over the center of his chest. “Sternum. Concentrate.”
She watched, barely breathing, as his wings folded inward and vanished completely. When they were gone he looked strangely incomplete — like something essential had been erased.
“You look weird,” she said.
He huffed a laugh. “I know.”
She immediately tried to copy the motion. He caught her wrist before she could finish.
“No. Don’t practice it. Not here. If anyone finds out you know, it won’t end well for either of us.”
The fear in his voice was quiet but real.
Wonyoung swallowed. “Okay. I won’t.”
“Promise me.”
“I promise.”
He kissed her forehead, lingering. “Go home before your mother returns. And forget this conversation.”
“Easier said than done.”
“I know.”
Her mother landed behind them moments later. The spell broke.
“Won. Let’s go.”
Wonyoung nodded. Her father squeezed her shoulder once, firm and brief.
“See you soon, angel.”
She wanted to believe him.
(The Next Morning)
“Open the door!”
Wonyoung buried her face deeper into the pillow. “Mom, two more minutes—”
“Jang Wonyoung!”
The sharpness in her mother’s voice cut straight through sleep. She sat up, heart already racing, and opened the door.
Her mother stood outside with guardian angels and several neighbors. The look on her face made Wonyoung’s stomach drop.
One of the guards stepped forward. “Where is your callstone?”
Wonyoung’s hand flew to her neck. Empty. “It must have fallen. One second—”
She found it on the bed beside her pillow and held it out, confused.
“See? She had it.”
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Jang. We still have to take her.”
A hand closed around Wonyoung’s arm. She jerked free.
“What is going on? What did I do?”
Her mother wouldn’t meet her eyes. “Just go with them.”
“Mom—”
“Now, Wonyoung.”
They led her out. Neighbors watched in silence. The weight of their stares pressed against her spine.
Her father appeared and fell into step beside her, face carefully blank.
“What happened?” he asked under his breath.
“I don’t know. I didn’t do anything.”
“Keep saying that. Don’t look guilty.”
“I’m scared.”
His hand brushed hers once. “I know.”
The Hall of Witness was fuller than it should have been. Angels lined the walls. Conversations died as she entered. Every pair of eyes felt like a judgment already passed.
“Keep your head up,” her father murmured.
She tried. Her neck felt too stiff.
A guard called her name. The sound of her own footsteps echoed too loudly as she walked to the center of the hall and stood before the pedestal.
“Remove your callstone.”
An elder angel she had known since childhood looked down at her. The kindness she remembered in his eyes was gone.
“Do you know why you are here, Wonyoung?”
“No.”
“Think carefully.”
“I don’t know why I’m here.”
He gestured toward the callstone. “Did you use this last night?”
“No.”
“Did you lend it to anyone?”
“No.”
“Did you take it from your home?”
“No.”
“She was home the entire night,” her father said from behind her.
The elder nodded once. “Noted.”
Then his voice remained calm.
“At the ninth hour of last night, your callstone was used to enter the Eastern Archive.”
The words didn’t make sense at first.
Wonyoung stared at him. “What?”
“The Eastern Archive was accessed using your callstone.”
“No.” The denial came instantly. “I didn’t go there. I was asleep.”
A low murmur moved through the hall. The elder’s expression didn’t change.
“No other callstone was used. Only yours.”
Her stomach turned to ice.
“I was asleep,” she repeated, louder. “I didn’t give it to anyone. I don’t know what happened.”
Silence answered her.
“Please tell us the truth.”
“I am telling you the truth.”
“Then explain this.”
“I can’t!”
Her voice cracked. She hated the sound of it.
The elder turned slightly. “Bring the witness.”
An angel she didn’t recognize entered, hands clasped tightly in front of him. He looked like he wished he were anywhere else.
“I was returning home shortly after the ninth hour,” he said carefully. “Near the Eastern Archive I saw someone enter. I didn’t see their face… but I saw their wings.”
He looked at Wonyoung.
“Yours. The golden streaks. There aren’t many like them.”
The air left her lungs.
“No,” she whispered.
“Do you still deny entering the archive?”
“I was asleep!”
Her father stepped forward. “What exactly was accessed?”
The elder hesitated for the first time. “A restricted record concerning one of the angels assigned to the Mortal Realm.”
Understanding landed like a blow.
Her father’s record.
They thought she had gone looking for information about him.
“You think I went into the archive to look at my father’s files?” Her voice shook. “I didn’t. I swear I didn’t.”
“Your callstone was used. Your wings were identified.”
“I didn’t!”
The word tore out of her. She clamped a hand over her mouth, breathing hard through her nose. Her eyes burned.
Her father placed a hand on her shoulder. “I know.”
But she heard it — the smallest fracture in his certainty — and something inside her cracked with it.
The elder’s voice softened in a way that felt worse than anger. “There is another possibility. You may not remember. If another influence was involved—”
“No.” She shook her head hard. “You’re saying someone controlled me?”
“We don’t know.”
“I would know.”
“You may not.”
Anger rose fast and sharp, cutting through the fear. “So you’re going to punish me for something I don’t remember? For something I didn’t do?”
No one spoke.
Her father asked the question she couldn’t.
“What is the proposed punishment?”
The elder looked at her for a long moment.
“Unauthorized access of restricted information regarding the Mortal Realm raises questions we cannot ignore. Until we understand how this occurred, we cannot risk it happening again.”
Wonyoung’s pulse roared in her ears. “What does that mean?”
“Wonyoung will be removed from the Higher Realm until the matter is resolved.”
The words hung in the air.
For a second she simply didn’t understand them.
Then she did.
“What?”
“You will be sent to the Mortal Realm.”
Her mother’s soft, broken sound came from the back of the hall. Wonyoung shook her head, once, twice, as if she could physically refuse the sentence.
“No. I didn’t do anything—”
Her father gripped her hand hard enough to hurt. She looked at him, searching for the reassurance he always gave her.
This time he had none.
The elder’s voice was almost kind.
“We wish you luck, Wonyoung.”