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1. I Wanna Taste Love and Pain, I Wanna Feel Pride and Shame... by CowboyJane

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Sep 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Scott Hunter
   • Troy Barrett & Shane Hollander
   • Scott Hunter & Ilya Rozanov
   • Troy Barrett & Ilya Rozanov
   • Troy Barrett & Harris Drover & Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Troy Barrett/Harris Drover
   • Luca Haas & Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Kip Grady/Scott Hunter
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Harris Drover
   • Troy Barrett
   • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
   • Kip Grady
   • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • Luca Haas
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Gay Pride
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Supportive Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers)
   • Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers)
   • Luca Haas comes out
   • Ottawa Centaurs Player Shane Hollander
   • HEA
   • Fluff
   • Happy gay guys
   • Supportive hockey world
   • Troy Barrett Loves Harris Drover
   • Harris Drover Loves Troy Barrett
   • Husbands of Hockey
   • Bravery
   • English is not the authors first language
   • No Beta we die like Ilyas curls
   • Shane POV
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Songfic
   • Established Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Coming Out
   • Ottawa Centaurs as Family (Game Changers)
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Happy Tears
   • Public Display of Affection
   • Past Internalized Homophobia
   • Shane Hollander Has Panic Attacks
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • They're all loved your honor
   • Kissing
   • Queer Themes
   • Anxiety
   • Pride night

   Summary

   Pride night: Ottawa Vs. New York.
   Takes place: Post The Long Game.

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   Harris has made sure this Pride Night is filled with love for the queer players who helped change hockey.

   Shane is just trying not to panic about being part of the show.

   Or:
   Our hockey guys finally get all the love and appreciation they deserve for having the courage to be themselves.

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